WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.420 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.420 --> 00:00:04.140 align:middle line:84% It's a great pleasure to be here. 00:00:04.140 --> 00:00:06.510 align:middle line:90% I'm running for office. 00:00:06.510 --> 00:00:08.400 align:middle line:90% Oh, that was a lie. 00:00:08.400 --> 00:00:10.060 align:middle line:84% I'm running for sheriff of this county. 00:00:10.060 --> 00:00:11.417 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:11.417 --> 00:00:12.750 align:middle line:90% What is the name of this county? 00:00:12.750 --> 00:00:13.920 align:middle line:90% Pima 00:00:13.920 --> 00:00:14.430 align:middle line:90% What? 00:00:14.430 --> 00:00:15.030 align:middle line:90% Pima. 00:00:15.030 --> 00:00:16.540 align:middle line:90% Pima, what a silly name. 00:00:16.540 --> 00:00:17.787 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:17.787 --> 00:00:20.370 align:middle line:84% I'm gonna change the name of the County when I become sheriff. 00:00:20.370 --> 00:00:23.190 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:23.190 --> 00:00:26.310 align:middle line:90% First thing. 00:00:26.310 --> 00:00:30.120 align:middle line:84% Well I'm going to do the standard 45-minute reading. 00:00:30.120 --> 00:00:34.570 align:middle line:84% We're a little late in starting, but that's always the case. 00:00:34.570 --> 00:00:37.320 align:middle line:84% We can pretend we're in New York where, I was just 00:00:37.320 --> 00:00:40.145 align:middle line:84% telling Jane Miller, we were reminding each other, 00:00:40.145 --> 00:00:41.520 align:middle line:84% the people don't come early, they 00:00:41.520 --> 00:00:46.560 align:middle line:84% start showing up at an 8 o'clock reading around 9 o'clock. 00:00:46.560 --> 00:00:52.200 align:middle line:84% And I'm going to read from three sources, basically. 00:00:52.200 --> 00:00:53.582 align:middle line:90% One is from this book. 00:00:53.582 --> 00:00:55.290 align:middle line:84% And I'm not going to read the whole book. 00:00:55.290 --> 00:00:57.930 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read four or five poems from each one. 00:00:57.930 --> 00:01:00.570 align:middle line:90% It's called This Time. 00:01:00.570 --> 00:01:07.770 align:middle line:84% And from this book called Last Blue, which is after this book, 00:01:07.770 --> 00:01:09.360 align:middle line:84% this book called American Sonnets. 00:01:09.360 --> 00:01:12.810 align:middle line:84% I design all my jackets so I'm very proud of that. 00:01:12.810 --> 00:01:17.232 align:middle line:90% 00:01:17.232 --> 00:01:18.690 align:middle line:84% It's always for me a great pleasure 00:01:18.690 --> 00:01:22.410 align:middle line:90% to come here to Tucson. 00:01:22.410 --> 00:01:24.930 align:middle line:84% It's for me, one of my cities, in a strange way. 00:01:24.930 --> 00:01:26.160 align:middle line:90% I have relatives here. 00:01:26.160 --> 00:01:28.920 align:middle line:90% 00:01:28.920 --> 00:01:30.870 align:middle line:90% Friends. 00:01:30.870 --> 00:01:36.270 align:middle line:84% And I love this place in spite of its shortcomings. 00:01:36.270 --> 00:01:40.087 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:40.087 --> 00:01:44.430 align:middle line:90% 00:01:44.430 --> 00:01:49.180 align:middle line:84% I love the poetry audience, for me in particular. 00:01:49.180 --> 00:01:52.250 align:middle line:84% If I was a chiropractor, I'd love the chiropractic audience. 00:01:52.250 --> 00:01:56.010 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:01:56.010 --> 00:02:00.560 align:middle line:84% I think it's, in its way, the most important poetry 00:02:00.560 --> 00:02:02.090 align:middle line:90% center in the United States. 00:02:02.090 --> 00:02:05.352 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:02:05.352 --> 00:02:08.009 align:middle line:90% 00:02:08.009 --> 00:02:08.509 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:02:08.509 --> 00:02:10.176 align:middle line:84% And I will be a good sheriff, I promise. 00:02:10.176 --> 00:02:12.065 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:12.065 --> 00:02:15.410 align:middle line:84% I think it's replaced Iowa as the real center of poetry 00:02:15.410 --> 00:02:18.260 align:middle line:84% in the country, at the the University level, 00:02:18.260 --> 00:02:21.710 align:middle line:84% and you're lucky to be here and to have the marvelous 00:02:21.710 --> 00:02:25.430 align:middle line:84% teachers and the institution behind you 00:02:25.430 --> 00:02:30.590 align:middle line:84% that you do in the remarkable Poetry Center. 