WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:08.610 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.610 --> 00:00:10.830 align:middle line:84% Among the things that I love about poetry 00:00:10.830 --> 00:00:14.730 align:middle line:84% are its compression and its economy. 00:00:14.730 --> 00:00:17.140 align:middle line:84% Among the things that are extremely frustrating, 00:00:17.140 --> 00:00:20.250 align:middle line:84% I think, in the making of poems are its compression 00:00:20.250 --> 00:00:21.000 align:middle line:90% and economy. 00:00:21.000 --> 00:00:23.130 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:23.130 --> 00:00:26.760 align:middle line:84% And very often, there's something that happens-- 00:00:26.760 --> 00:00:27.360 align:middle line:90% I don't know. 00:00:27.360 --> 00:00:28.970 align:middle line:84% It's like throwing pots or something. 00:00:28.970 --> 00:00:32.369 align:middle line:84% The way that the form of it emerges. 00:00:32.369 --> 00:00:33.907 align:middle line:90% And it is what it's going to be. 00:00:33.907 --> 00:00:35.490 align:middle line:84% And you can make little small changes. 00:00:35.490 --> 00:00:39.180 align:middle line:84% But unless you just want to hose it all down and start over, 00:00:39.180 --> 00:00:40.620 align:middle line:90% it is what it's going to be. 00:00:40.620 --> 00:00:43.368 align:middle line:84% Or if any of you make bread, you know 00:00:43.368 --> 00:00:45.160 align:middle line:84% it's like when you're kneading in the flour. 00:00:45.160 --> 00:00:47.690 align:middle line:84% And you get to the place where it just won't take anymore 00:00:47.690 --> 00:00:51.510 align:middle line:84% and kind of sheets off from the dough that you have. 00:00:51.510 --> 00:00:56.830 align:middle line:84% So a lot sort of ends up on the cutting room floor as it were-- 00:00:56.830 --> 00:01:00.780 align:middle line:84% it's what would not fit into the palm. 00:01:00.780 --> 00:01:03.350 align:middle line:90% I discovered very late in life. 00:01:03.350 --> 00:01:06.040 align:middle line:84% Particularly, if you're a person who writes quite slowly 00:01:06.040 --> 00:01:09.900 align:middle line:84% and if you're a person who has a dread of the blank piece 00:01:09.900 --> 00:01:14.460 align:middle line:84% of paper for the next poem, is take the finished poem 00:01:14.460 --> 00:01:17.490 align:middle line:84% and put up there next to the title number one. 00:01:17.490 --> 00:01:20.760 align:middle line:84% And then take a new piece of paper and put number two. 00:01:20.760 --> 00:01:24.780 align:middle line:84% And start with whatever it was that you left on the floor 00:01:24.780 --> 00:01:28.650 align:middle line:84% or whatever it was that wouldn't fit into that particular poem 00:01:28.650 --> 00:01:32.850 align:middle line:84% but probably is something that you need to look at, 00:01:32.850 --> 00:01:34.650 align:middle line:90% you need to think about again. 00:01:34.650 --> 00:01:38.100 align:middle line:84% And that's how you start a sequence. 00:01:38.100 --> 00:01:42.360 align:middle line:84% The seven pieces of this particular sequence, 00:01:42.360 --> 00:01:44.700 align:middle line:84% they're not any more in chronological order, 00:01:44.700 --> 00:01:45.810 align:middle line:90% except for the first two. 00:01:45.810 --> 00:01:47.520 align:middle line:90% And the first two are. 00:01:47.520 --> 00:01:50.070 align:middle line:84% So this is the "Art of Distance 2." 00:01:50.070 --> 00:01:52.730 align:middle line:90% 00:01:52.730 --> 00:01:57.980 align:middle line:84% "My father was an earth son and a stoic and eldest child, 00:01:57.980 --> 00:02:01.580 align:middle line:84% a steward who took dominion over the given world, 00:02:01.580 --> 00:02:05.660 align:middle line:84% at least it seemed his 100 acres of it. 00:02:05.660 --> 00:02:10.130 align:middle line:84% Pets we ate, rabbits minced and the combined. 00:02:10.130 --> 00:02:12.920 align:middle line:84% Inchling molds, torched in the crunch of the tree 00:02:12.920 --> 00:02:15.290 align:middle line:90% to save the peaches. 00:02:15.290 --> 00:02:18.200 align:middle line:90% Scorned excess and complaint. 00:02:18.200 --> 00:02:24.410 align:middle line:84% In poor tune, it said no, not, can't, never will. 00:02:24.410 --> 00:02:27.770 align:middle line:84% What didn't fit was seeing him cry. 00:02:27.770 --> 00:02:31.370 align:middle line:84% He'd stand alone in the field, like a rogue pine 00:02:31.370 --> 00:02:33.500 align:middle line:90% that had escaped the side. 00:02:33.500 --> 00:02:36.290 align:middle line:84% As he would stand beside the family graves, 00:02:36.290 --> 00:02:38.540 align:middle line:84% a short important distance from the car, 00:02:38.540 --> 00:02:43.100 align:middle line:84% where we were hushed until the white flag had been unpocketed. 