WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.260 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.260 --> 00:00:05.220 align:middle line:84% Well, I want to read a poem that's harder because this 00:00:05.220 --> 00:00:07.800 align:middle line:90% is the age of complex poetry-- 00:00:07.800 --> 00:00:10.080 align:middle line:90% some of it bad, some of it good. 00:00:10.080 --> 00:00:13.140 align:middle line:84% Sometimes it's so complex, you don't know if it's bad or good. 00:00:13.140 --> 00:00:15.960 align:middle line:90% 00:00:15.960 --> 00:00:22.620 align:middle line:84% And that's both a virtue and a fault. And it gives many of us 00:00:22.620 --> 00:00:25.020 align:middle line:90% trouble. 00:00:25.020 --> 00:00:28.260 align:middle line:84% I've always enjoyed when students do that and explain 00:00:28.260 --> 00:00:30.750 align:middle line:90% to you what they're doing. 00:00:30.750 --> 00:00:31.620 align:middle line:90% Not to be mean. 00:00:31.620 --> 00:00:34.800 align:middle line:90% 00:00:34.800 --> 00:00:37.320 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read a poem called "Blue." 00:00:37.320 --> 00:00:39.690 align:middle line:84% My colors and your color, probably. 00:00:39.690 --> 00:00:46.440 align:middle line:84% But this is a poem about a painting by Philip Guston, one 00:00:46.440 --> 00:00:48.180 align:middle line:90% of my favorite painters. 00:00:48.180 --> 00:00:51.610 align:middle line:84% And the painting is in the museum at Iowa City. 00:00:51.610 --> 00:00:57.000 align:middle line:84% And I think the painting is called "The Wrap." 00:00:57.000 --> 00:00:58.230 align:middle line:90% But I call it Blue. 00:00:58.230 --> 00:01:03.840 align:middle line:84% And so, I always resisted writing poems about paintings 00:01:03.840 --> 00:01:05.319 align:middle line:90% and photographs. 00:01:05.319 --> 00:01:06.240 align:middle line:90% I always hated that. 00:01:06.240 --> 00:01:08.850 align:middle line:90% I thought it was a cheap trick. 00:01:08.850 --> 00:01:12.420 align:middle line:84% And I hate it when teachers gave that assignment. 00:01:12.420 --> 00:01:13.890 align:middle line:90% Is this sounding all right, or? 00:01:13.890 --> 00:01:16.620 align:middle line:90% Yes. 00:01:16.620 --> 00:01:19.800 align:middle line:84% But I couldn't resist because I got money for this. 00:01:19.800 --> 00:01:21.600 align:middle line:90% And so I wrote this poem. 00:01:21.600 --> 00:01:22.530 align:middle line:90% What am I doing? 00:01:22.530 --> 00:01:24.400 align:middle line:90% Like that? 00:01:24.400 --> 00:01:24.900 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:01:24.900 --> 00:01:27.580 align:middle line:90% Hello. 00:01:27.580 --> 00:01:29.670 align:middle line:90% So I'm going to read this poem. 00:01:29.670 --> 00:01:37.140 align:middle line:84% You know this painter, Guston, towards the end of his life-- 00:01:37.140 --> 00:01:38.880 align:middle line:84% last 10 years of his life-- he started 00:01:38.880 --> 00:01:40.860 align:middle line:84% to paint a different kind of painting 00:01:40.860 --> 00:01:43.060 align:middle line:84% than the other ones he was doing earlier, 00:01:43.060 --> 00:01:47.250 align:middle line:84% which were abstract, expressionistic. 00:01:47.250 --> 00:01:50.250 align:middle line:84% And he sort of was seen as a kind of betrayer 00:01:50.250 --> 00:01:52.590 align:middle line:90% of the rest of the crowd. 00:01:52.590 --> 00:01:56.700 align:middle line:84% He started to paint the strangest things-- 00:01:56.700 --> 00:02:01.470 align:middle line:84% sort of cartoon characters, with X's for eyes and shoes 00:02:01.470 --> 00:02:05.670 align:middle line:84% with nails in them sticking out, and cigarettes and ashtrays-- 00:02:05.670 --> 00:02:07.810 align:middle line:84% but in a beautiful pattern and design. 00:02:07.810 --> 00:02:09.960 align:middle line:90% I just loved his paintings. 00:02:09.960 --> 00:02:11.850 align:middle line:84% Raise your hand if your know his paintings. 00:02:11.850 --> 00:02:12.570 align:middle line:90% One, two, three. 00:02:12.570 --> 00:02:13.500 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:02:13.500 --> 00:02:14.730 align:middle line:90% What I was hunting for-- 00:02:14.730 --> 00:02:19.830 align:middle line:84% OK, now I do mention here a silver ball. 00:02:19.830 --> 00:02:21.930 align:middle line:84% My brother-in-law Charles, over there, 00:02:21.930 --> 00:02:25.620 align:middle line:84% will remember that during what we used to call The War-- 00:02:25.620 --> 00:02:27.060 align:middle line:90% that's World War II. 00:02:27.060 --> 00:02:29.610 align:middle line:90% Bush's war we called-- 00:02:29.610 --> 00:02:35.700 align:middle line:84% Anyhow, we used to collect silver balls. 