WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.170 align:middle line:84% Then this next one is shaped like a rose 00:00:04.170 --> 00:00:08.160 align:middle line:84% and I insisted that the stem be crooked. 00:00:08.160 --> 00:00:11.160 align:middle line:84% "Of the twelve, only you still looked up, 00:00:11.160 --> 00:00:14.340 align:middle line:84% lovesick one, one overcome by lust. 00:00:14.340 --> 00:00:16.710 align:middle line:90% The moment dictated what I did. 00:00:16.710 --> 00:00:20.550 align:middle line:84% The greenery wet, the attar expelled, a crest. 00:00:20.550 --> 00:00:23.190 align:middle line:90% What if we were to meet again? 00:00:23.190 --> 00:00:28.020 align:middle line:90% Once more, pale warmth. 00:00:28.020 --> 00:00:31.500 align:middle line:84% Last Tuesday, my letter went to her early. 00:00:31.500 --> 00:00:35.100 align:middle line:84% I must be willing to change, mailing her that letter. 00:00:35.100 --> 00:00:38.790 align:middle line:84% Letter on top of letter, summer saga, 00:00:38.790 --> 00:00:41.670 align:middle line:84% the paper open in every direction, 00:00:41.670 --> 00:00:46.500 align:middle line:84% quavery phantom letters in lieu of petals, down to lost time. 00:00:46.500 --> 00:00:50.370 align:middle line:84% Letter on top of letter falls under the wheels. 00:00:50.370 --> 00:00:52.650 align:middle line:84% All of her youth was bitter to remember. 00:00:52.650 --> 00:00:55.980 align:middle line:84% Her sweet rye king sandwiches, the sticky honey. 00:00:55.980 --> 00:01:00.330 align:middle line:84% Presence, absence, a change of worlds. 00:01:00.330 --> 00:01:02.310 align:middle line:90% Your indifference grows. 00:01:02.310 --> 00:01:05.220 align:middle line:90% My patience attenuates. 00:01:05.220 --> 00:01:07.140 align:middle line:90% The facets of a letter refolded. 00:01:07.140 --> 00:01:11.640 align:middle line:84% She'd have refolded the letter, her lips closed tight. 00:01:11.640 --> 00:01:13.620 align:middle line:90% A change of worlds. 00:01:13.620 --> 00:01:17.520 align:middle line:84% A train pulling away into a far, flat land. 00:01:17.520 --> 00:01:22.540 align:middle line:84% The brain enters into a drizzle, a continuo, a change of worlds, 00:01:22.540 --> 00:01:24.870 align:middle line:90% a change of worlds. 00:01:24.870 --> 00:01:25.830 align:middle line:90% How was it for her? 00:01:25.830 --> 00:01:27.690 align:middle line:90% Did she die easy? 00:01:27.690 --> 00:01:30.970 align:middle line:84% Last Thursday or Friday, my letter went to her. 00:01:30.970 --> 00:01:32.130 align:middle line:90% I do not know, my friend. 00:01:32.130 --> 00:01:32.955 align:middle line:90% I was not there. 00:01:32.955 --> 00:01:36.310 align:middle line:90% 00:01:36.310 --> 00:01:38.350 align:middle line:84% I can name the year I had them, had 00:01:38.350 --> 00:01:41.950 align:middle line:84% taken them in and photographed them, the one-colored roses. 00:01:41.950 --> 00:01:46.990 align:middle line:84% In August 1914, Germany invaded France, and the war began. 00:01:46.990 --> 00:01:49.480 align:middle line:84% I held in my hand a passage for New York 00:01:49.480 --> 00:01:52.750 align:middle line:84% from Marseilles, paper for my future. 00:01:52.750 --> 00:01:54.760 align:middle line:84% Though they made their goodbyes to me 00:01:54.760 --> 00:01:56.800 align:middle line:84% in the tenderest beige of the day, 00:01:56.800 --> 00:01:59.770 align:middle line:84% they could hardly believe the going away. 00:01:59.770 --> 00:02:01.120 align:middle line:90% Now I understand. 00:02:01.120 --> 00:02:03.070 align:middle line:84% They never wanted to be photographed, 00:02:03.070 --> 00:02:04.450 align:middle line:90% or painted either. 00:02:04.450 --> 00:02:06.340 align:middle line:90% Now I think I understand. 00:02:06.340 --> 00:02:09.639 align:middle line:84% They wanted to be turned into glass, translucent 00:02:09.639 --> 00:02:11.460 align:middle line:90% and stained." 00:02:11.460 --> 00:02:12.000 align:middle line:90%