00:02:43.100 --> 00:02:45.920 align:middle line:84% And he dangled his keys and got back in, 00:02:45.920 --> 00:02:49.130 align:middle line:84% not ever looking at us, not looking 00:02:49.130 --> 00:02:52.010 align:middle line:84% at the brisk instructive face my mother used 00:02:52.010 --> 00:02:54.350 align:middle line:90% on clerks, on amputees. 00:02:54.350 --> 00:02:56.870 align:middle line:84% This all happened long before my mother, 00:02:56.870 --> 00:03:00.170 align:middle line:84% in charge of cheerfulness and world morale, 00:03:00.170 --> 00:03:02.210 align:middle line:84% had lost a body part and given up. 00:03:02.210 --> 00:03:05.810 align:middle line:84% So it was never in response to her the way he wept 00:03:05.810 --> 00:03:08.630 align:middle line:84% or equally the way he moved through life. 00:03:08.630 --> 00:03:13.550 align:middle line:84% One hoof after another, a sentimental man is singular. 00:03:13.550 --> 00:03:17.270 align:middle line:84% Still the boy whose mother's gone away. 00:03:17.270 --> 00:03:20.810 align:middle line:84% The last full day of our last ritual visit, 00:03:20.810 --> 00:03:23.900 align:middle line:84% he'd taken a turn already into the field. 00:03:23.900 --> 00:03:27.020 align:middle line:84% What set him off was hearing the neighbor's gun. 00:03:27.020 --> 00:03:30.410 align:middle line:84% She merely wanted the turtle out of her beans. 00:03:30.410 --> 00:03:33.950 align:middle line:84% He hauled the carcass home, two-feet wide, 00:03:33.950 --> 00:03:35.090 align:middle line:90% a rock from the creek. 00:03:35.090 --> 00:03:38.780 align:middle line:84% And also, elderly, if the shell's whirls 00:03:38.780 --> 00:03:42.030 align:middle line:84% correspond to xylem and phloem, rings we 00:03:42.030 --> 00:03:44.840 align:middle line:90% count on the trunk of a tree. 00:03:44.840 --> 00:03:47.900 align:middle line:84% Tastes like chicken, he actually said. 00:03:47.900 --> 00:03:51.200 align:middle line:84% Gathering the saw them all, chiseled pliers, hatchet. 00:03:51.200 --> 00:03:54.590 align:middle line:84% He'd need to unhouse the body and chop it up. 00:03:54.590 --> 00:03:58.220 align:middle line:84% No one wanted to help or even watch 00:03:58.220 --> 00:04:01.970 align:middle line:84% that set the child intent on the raw of knives. 00:04:01.970 --> 00:04:06.110 align:middle line:84% And the child changing her mind with a webbed foot wave, dinner 00:04:06.110 --> 00:04:07.550 align:middle line:90% was not quite dead. 00:04:07.550 --> 00:04:11.000 align:middle line:84% But shudders and tears were weakness and wouldn't work. 00:04:11.000 --> 00:04:14.630 align:middle line:84% Jokes wouldn't work on temper alchemized from noun 00:04:14.630 --> 00:04:19.310 align:middle line:84% into verb, as my father pried the armored plates apart, 00:04:19.310 --> 00:04:22.010 align:middle line:90% pale and sweating and silent. 00:04:22.010 --> 00:04:25.760 align:middle line:84% And never did he, sun long gone down, 00:04:25.760 --> 00:04:27.800 align:middle line:90% once quit the bloody porch. 00:04:27.800 --> 00:04:32.360 align:middle line:84% The bowl of the upper shell and shards, the entrails bejeweled 00:04:32.360 --> 00:04:36.080 align:middle line:84% with flies, the beat head, feet, and tail 00:04:36.080 --> 00:04:38.090 align:middle line:90% cast off into wet grass. 00:04:38.090 --> 00:04:41.930 align:middle line:84% Until at the screen, holding a platter of meat, 00:04:41.930 --> 00:04:45.140 align:middle line:84% he might have been the Queen's woodsman bringing back 00:04:45.140 --> 00:04:47.060 align:middle line:90% the heart. 00:04:47.060 --> 00:04:50.570 align:middle line:84% I heated the oil until it spit at me. 00:04:50.570 --> 00:04:54.170 align:middle line:84% Dredged the pieces in flour, as I would chicken. 00:04:54.170 --> 00:04:57.410 align:middle line:84% Flung them chunk by chunk into the pan. 00:04:57.410 --> 00:05:02.300 align:middle line:84% When chewed, undefeated lumps ringed even his dish. 00:05:02.300 --> 00:05:07.820 align:middle line:84% He said, I'd done the best I knew, not naming the skill, 00:05:07.820 --> 00:05:13.670 align:middle line:84% deflecting sorrow and terror into a steady fierceness 00:05:13.670 --> 00:05:16.150 align:middle line:90% and aiming that." 00:05:16.150 --> 00:05:18.000 align:middle line:90%