WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:11.900 align:middle line:90% 00:00:11.900 --> 00:00:15.770 align:middle line:84% There are a number of poems in this collection which 00:00:15.770 --> 00:00:21.190 align:middle line:84% are prose poems, which is usually 00:00:21.190 --> 00:00:23.680 align:middle line:84% enough to send a chill through the heart of anyone. 00:00:23.680 --> 00:00:25.114 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHS] 00:00:25.114 --> 00:00:30.380 align:middle line:90% 00:00:30.380 --> 00:00:36.340 align:middle line:84% I'll read, they're called "Anxiety Number... 00:00:36.340 --> 00:00:38.450 align:middle line:90% Numbered". 00:00:38.450 --> 00:00:43.130 align:middle line:84% They come from an archive almost as big as this archive here 00:00:43.130 --> 00:00:45.410 align:middle line:90% in Tucson. 00:00:45.410 --> 00:00:48.290 align:middle line:84% Of similar anxieties, I just have a wardrobe 00:00:48.290 --> 00:00:50.780 align:middle line:90% to keep them in there. 00:00:50.780 --> 00:00:54.500 align:middle line:90% "Anxiety Number Five." 00:00:54.500 --> 00:00:57.770 align:middle line:90% "I need to go to the bathroom. 00:00:57.770 --> 00:01:02.270 align:middle line:84% Inside, it's very bright with spotless white tiles from floor 00:01:02.270 --> 00:01:04.400 align:middle line:90% to ceiling. 00:01:04.400 --> 00:01:07.700 align:middle line:84% As I'm washing my hands, I noticed the door of the shower 00:01:07.700 --> 00:01:11.420 align:middle line:84% is covered in pieces of colored paper. 00:01:11.420 --> 00:01:13.670 align:middle line:84% Crossing the room, I see that these are 00:01:13.670 --> 00:01:17.870 align:middle line:90% Polaroids taped neatly in rows. 00:01:17.870 --> 00:01:20.750 align:middle line:84% They show a man going through the stages of torture 00:01:20.750 --> 00:01:22.760 align:middle line:90% with a razor blade. 00:01:22.760 --> 00:01:26.510 align:middle line:84% His mouth held shut with the same duct tape used 00:01:26.510 --> 00:01:28.880 align:middle line:90% to display the photographs. 00:01:28.880 --> 00:01:36.390 align:middle line:84% The interior, visible behind him, clearly the same bathroom. 00:01:36.390 --> 00:01:39.930 align:middle line:84% The process had been drawn out over some time. 00:01:39.930 --> 00:01:43.500 align:middle line:84% A number of the wounds had already congealed. 00:01:43.500 --> 00:01:48.100 align:middle line:84% The lines were very straight across the face, and chest, 00:01:48.100 --> 00:01:53.550 align:middle line:84% around the arms, and so on, like the lines on graph paper. 00:01:53.550 --> 00:01:56.550 align:middle line:84% In the first photo, you can see his eyes. 00:01:56.550 --> 00:02:00.930 align:middle line:84% By the end, he is unrecognizable. 00:02:00.930 --> 00:02:05.820 align:middle line:90% The last photograph is blurred. 00:02:05.820 --> 00:02:08.370 align:middle line:84% There is no sign of blood on the white tiles. 00:02:08.370 --> 00:02:11.670 align:middle line:90% They are clean and fresh. 00:02:11.670 --> 00:02:15.930 align:middle line:84% I return to the Polaroids and noticed the last one is not 00:02:15.930 --> 00:02:17.640 align:middle line:90% blurred anymore. 00:02:17.640 --> 00:02:20.370 align:middle line:90% It is still developing. 00:02:20.370 --> 00:02:25.290 align:middle line:84% I begin to make out the back of a man's head. 00:02:25.290 --> 00:02:28.880 align:middle line:84% He is looking into pieces of colored paper." 00:02:28.880 --> 00:02:34.000 align:middle line:90%