WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.170 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.170 --> 00:00:03.540 align:middle line:84% I'm learning to abandon the world. 00:00:03.540 --> 00:00:06.710 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.710 --> 00:00:13.480 align:middle line:84% I am learning to abandon the world before it can abandon me. 00:00:13.480 --> 00:00:17.410 align:middle line:84% Already I have given up the moon and snow, 00:00:17.410 --> 00:00:21.550 align:middle line:84% closing my shades against the claims of white. 00:00:21.550 --> 00:00:26.680 align:middle line:84% And the world has taken my father, my friend. 00:00:26.680 --> 00:00:29.770 align:middle line:84% I have given up melodic lines of hills, 00:00:29.770 --> 00:00:34.060 align:middle line:84% moving to a flat tuneless landscape. 00:00:34.060 --> 00:00:37.540 align:middle line:84% And every night I give my body up limb 00:00:37.540 --> 00:00:44.350 align:middle line:84% by limb, working upwards across bone towards the heart. 00:00:44.350 --> 00:00:47.650 align:middle line:84% But morning comes with small reprieves 00:00:47.650 --> 00:00:50.680 align:middle line:90% of coffee and birdsong. 00:00:50.680 --> 00:00:55.510 align:middle line:84% A tree outside the window, which was simply shadow moments ago, 00:00:55.510 --> 00:01:00.490 align:middle line:84% takes back its branches twig by leafy twig. 00:01:00.490 --> 00:01:03.760 align:middle line:84% And as I take my body back, the sun 00:01:03.760 --> 00:01:10.050 align:middle line:84% lays its warm muzzle on my lap as if to make amends. 00:01:10.050 --> 00:01:13.000 align:middle line:90%