WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.590 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.590 --> 00:00:03.090 align:middle line:84% It's called under the green ceiling. 00:00:03.090 --> 00:00:06.615 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.615 --> 00:00:07.615 align:middle line:90% Under the green ceiling. 00:00:07.615 --> 00:00:13.630 align:middle line:90% 00:00:13.630 --> 00:00:17.750 align:middle line:84% Two men walk along the edge of a country road. 00:00:17.750 --> 00:00:19.810 align:middle line:84% One is joking and talking about girls 00:00:19.810 --> 00:00:22.930 align:middle line:84% describing the abrupt curve from waist to buttocks 00:00:22.930 --> 00:00:28.180 align:middle line:84% and how it sometimes seems the whole world lives there. 00:00:28.180 --> 00:00:33.070 align:middle line:84% As he talks he idly tosses rocks into the field on his right. 00:00:33.070 --> 00:00:37.600 align:middle line:84% A field of purple clover spotted with yellow flowers. 00:00:37.600 --> 00:00:39.460 align:middle line:84% The rocks clip the flowers or green 00:00:39.460 --> 00:00:44.410 align:middle line:84% leaves then disappear into the darkness beneath. 00:00:44.410 --> 00:00:47.950 align:middle line:84% It is a cloudless afternoon in midsummer. 00:00:47.950 --> 00:00:50.440 align:middle line:84% And in the distance a green locomotive 00:00:50.440 --> 00:00:52.825 align:middle line:84% drags a string of red boxcars toward the horizon. 00:00:52.825 --> 00:00:55.390 align:middle line:90% 00:00:55.390 --> 00:00:58.930 align:middle line:84% The other man has hardly eaten for two days. 00:00:58.930 --> 00:01:02.340 align:middle line:84% He is silent and has almost made up his mind 00:01:02.340 --> 00:01:04.720 align:middle line:84% that when they reach the shelter of the woods half a mile 00:01:04.720 --> 00:01:08.290 align:middle line:84% distance he will rob his companion. 00:01:08.290 --> 00:01:10.750 align:middle line:90% We met only that morning. 00:01:10.750 --> 00:01:13.600 align:middle line:84% He has a knife and intends only to show it. 00:01:13.600 --> 00:01:15.820 align:middle line:84% But if the other man wants to fight, well, 00:01:15.820 --> 00:01:18.520 align:middle line:90% so much the worse for him. 00:01:18.520 --> 00:01:22.090 align:middle line:84% And he imagines how the knife will slide up under the ribs, 00:01:22.090 --> 00:01:24.790 align:middle line:84% and he'll drag the body off the road 00:01:24.790 --> 00:01:28.030 align:middle line:84% and escape over the field of the railway line. 00:01:28.030 --> 00:01:32.230 align:middle line:84% So while the one man talks about girls, 00:01:32.230 --> 00:01:34.590 align:middle line:84% the other tries to steal himself. 00:01:34.590 --> 00:01:37.030 align:middle line:90% I feel hatred for his companion. 00:01:37.030 --> 00:01:39.160 align:middle line:84% Tries to make them the focus for all that 00:01:39.160 --> 00:01:41.330 align:middle line:90% has gone wrong in his life. 00:01:41.330 --> 00:01:45.040 align:middle line:84% The loss of his job, desertion of his family. 00:01:45.040 --> 00:01:47.680 align:middle line:84% Surely the man talking about girls 00:01:47.680 --> 00:01:51.910 align:middle line:84% begins to think of his wife we hasn't seen for nearly a month 00:01:51.910 --> 00:01:54.670 align:middle line:84% and partly he talks to keep from thinking about her 00:01:54.670 --> 00:01:57.970 align:middle line:84% and partly to keep her a teasing question in his mind, 00:01:57.970 --> 00:01:59.110 align:middle line:90% will she still love him? 00:01:59.110 --> 00:02:02.560 align:middle line:90% Has she found someone else? 00:02:02.560 --> 00:02:04.060 align:middle line:84% He thinks of times they made love 00:02:04.060 --> 00:02:08.590 align:middle line:84% when he would sit back on his haunches straddling her ankles 00:02:08.590 --> 00:02:12.610 align:middle line:84% and see how her body was spread out beneath them. 00:02:12.610 --> 00:02:16.330 align:middle line:84% And as he talks the memory of his wife naked upon the bed 00:02:16.330 --> 00:02:18.730 align:middle line:90% fills his mind. 00:02:18.730 --> 00:02:21.430 align:middle line:84% All the rocks he tosses into the field 00:02:21.430 --> 00:02:25.540 align:middle line:84% become the fears of betrayal and desertion that he one by one 00:02:25.540 --> 00:02:28.570 align:middle line:90% pushes from him. 00:02:28.570 --> 00:02:33.880 align:middle line:84% Days later, the other man is arrested in the city. 00:02:33.880 --> 00:02:37.630 align:middle line:84% And as he awaits the slow unfolding of justice 00:02:37.630 --> 00:02:40.510 align:middle line:84% he tells himself how foolish his companion had 00:02:40.510 --> 00:02:44.230 align:middle line:84% been for his constant talk about girls 00:02:44.230 --> 00:02:47.690 align:middle line:84% and how he deserved all that had happened. 00:02:47.690 --> 00:02:51.580 align:middle line:84% He has no sense of himself as a fragment. 00:02:51.580 --> 00:02:54.310 align:middle line:84% He has no sense of how he and his dead companion 00:02:54.310 --> 00:02:56.320 align:middle line:90% made up one man. 00:02:56.320 --> 00:02:59.080 align:middle line:84% Add a third and he's still one man. 00:02:59.080 --> 00:03:01.360 align:middle line:90% Add a fourth, likewise. 00:03:01.360 --> 00:03:06.820 align:middle line:84% But by himself he's a fragment of wall, part of a broken pot. 00:03:06.820 --> 00:03:10.540 align:middle line:84% He's like the quivering rodent under its protection of leaves 00:03:10.540 --> 00:03:15.250 align:middle line:84% terrified when the chance rock crashes to its green ceiling 00:03:15.250 --> 00:03:20.040 align:middle line:84% victim of a world that is endlessly random and violent. 00:03:20.040 --> 00:03:25.000 align:middle line:90%