WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.160 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.160 --> 00:00:03.790 align:middle line:90% This poem is a combination of-- 00:00:03.790 --> 00:00:05.790 align:middle line:84% one of the wonderful things about writing poetry 00:00:05.790 --> 00:00:08.580 align:middle line:84% is how all kinds of tiny, little things 00:00:08.580 --> 00:00:11.580 align:middle line:84% converge into one effort at least. 00:00:11.580 --> 00:00:15.959 align:middle line:84% And partly, it was because I got to know 00:00:15.959 --> 00:00:19.500 align:middle line:84% a young, 15-year-old woman who had a really rough life, 00:00:19.500 --> 00:00:21.660 align:middle line:84% and I was thinking about how hard it 00:00:21.660 --> 00:00:25.140 align:middle line:84% was to be her when she'd think things over at night. 00:00:25.140 --> 00:00:28.740 align:middle line:84% Also, I went through the dictionary, which I love to do, 00:00:28.740 --> 00:00:31.230 align:middle line:84% and found the word luminist, which originally 00:00:31.230 --> 00:00:33.660 align:middle line:84% applied to painters who were particularly 00:00:33.660 --> 00:00:35.820 align:middle line:90% interested in light. 00:00:35.820 --> 00:00:39.810 align:middle line:84% And the third thing that perhaps occurred to me before I wrote 00:00:39.810 --> 00:00:44.760 align:middle line:84% this poem was, somewhere in Wallace Stevens' letters, 00:00:44.760 --> 00:00:48.780 align:middle line:84% he's questioning something-- maybe about the Saint Agnes Eve 00:00:48.780 --> 00:00:50.220 align:middle line:90% poem-- 00:00:50.220 --> 00:00:53.460 align:middle line:84% where he's saying that if moonlight comes 00:00:53.460 --> 00:00:55.780 align:middle line:84% through stained glass in a church, 00:00:55.780 --> 00:00:58.822 align:middle line:84% it doesn't give color because the type of light it is. 00:00:58.822 --> 00:01:00.030 align:middle line:90% I don't know if this is true. 00:01:00.030 --> 00:01:01.470 align:middle line:90% I haven't tried it out. 00:01:01.470 --> 00:01:04.019 align:middle line:84% It just makes light, but it doesn't reflect the color 00:01:04.019 --> 00:01:06.690 align:middle line:90% like sunlight does. 00:01:06.690 --> 00:01:09.030 align:middle line:84% So this is a poem where I imagine 00:01:09.030 --> 00:01:14.820 align:middle line:84% a young, pre-teenage girl would wish 00:01:14.820 --> 00:01:19.110 align:middle line:84% to be a painter of some kind, but she questions everything. 00:01:19.110 --> 00:01:21.210 align:middle line:84% It's called "The Luminist at Age Eleven." 00:01:21.210 --> 00:01:27.520 align:middle line:90% 00:01:27.520 --> 00:01:31.270 align:middle line:84% "She's heard that apples go silver in moonlight, 00:01:31.270 --> 00:01:34.750 align:middle line:84% that the lavender cloud of phlox along the wall 00:01:34.750 --> 00:01:39.070 align:middle line:84% is absorbed by rocks, and that even the steady village 00:01:39.070 --> 00:01:42.610 align:middle line:84% church is eaten away on a night like this. 00:01:42.610 --> 00:01:46.210 align:middle line:84% They told her, when the moon shines through a stained-glass 00:01:46.210 --> 00:01:48.700 align:middle line:84% window, there are no reds or blues 00:01:48.700 --> 00:01:53.020 align:middle line:84% crossing the floor, that the light is a kind of air. 00:01:53.020 --> 00:01:56.920 align:middle line:84% She pictures her foot lifting and vanishing 00:01:56.920 --> 00:01:58.300 align:middle line:90% through wet grass. 00:01:58.300 --> 00:02:03.280 align:middle line:84% First this, then that, depends on seeing and remembering 00:02:03.280 --> 00:02:05.110 align:middle line:90% how it is. 00:02:05.110 --> 00:02:08.289 align:middle line:84% If apples are suddenly falling, then they 00:02:08.289 --> 00:02:12.490 align:middle line:84% are solid, when once they were just a thin scent rising 00:02:12.490 --> 00:02:14.080 align:middle line:90% from the fields. 00:02:14.080 --> 00:02:17.260 align:middle line:84% So even the best lit barn is a study 00:02:17.260 --> 00:02:20.560 align:middle line:84% in half tones and their opposites. 00:02:20.560 --> 00:02:24.490 align:middle line:84% She wonders, how did they discover lucules, 00:02:24.490 --> 00:02:28.030 align:middle line:84% the brighter flecks at the center of the sun? 00:02:28.030 --> 00:02:31.120 align:middle line:84% Could they ever see one thing again? 00:02:31.120 --> 00:02:33.850 align:middle line:84% Could that person, who no longer has 00:02:33.850 --> 00:02:37.810 align:middle line:84% to imagine universe and source, come back 00:02:37.810 --> 00:02:41.110 align:middle line:84% to paint the north side of the wooden house? 00:02:41.110 --> 00:02:45.100 align:middle line:84% All this, like someone waking in the dark. 00:02:45.100 --> 00:02:47.920 align:middle line:84% The strands of light under her door 00:02:47.920 --> 00:02:52.270 align:middle line:84% are a lamp left on by the man and woman talking 00:02:52.270 --> 00:02:54.160 align:middle line:90% in the next room. 00:02:54.160 --> 00:02:57.700 align:middle line:84% They sigh at the contrariness of children. 00:02:57.700 --> 00:03:01.870 align:middle line:84% While outside, down the lane, the sickle moon 00:03:01.870 --> 00:03:06.550 align:middle line:84% has just stopped over the orchard, indicating as much. 00:03:06.550 --> 00:03:11.530 align:middle line:84% It is the edge of Papa's laugh sweeping through the trees 00:03:11.530 --> 00:03:14.290 align:middle line:90% all night." 00:03:14.290 --> 00:03:17.640 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:03:17.640 --> 00:03:23.000 align:middle line:90%