WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.860 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.860 --> 00:00:04.860 align:middle line:84% This is also a matter of a little more 00:00:04.860 --> 00:00:07.020 align:middle line:90% imaginative and merit and-- 00:00:07.020 --> 00:00:10.748 align:middle line:90% 00:00:10.748 --> 00:00:12.150 align:middle line:90% I'll just give you that. 00:00:12.150 --> 00:00:14.980 align:middle line:90% 00:00:14.980 --> 00:00:16.750 align:middle line:84% It's so nice to see everybody I know. 00:00:16.750 --> 00:00:18.121 align:middle line:90% Hi. 00:00:18.121 --> 00:00:19.745 align:middle line:90% Let's break out of this. 00:00:19.745 --> 00:00:25.090 align:middle line:90% 00:00:25.090 --> 00:00:27.820 align:middle line:90% "The Shaping Ground." 00:00:27.820 --> 00:00:31.180 align:middle line:84% "Outside the snow is falling, falling. 00:00:31.180 --> 00:00:34.000 align:middle line:84% She is reading a fat novel by the fire. 00:00:34.000 --> 00:00:37.780 align:middle line:84% And he is staring blankly into the flames like a man who 00:00:37.780 --> 00:00:40.240 align:middle line:90% hasn't found his feelings yet. 00:00:40.240 --> 00:00:43.630 align:middle line:84% No unreachable itch yet, no desire 00:00:43.630 --> 00:00:46.900 align:middle line:90% stirring in his pajama bottoms. 00:00:46.900 --> 00:00:51.430 align:middle line:84% In her abundant novel about British country gentry life, 00:00:51.430 --> 00:00:56.500 align:middle line:84% foxes and hares, incest and frivolity, the deepest winter 00:00:56.500 --> 00:00:59.410 align:middle line:90% of the 19th century, and so on. 00:00:59.410 --> 00:01:03.400 align:middle line:84% The sexual event happens not spontaneously, 00:01:03.400 --> 00:01:07.740 align:middle line:84% but sideways, with cunning, ambitious steps from mansion 00:01:07.740 --> 00:01:12.640 align:middle line:84% to mansion across the countryside in snow. 00:01:12.640 --> 00:01:17.920 align:middle line:84% In his wisdom, he knows that desire is sometimes as far away 00:01:17.920 --> 00:01:22.480 align:middle line:84% as Wednesday is from Saturday, as far away as Beijing 00:01:22.480 --> 00:01:26.620 align:middle line:84% from Istanbul by train, northwards on the old trade 00:01:26.620 --> 00:01:29.350 align:middle line:84% route through Siberia where cold is 00:01:29.350 --> 00:01:31.390 align:middle line:90% so cold you barely mention it. 00:01:31.390 --> 00:01:34.030 align:middle line:90% You're only passing through. 00:01:34.030 --> 00:01:36.940 align:middle line:84% The snow is falling like infinite particulars 00:01:36.940 --> 00:01:39.190 align:middle line:84% before they hit the blurring ground. 00:01:39.190 --> 00:01:42.940 align:middle line:84% "What would it take," she wondered, "to get him going?" 00:01:42.940 --> 00:01:47.200 align:middle line:84% Some small act of generosity, she takes his empty teacup 00:01:47.200 --> 00:01:51.520 align:middle line:84% down the corridor to the sink, washes it, rinses it, dries it, 00:01:51.520 --> 00:01:53.350 align:middle line:90% puts it in the cabinet. 00:01:53.350 --> 00:01:58.810 align:middle line:84% He makes a reasonable mistake in idle conversation, some memory 00:01:58.810 --> 00:02:01.780 align:middle line:90% about their honeymoon in 1968. 00:02:01.780 --> 00:02:03.460 align:middle line:90% And he apologizes. 00:02:03.460 --> 00:02:06.040 align:middle line:84% And she said, that's OK, and doesn't go on 00:02:06.040 --> 00:02:08.949 align:middle line:90% to say everyone makes mistakes. 00:02:08.949 --> 00:02:11.920 align:middle line:84% Suddenly, he looks up from the blazing fire 00:02:11.920 --> 00:02:15.760 align:middle line:84% and says something he's never said before, never even 00:02:15.760 --> 00:02:16.990 align:middle line:90% thought before. 00:02:16.990 --> 00:02:22.320 align:middle line:84% "Honey," he says, "have you ever taken Jesus into your heart?" 00:02:22.320 --> 00:02:25.380 align:middle line:84% And she turns down the corner of the page right 00:02:25.380 --> 00:02:29.370 align:middle line:84% at the point where the shamed, repentant, forgiven, brother 00:02:29.370 --> 00:02:33.450 align:middle line:84% and sister decide to go at it again to repeat 00:02:33.450 --> 00:02:36.750 align:middle line:84% their error endlessly, to sire generations 00:02:36.750 --> 00:02:39.990 align:middle line:84% of mindless blonde children, and the words 00:02:39.990 --> 00:02:43.020 align:middle line:84% are starting to burn up on the page. 00:02:43.020 --> 00:02:46.110 align:middle line:84% Right then, the wife, this prisoner 00:02:46.110 --> 00:02:49.170 align:middle line:84% of the common groove and the common room, 00:02:49.170 --> 00:02:52.260 align:middle line:84% this female anima of all the moods 00:02:52.260 --> 00:02:55.260 align:middle line:84% of many years of marriage, she says, 00:02:55.260 --> 00:02:59.190 align:middle line:84% like the hungry drunk to the Salvation Army chaplain, 00:02:59.190 --> 00:03:03.330 align:middle line:84% like the soldier crushed in honest defeat to his enemy, 00:03:03.330 --> 00:03:07.620 align:middle line:84% she says to her husband like an unhorsed rider to the horse, 00:03:07.620 --> 00:03:10.950 align:middle line:84% like the wise thinking of a common scam, 00:03:10.950 --> 00:03:13.980 align:middle line:84% like the present tense to the past tense, 00:03:13.980 --> 00:03:17.700 align:middle line:84% like the anthem to the flagpole, the explosion 00:03:17.700 --> 00:03:20.070 align:middle line:90% to the ammunition, "Yes. 00:03:20.070 --> 00:03:23.250 align:middle line:84% I will take Jesus into my heart, in my heart 00:03:23.250 --> 00:03:26.040 align:middle line:90% there's room for everyone." 00:03:26.040 --> 00:03:28.710 align:middle line:84% And they both laugh, knowing that the distance 00:03:28.710 --> 00:03:30.990 align:middle line:84% between the parlor and the bedroom 00:03:30.990 --> 00:03:34.440 align:middle line:84% is the distance between tragedy and comedy. 00:03:34.440 --> 00:03:38.190 align:middle line:84% Between the words of the spell and the magic event, 00:03:38.190 --> 00:03:42.690 align:middle line:84% miles and miles of household corridors in which all lives 00:03:42.690 --> 00:03:46.650 align:middle line:84% are lived knowing that this will be the arduous trek 00:03:46.650 --> 00:03:49.260 align:middle line:90% between habit and passion. 00:03:49.260 --> 00:03:53.550 align:middle line:84% Snow is falling, falling on the shape in ground." 00:03:53.550 --> 00:03:55.000 align:middle line:90%