WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.350 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.350 --> 00:00:03.900 align:middle line:90% The world is round. 00:00:03.900 --> 00:00:07.680 align:middle line:84% I began this side of life as infant photographer, 00:00:07.680 --> 00:00:12.240 align:middle line:84% focusing with the moving middle eye, the round umbilical 00:00:12.240 --> 00:00:15.480 align:middle line:84% cord where it melded into the body center 00:00:15.480 --> 00:00:18.930 align:middle line:84% like a vacuum sucking in the sights. 00:00:18.930 --> 00:00:22.980 align:middle line:84% Not with any eye but with skin did I see this. 00:00:22.980 --> 00:00:25.020 align:middle line:90% Do I remember now? 00:00:25.020 --> 00:00:28.050 align:middle line:90% The skin can so remember. 00:00:28.050 --> 00:00:31.680 align:middle line:84% This picture that I first took of touch here 00:00:31.680 --> 00:00:36.510 align:middle line:84% in the studio body of birth first photograph of feeling 00:00:36.510 --> 00:00:40.440 align:middle line:84% anchored by something other than the liquid albumin world where 00:00:40.440 --> 00:00:43.380 align:middle line:90% I had lived from the first. 00:00:43.380 --> 00:00:46.140 align:middle line:84% Something round made of me and her and him, 00:00:46.140 --> 00:00:49.740 align:middle line:84% something akin to one large ballooning finger, here 00:00:49.740 --> 00:00:52.350 align:middle line:84% at the full lips of my belly's button 00:00:52.350 --> 00:00:57.000 align:middle line:84% where I could feel the warmth of food, milky brown thick sugar 00:00:57.000 --> 00:01:02.580 align:middle line:84% passing from her body's oven into my whole wheat capsule. 00:01:02.580 --> 00:01:06.540 align:middle line:84% Too quick and the vacuum cord yanked, tugged me yet 00:01:06.540 --> 00:01:09.420 align:middle line:84% another way and I twist twirled around 00:01:09.420 --> 00:01:13.200 align:middle line:84% in my curved world falling back asleep, 00:01:13.200 --> 00:01:17.610 align:middle line:84% genuflected by her soft snaking octopus arm. 00:01:17.610 --> 00:01:21.420 align:middle line:84% Only one hour old and I remember unlatching my eyes 00:01:21.420 --> 00:01:25.380 align:middle line:84% to see the tiny incubating opening where I'd already 00:01:25.380 --> 00:01:30.000 align:middle line:84% lived for a week, the warm stale air pouring in on me. 00:01:30.000 --> 00:01:32.940 align:middle line:84% Not with my mind but with full body 00:01:32.940 --> 00:01:38.970 align:middle line:84% camera do I remember this, the perfect circular opening, 00:01:38.970 --> 00:01:42.870 align:middle line:84% round just like the end beginning of the cord, round 00:01:42.870 --> 00:01:46.680 align:middle line:84% like the camera's eye that I would one day accidentally 00:01:46.680 --> 00:01:50.640 align:middle line:84% flutter inside of, discovering silky stems 00:01:50.640 --> 00:01:57.900 align:middle line:84% of wildebeest poems growing sour, sweet filigree words. 00:01:57.900 --> 00:02:00.720 align:middle line:84% I always return to the glove of her body, 00:02:00.720 --> 00:02:04.890 align:middle line:84% the touch of her cord to my middle, my middle to her cord, 00:02:04.890 --> 00:02:07.110 align:middle line:84% that opening where I first fell in love 00:02:07.110 --> 00:02:09.419 align:middle line:84% with the breast of the garment, first 00:02:09.419 --> 00:02:13.740 align:middle line:84% recognized what fit though I could not yet safely wear it 00:02:13.740 --> 00:02:16.050 align:middle line:90% down the daylight street. 00:02:16.050 --> 00:02:18.330 align:middle line:84% I can't show you any photographs of this 00:02:18.330 --> 00:02:22.200 align:middle line:84% to prove what I'm telling you is true. 00:02:22.200 --> 00:02:26.100 align:middle line:84% I am remembering this not with my mind but with my body. 00:02:26.100 --> 00:02:29.160 align:middle line:84% The body can so remember what long ago 00:02:29.160 --> 00:02:33.860 align:middle line:84% left the accidental scene of the eye. 00:02:33.860 --> 00:02:38.000 align:middle line:90%