00:02:30.590 --> 00:02:32.420 align:middle line:90% One of a kind. 00:02:32.420 --> 00:02:35.510 align:middle line:90% And so encouraging of poetry. 00:02:35.510 --> 00:02:37.610 align:middle line:90% 40,000 volumes. 00:02:37.610 --> 00:02:41.390 align:middle line:84% Take you at least a week to read all this. 00:02:41.390 --> 00:02:45.410 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read, then, from these sources 00:02:45.410 --> 00:02:48.920 align:middle line:84% and I want to say that I'll read mostly 00:02:48.920 --> 00:02:50.150 align:middle line:90% from my most recent books. 00:02:50.150 --> 00:02:53.450 align:middle line:84% Poets, as you know, you fellow poets who are here, 00:02:53.450 --> 00:02:57.740 align:middle line:84% are always most excited about their recent poems. 00:02:57.740 --> 00:03:02.570 align:middle line:84% Their great poems that they wrote earlier, 00:03:02.570 --> 00:03:04.625 align:middle line:84% they forget and ignore and say, oh 00:03:04.625 --> 00:03:07.430 align:middle line:84% that, that was just preparation for this. 00:03:07.430 --> 00:03:10.640 align:middle line:90% 00:03:10.640 --> 00:03:13.970 align:middle line:84% And I always get nervous and disappointed 00:03:13.970 --> 00:03:17.360 align:middle line:84% and kind of irritated when people say, would you 00:03:17.360 --> 00:03:21.440 align:middle line:84% mind reading "This chestnut, that chestnut," 00:03:21.440 --> 00:03:26.410 align:middle line:84% and I say, well, I'll see how it goes. 00:03:26.410 --> 00:03:30.300 align:middle line:84% I want to dedicate this reading to a dear friend who died, 00:03:30.300 --> 00:03:32.210 align:middle line:90% betimes. 00:03:32.210 --> 00:03:35.540 align:middle line:90% His wife is here. 00:03:35.540 --> 00:03:40.100 align:middle line:84% His name is Bruce McGrew and he was born in 1937 00:03:40.100 --> 00:03:43.970 align:middle line:90% and died in 1999. 00:03:43.970 --> 00:03:44.690 align:middle line:90% Great painter. 00:03:44.690 --> 00:03:49.220 align:middle line:84% Really very important American painter. 00:03:49.220 --> 00:03:55.550 align:middle line:84% He taught at this university for many, many years, a great soul. 00:03:55.550 --> 00:03:58.400 align:middle line:90% And suddenly he was gone. 00:03:58.400 --> 00:04:00.380 align:middle line:84% And those of us who knew him well, 00:04:00.380 --> 00:04:05.060 align:middle line:84% think about him all the time and grieve his absence. 00:04:05.060 --> 00:04:07.580 align:middle line:84% And if you hear baby noises from time, excuse me, 00:04:07.580 --> 00:04:08.630 align:middle line:90% I wouldn't say that. 00:04:08.630 --> 00:04:11.870 align:middle line:84% If you heard young girl's noises from time to time, 00:04:11.870 --> 00:04:14.824 align:middle line:84% it's merely my granddaughter, Rebecca. 00:04:14.824 --> 00:04:17.672 align:middle line:90% Hi honey. 00:04:17.672 --> 00:04:19.130 align:middle line:84% So when I read this poem for Bruce, 00:04:19.130 --> 00:04:24.080 align:middle line:84% which is one of the sonnets in the 59, one of the American 00:04:24.080 --> 00:04:27.410 align:middle line:84% sonnets, and it's called "Bruce", 00:04:27.410 --> 00:04:31.070 align:middle line:90% and it's for Bruce McGrew. 00:04:31.070 --> 00:04:33.890 align:middle line:84% He and his wife and family and friends 00:04:33.890 --> 00:04:39.530 align:middle line:84% lived in Oracle, north of here in a great, ancient, beautiful 00:04:39.530 --> 00:04:41.400 align:middle line:90% commune. 00:04:41.400 --> 00:04:43.490 align:middle line:84% I was just reading today in a book, 00:04:43.490 --> 00:04:47.780 align:middle line:84% I meant to ask Fox about this later, and the biography of-- 00:04:47.780 --> 00:04:51.680 align:middle line:90% 00:04:51.680 --> 00:04:54.110 align:middle line:90% who was I reading today? 00:04:54.110 --> 00:04:54.770 align:middle line:90% Warhol. 00:04:54.770 --> 00:04:55.610 align:middle line:90% Andy Warhol. 00:04:55.610 --> 00:05:01.730 align:middle line:84% I was reading that he was a movie maker in the second half 00:05:01.730 --> 00:05:03.050 align:middle line:90% of his career. 00:05:03.050 --> 00:05:05.148 align:middle line:90% Made some awful, boring-- 00:05:05.148 --> 00:05:06.440 align:middle line:90% he loved that they were boring. 00:05:06.440 --> 00:05:07.850 align:middle line:90% Monotonous. 00:05:07.850 --> 00:05:09.110 align:middle line:90% Because I knew him well. 00:05:09.110 --> 00:05:11.060 align:middle line:84% My former wife went to college with him, 00:05:11.060 --> 00:05:14.720 align:middle line:84% and I drove him to the train station 00:05:14.720 --> 00:05:17.060 align:middle line:84% when he went to New York to make his fortune. 