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'"You saved my life' he says, 'I
owe you, I owe you everything.'

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'You don't' I say, 'you
don't owe me squat.

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Let's just get going, let's just
get gone,' but he's relentless.

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Keeps saying, 'I owe you,' says,
'Your shoes are filling with

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your own damn blood,
you must want something.

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Just tell me, and it's yours.'

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But I can't look at
him, can hardly speak.

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I took the bullet for
all the wrong reasons.

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I'd just as soon as
shoot you myself, I say.

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You keep saying, 'I owe you,
I owe--' but you say the same

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thing every time.

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Let's not talk about
it, let's just not talk.

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Not because I don't
believe it, not

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because I wanted any different.

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But I'm always saving
and you're always owing,

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and I'm tired of asking
to settle the debt.

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Don't bother.

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You never mean it
anyway, not really,

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and it only makes me
that much more ashamed.

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There's only one thing I
want, don't make me say it.

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Just get me bandages,
I'm bleeding,

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I'm not just making
conversation.

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There's smashed glass glittering
everywhere like stars.

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It's a Western, Henry, it's
a downright shoot-em-up.

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We've made a graveyard out
of the bone white afternoon,

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it's another wrong-man-dies
scenario, and we keep doing it,

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Henry, keep saying
'Until we get it right--'

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But we always win
and we never quit.

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See?

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We've won again.

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Here we are at the place
where I get to beg for it,

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where I get to say,
'Please, for just one night,

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will you lay down next to me?

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We can leave our clothes on,
we can stay all buttoned up.'

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Or will I say, 'Roll over and
let me fuck you till you puke,

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Henry, you owe me this much.

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You can indulge me this
at least, can't you?'

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But we both know how it goes.

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I say 'I want you inside
me,' and you hold my head

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underwater.

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I say 'I want you inside me' and
you split me open with a knife.

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I'm battling monsters,
half-monkey, half-tarantula.

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I'm pulling you out of the
burning buildings and you say,

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'I'll give you anything,'
but you never come through.

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Give me bullet power.

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Give me power over angels.

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Even when you're
standing up, you

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look like you're lying
down, but will you

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let me kiss your neck, baby?

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Do I have to tie your arms down?

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Do I have to stick my
tongue in your mouth

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like the hand of a
thief, like a burglary,

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like it's just
another petty theft?

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It makes me tired, Henry.

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Do you see what I mean?

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Do you see what I'm getting at?

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You swallowing matches
and suddenly I'm

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yelling, 'Strike me.

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Strike anywhere.' I swear,
I end up feeling empty,

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like you've taken
something out of me,

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and I have to search my body
for the scars, thinking,

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'Did he find that one last
tender place to sink his teeth

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in?'

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I know you want me
to say it, Henry.

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It's in the script, you want me
to say, 'Lie down on the bed,

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you're all I ever wanted and
worth dying for too,' but I

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think I'd rather keep
the bullet this time.

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It's mine, see, I'm
not giving it up.

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This way you still owe me, and
that's as good as anything.

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You can't get out
of this one, Henry,

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you can't get it out of me.

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And with this bullet
lodged in my chest, covered

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with your name, I will
turn myself into a gun,

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because it's all I have.

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Because I'm hungry,
and hollow, and just

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want something to call my own.

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I'll be your slaughterhouse,
your killing floor, your morgue

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and final resting,
walking around

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with this bullet
inside me, because I

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couldn't make you
love me and I'm

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tired of pulling your teeth.

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Don't you see, it's like I've
swallowed your house keys.

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And it feels so natural, like
the bullet was already there,

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like it's been waiting
inside me the whole time.

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Do you want it?

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Do you want anything I have?

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Will you throw me to the
ground like you mean it,

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reach inside, and wrestle
it out with your bare hands?

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If you love me, Henry, you don't
love me in a way I understand.

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Do you know how it ends?

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Do you feel lucky?

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Do you want to go home now?

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There's a bottle of whiskey
in the trunk of the Chevy

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and a dead man at our feet,
staring up at us like we're

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something interesting.

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This is where the evening splits
in half, Henry, love or death.

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Grab an end, pull
hard, and make a wish."

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