00:02:35.700 --> 00:02:36.540 align:middle line:90% We did. 00:02:36.540 --> 00:02:39.647 align:middle line:84% We'd take the insides of cigarettes, or Hershey bars 00:02:39.647 --> 00:02:40.980 align:middle line:90% and add them to the silver ball. 00:02:40.980 --> 00:02:43.350 align:middle line:84% And we would sell this silver ball. 00:02:43.350 --> 00:02:44.610 align:middle line:90% Do you remember that, Charlie? 00:02:44.610 --> 00:02:45.448 align:middle line:90% Of course. 00:02:45.448 --> 00:02:46.740 align:middle line:90% And we'd sell that silver ball. 00:02:46.740 --> 00:02:48.768 align:middle line:90% Then they would throw it away. 00:02:48.768 --> 00:02:51.060 align:middle line:84% It was the idea to make you feel you're doing something 00:02:51.060 --> 00:02:53.375 align:middle line:90% important for the war effort. 00:02:53.375 --> 00:02:55.500 align:middle line:84% That was true of all the things they did-- the meat 00:02:55.500 --> 00:02:57.400 align:middle line:90% stamps, the shoe stamps. 00:02:57.400 --> 00:02:58.650 align:middle line:90% You didn't know this, did you? 00:02:58.650 --> 00:03:02.910 align:middle line:90% 00:03:02.910 --> 00:03:07.170 align:middle line:84% "What I was hunting for was a skeleton key and an old pack 00:03:07.170 --> 00:03:12.270 align:middle line:84% of Luckies wrapped in foil, so I could add to my silver ball. 00:03:12.270 --> 00:03:15.910 align:middle line:84% The blue that lasted, lasted for years. 00:03:15.910 --> 00:03:19.230 align:middle line:84% In fact the sky at the end was almost dark. 00:03:19.230 --> 00:03:22.530 align:middle line:84% There was no wind, and the clouds were puffs at the most 00:03:22.530 --> 00:03:25.830 align:middle line:84% and in a sort of childish formation. 00:03:25.830 --> 00:03:27.330 align:middle line:90% I did this before. 00:03:27.330 --> 00:03:28.740 align:middle line:90% I walked through a mountain. 00:03:28.740 --> 00:03:30.450 align:middle line:90% I climbed some stairs. 00:03:30.450 --> 00:03:32.010 align:middle line:84% But this time there was no let up. 00:03:32.010 --> 00:03:33.870 align:middle line:90% I couldn't walk over the brooms. 00:03:33.870 --> 00:03:36.840 align:middle line:84% I couldn't get either under or over a fallen tree. 00:03:36.840 --> 00:03:40.560 align:middle line:84% And saltwater almost made me blind. 00:03:40.560 --> 00:03:42.360 align:middle line:90% I wanted to match the blues. 00:03:42.360 --> 00:03:43.890 align:middle line:90% It was that simple. 00:03:43.890 --> 00:03:46.500 align:middle line:90% I had a kind of larkspur love. 00:03:46.500 --> 00:03:50.070 align:middle line:84% You understand that blue, even if dark, was my connection. 00:03:50.070 --> 00:03:52.140 align:middle line:84% I would have sworn, if someone asked me, 00:03:52.140 --> 00:03:54.720 align:middle line:84% that my blue was like the other one. 00:03:54.720 --> 00:03:57.330 align:middle line:84% And all my bitterness was just the result 00:03:57.330 --> 00:03:59.730 align:middle line:90% of some stray degradation-- 00:03:59.730 --> 00:04:02.130 align:middle line:84% brooms in this case, a knife or two. 00:04:02.130 --> 00:04:05.400 align:middle line:90% Can I mention, my ear was pink? 00:04:05.400 --> 00:04:07.470 align:middle line:90% Can I talk about that pink? 00:04:07.470 --> 00:04:09.112 align:middle line:84% But can I say that it was you that 00:04:09.112 --> 00:04:11.910 align:middle line:90% just spread from ear to ear? 00:04:11.910 --> 00:04:14.490 align:middle line:84% But can I say it listened to everything. 00:04:14.490 --> 00:04:17.730 align:middle line:84% It was pink and listened to everything. 00:04:17.730 --> 00:04:20.100 align:middle line:84% Though I only needed one cloud to hide behind, 00:04:20.100 --> 00:04:23.550 align:middle line:90% one puff, one puff lifted me up. 00:04:23.550 --> 00:04:24.960 align:middle line:90% It sort of sucked me in. 00:04:24.960 --> 00:04:29.620 align:middle line:84% And though my leg was exposed, the cloud concealed me. 00:04:29.620 --> 00:04:33.120 align:middle line:84% White was my face, and then some. 00:04:33.120 --> 00:04:35.130 align:middle line:90% Fog was my forest. 00:04:35.130 --> 00:04:36.990 align:middle line:90% Smoke was all around me. 00:04:36.990 --> 00:04:40.680 align:middle line:84% There I was, holding my dress up with one hand, 00:04:40.680 --> 00:04:43.140 align:middle line:84% banging through the roof with the other. 00:04:43.140 --> 00:04:45.390 align:middle line:90% Green was my rotten liver. 00:04:45.390 --> 00:04:49.160 align:middle line:90% Blue were my bloodshot eyes." 00:04:49.160 --> 00:04:50.000 align:middle line:90%