WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.630 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.630 --> 00:00:04.535 align:middle line:90% "Meditation by the Stove." 00:00:04.535 --> 00:00:07.928 align:middle line:90% 00:00:07.928 --> 00:00:11.310 align:middle line:84% "I have banked the fires of my body 00:00:11.310 --> 00:00:16.079 align:middle line:84% into a small but steady blaze here in the kitchen 00:00:16.079 --> 00:00:18.870 align:middle line:84% where the dough has a life of its own, 00:00:18.870 --> 00:00:23.580 align:middle line:84% breathing under its damp cloth like a sleeping child; 00:00:23.580 --> 00:00:26.880 align:middle line:84% where the real child plays under the table, 00:00:26.880 --> 00:00:32.610 align:middle line:84% pretending the tablecloth is a tent practicing departures; 00:00:32.610 --> 00:00:35.940 align:middle line:84% where a dim brown bird dazzled by light 00:00:35.940 --> 00:00:39.480 align:middle line:84% has flown into the window pane and lies stunned 00:00:39.480 --> 00:00:41.100 align:middle line:90% on the pavement-- 00:00:41.100 --> 00:00:48.140 align:middle line:84% it was never simple, even for birds, this business of nests. 00:00:48.140 --> 00:00:51.870 align:middle line:84% The innocent eye sees nothing, Auden 00:00:51.870 --> 00:00:54.870 align:middle line:84% says, repeating what this snake told 00:00:54.870 --> 00:00:59.250 align:middle line:84% Eve, what Eve told Adam, tired of gardens, 00:00:59.250 --> 00:01:03.240 align:middle line:90% wanting the fully lived life. 00:01:03.240 --> 00:01:07.170 align:middle line:84% But passion happens like an accident. 00:01:07.170 --> 00:01:10.890 align:middle line:84% I could let the dough spill over the rim of the bowl, 00:01:10.890 --> 00:01:14.820 align:middle line:84% neglecting to punch it down, neglecting the child who 00:01:14.820 --> 00:01:18.450 align:middle line:84% waits under the table, the mild tears already 00:01:18.450 --> 00:01:21.000 align:middle line:90% smudging her eyes. 00:01:21.000 --> 00:01:25.140 align:middle line:90% We grow in such haphazard ways. 00:01:25.140 --> 00:01:28.260 align:middle line:84% Today I feel wiser than the bird. 00:01:28.260 --> 00:01:32.220 align:middle line:84% I know the window shuts me in, that when I open it, 00:01:32.220 --> 00:01:36.570 align:middle line:84% the garden smells will make me restless. 00:01:36.570 --> 00:01:39.690 align:middle line:84% And I have banked the fires of my body 00:01:39.690 --> 00:01:43.920 align:middle line:84% into a small domestic flame for others 00:01:43.920 --> 00:01:48.170 align:middle line:84% to warm their hands on for a while. 00:01:48.170 --> 00:01:52.000 align:middle line:90%