WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.090 align:middle line:90% And this one, 00:00:03.090 --> 00:00:04.440 align:middle line:90% "What We Need Words For." 00:00:04.440 --> 00:00:07.710 align:middle line:90% 00:00:07.710 --> 00:00:12.630 align:middle line:84% "Each morning his baby fingers clack on the electronic keys 00:00:12.630 --> 00:00:18.210 align:middle line:84% of the obsolete typewriter that my father left us when he died. 00:00:18.210 --> 00:00:24.090 align:middle line:84% And what my son hears and loves is the sound of his own fingers 00:00:24.090 --> 00:00:26.520 align:middle line:90% clattering into the world. 00:00:26.520 --> 00:00:29.310 align:middle line:90% The zing of the carriage return. 00:00:29.310 --> 00:00:32.280 align:middle line:84% The space bar like a runaway train, 00:00:32.280 --> 00:00:34.650 align:middle line:84% clicking through the letters that he is only 00:00:34.650 --> 00:00:36.690 align:middle line:90% beginning to recognize. 00:00:36.690 --> 00:00:40.620 align:middle line:84% The hunt and peck of his own name. 00:00:40.620 --> 00:00:44.640 align:middle line:84% We all stumble into ourselves like this. 00:00:44.640 --> 00:00:47.760 align:middle line:84% Fitting our fingers to the shape of letters 00:00:47.760 --> 00:00:50.860 align:middle line:84% while the page gallops out of reach. 00:00:50.860 --> 00:00:53.430 align:middle line:84% And then we suddenly find it's loss 00:00:53.430 --> 00:00:56.070 align:middle line:90% that drives him to the words. 00:00:56.070 --> 00:00:59.550 align:middle line:84% Trying to pick out his own name among whatever 00:00:59.550 --> 00:01:04.650 align:middle line:84% it's attached to himself, whatever he longs to answer. 00:01:04.650 --> 00:01:08.070 align:middle line:84% Relating each day a letter to his sister 00:01:08.070 --> 00:01:12.120 align:middle line:84% now gone from home far away in college. 00:01:12.120 --> 00:01:15.090 align:middle line:84% The page, when it rolls off the cylinder, 00:01:15.090 --> 00:01:19.420 align:middle line:84% is full of the rhythm of his furious digits. 00:01:19.420 --> 00:01:23.100 align:middle line:84% All drive and urgency of expression. 00:01:23.100 --> 00:01:29.220 align:middle line:84% A jumble of letters and numbers not words, not legible text, 00:01:29.220 --> 00:01:31.410 align:middle line:90% but a sea of drift. 00:01:31.410 --> 00:01:35.550 align:middle line:84% And yet at times in the broken lines a name, 00:01:35.550 --> 00:01:38.550 align:middle line:90% a word floats up into view. 00:01:38.550 --> 00:01:44.700 align:middle line:84% The first legibility of the heart, its exacting infancy. 00:01:44.700 --> 00:01:45.660 align:middle line:90% Whoa. 00:01:45.660 --> 00:01:46.470 align:middle line:90% Whoa. 00:01:46.470 --> 00:01:49.040 align:middle line:90% Your brother, Jacob." 00:01:49.040 --> 00:01:50.000 align:middle line:90%