00:05:17.060 --> 00:05:19.340 align:middle line:84% And I'm writing an essay about him. 00:05:19.340 --> 00:05:22.640 align:middle line:84% And I discovered today reading, that he 00:05:22.640 --> 00:05:28.340 align:middle line:84% went to Oracle to make a film that was called Cowboys or-- 00:05:28.340 --> 00:05:29.220 align:middle line:90% Lonesome Cowboys. 00:05:29.220 --> 00:05:29.720 align:middle line:90% What? 00:05:29.720 --> 00:05:30.980 align:middle line:90% Lonesome Cowboys. 00:05:30.980 --> 00:05:31.760 align:middle line:90% Lonesome Cowboys. 00:05:31.760 --> 00:05:34.250 align:middle line:84% I was astonished and excited about it. 00:05:34.250 --> 00:05:35.690 align:middle line:90% And he made the cowboy-- 00:05:35.690 --> 00:05:40.160 align:middle line:84% the movie in that place you have Old-- 00:05:40.160 --> 00:05:41.240 align:middle line:90% Old Tucson. 00:05:41.240 --> 00:05:43.700 align:middle line:84% And then he went to Oracle, and of course they 00:05:43.700 --> 00:05:47.060 align:middle line:84% were just doing everything to aggravate them. 00:05:47.060 --> 00:05:48.950 align:middle line:84% The sheriff in this movie, for example, 00:05:48.950 --> 00:05:53.660 align:middle line:84% is a cross-dresser and all that stuff, 00:05:53.660 --> 00:05:56.990 align:middle line:84% and the local people were horrified. 00:05:56.990 --> 00:05:58.910 align:middle line:90% The FBI came by. 00:05:58.910 --> 00:06:00.140 align:middle line:90% You know how stupid they are. 00:06:00.140 --> 00:06:02.480 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:06:02.480 --> 00:06:03.860 align:middle line:90% They took notes. 00:06:03.860 --> 00:06:04.730 align:middle line:90% I read their notes. 00:06:04.730 --> 00:06:06.740 align:middle line:90% It's hysterical. 00:06:06.740 --> 00:06:07.890 align:middle line:90% But the movie wasn't. 00:06:07.890 --> 00:06:09.440 align:middle line:90% I haven't seen that movie. 00:06:09.440 --> 00:06:10.700 align:middle line:90% I've seen some of the others. 00:06:10.700 --> 00:06:11.987 align:middle line:90% It's as bad as the others. 00:06:11.987 --> 00:06:13.070 align:middle line:90% It's as bad as the others. 00:06:13.070 --> 00:06:14.300 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:06:14.300 --> 00:06:16.030 align:middle line:90% "Bruce. 00:06:16.030 --> 00:06:19.610 align:middle line:84% Though if it were a bluebird and not a bunting, 00:06:19.610 --> 00:06:22.430 align:middle line:84% I would have been surprised, too. 00:06:22.430 --> 00:06:26.120 align:middle line:84% Nor did he actually flush the bird out of the pine the way 00:06:26.120 --> 00:06:28.940 align:middle line:84% we did those peacocks in the ditches 00:06:28.940 --> 00:06:31.160 align:middle line:90% and fields of Pennsylvania. 00:06:31.160 --> 00:06:35.060 align:middle line:84% But only there were four of us, talking, and coming near so 00:06:35.060 --> 00:06:39.350 align:middle line:84% certes we disturbed him, maybe brooding, which 00:06:39.350 --> 00:06:41.210 align:middle line:84% given our grand beliefs, we would have been 00:06:41.210 --> 00:06:44.180 align:middle line:90% a little ashamed of, certes, 00:06:44.180 --> 00:06:46.880 align:middle line:84% shocked by the sudden burst of wings, 00:06:46.880 --> 00:06:50.240 align:middle line:84% and maybe being humans, surprised that there were no 00:06:50.240 --> 00:06:52.610 align:middle line:90% cries, for we would have cried. 00:06:52.610 --> 00:06:55.160 align:middle line:84% And Bruce did make a little sound. 00:06:55.160 --> 00:06:56.360 align:middle line:90% If you know him. 00:06:56.360 --> 00:07:00.350 align:middle line:84% If you knew him, you'd know just what that sound was like. 00:07:00.350 --> 00:07:04.850 align:middle line:84% And almost pleading, he asked us not to tell Fox. 00:07:04.850 --> 00:07:07.340 align:middle line:84% For she would have missed her only chance. 00:07:07.340 --> 00:07:09.290 align:middle line:90% I almost couldn't hear him. 00:07:09.290 --> 00:07:11.360 align:middle line:84% His eyes did most of the pleading. 00:07:11.360 --> 00:07:12.530 align:middle line:90% I know they were gray. 00:07:12.530 --> 00:07:16.040 align:middle line:84% We walked carefully over the stones. 00:07:16.040 --> 00:07:19.070 align:middle line:84% There had to be one or two sticks among us. 00:07:19.070 --> 00:07:22.460 align:middle line:84% The bird would have flown to a safer tree. 00:07:22.460 --> 00:07:25.760 align:middle line:84% I kept it from Fox until we talked on the phone 00:07:25.760 --> 00:07:29.320 align:middle line:90% last night, 20 years later." 00:07:29.320 --> 00:07:31.000 align:middle line:90%