WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.690 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.690 --> 00:00:06.420 align:middle line:84% In this poem I wrote alongside a little-- 00:00:06.420 --> 00:00:10.350 align:middle line:84% I guess an etching and an ink print of the shoes 00:00:10.350 --> 00:00:16.079 align:middle line:84% that I wore to my sister's memorial. 00:00:16.079 --> 00:00:18.540 align:middle line:90% "Open-Toed Shoes." 00:00:18.540 --> 00:00:21.210 align:middle line:90% Figure one. 00:00:21.210 --> 00:00:28.110 align:middle line:84% Shoes worn once with collapse intuited. 00:00:28.110 --> 00:00:35.760 align:middle line:84% A. Heel-- 2.5 inches, wooden, faux. 00:00:35.760 --> 00:00:41.670 align:middle line:84% I'd never fallen on a stage, on a sidewalk, 00:00:41.670 --> 00:00:45.870 align:middle line:90% in a bad relationship, never. 00:00:45.870 --> 00:00:48.450 align:middle line:90% Not a single heartbreak-- 00:00:48.450 --> 00:00:55.560 align:middle line:84% sneakers and sandals, tomboy, wanderer, method. 00:00:55.560 --> 00:00:58.830 align:middle line:90% Stay low to the ground. 00:00:58.830 --> 00:01:05.489 align:middle line:84% The break would wait, plus B. Toes absent, 00:01:05.489 --> 00:01:10.290 align:middle line:84% bent from two small shoes, from two small budgets, 00:01:10.290 --> 00:01:13.230 align:middle line:90% from a too long childhood. 00:01:13.230 --> 00:01:19.440 align:middle line:84% C. And here, one must step outside the figure. 00:01:19.440 --> 00:01:22.470 align:middle line:90% And here, one must leap-- 00:01:22.470 --> 00:01:27.300 align:middle line:84% dream signs, dream visions, and so forth. 00:01:27.300 --> 00:01:31.410 align:middle line:84% Full-grown I landed in Houston and shopped 00:01:31.410 --> 00:01:34.740 align:middle line:90% with a man not shown. 00:01:34.740 --> 00:01:38.760 align:middle line:84% "You look so different," I said to him. 00:01:38.760 --> 00:01:41.610 align:middle line:90% There was blue between us. 00:01:41.610 --> 00:01:43.320 align:middle line:90% "Those shoes?" 00:01:43.320 --> 00:01:46.320 align:middle line:90% he asked, when I lifted them. 00:01:46.320 --> 00:01:49.590 align:middle line:84% "Yes," I said, and slipped them on. 00:01:49.590 --> 00:01:52.800 align:middle line:84% And yes, to their blue dusk straps. 00:01:52.800 --> 00:01:55.320 align:middle line:90% Yes, to the box, to the bag. 00:01:55.320 --> 00:02:00.410 align:middle line:84% And yes, to figuring where to wear them. 00:02:00.410 --> 00:02:02.070 align:middle line:90% Figure 2. 00:02:02.070 --> 00:02:03.870 align:middle line:90% April. 00:02:03.870 --> 00:02:07.170 align:middle line:90% The space where one-- 00:02:07.170 --> 00:02:09.180 align:middle line:90% and is led. 00:02:09.180 --> 00:02:14.880 align:middle line:90% Intuit, intuit, intuit. 00:02:14.880 --> 00:02:20.580 align:middle line:84% She fell, they answered, when I asked what happened. 00:02:20.580 --> 00:02:24.480 align:middle line:84% And one week later into the grove 00:02:24.480 --> 00:02:29.080 align:middle line:84% she went while I stood in these shoes. 00:02:29.080 --> 00:02:30.800 align:middle line:90% These shoes. 00:02:30.800 --> 00:02:32.000 align:middle line:90%