WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.870 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.870 --> 00:00:03.570 align:middle line:84% Bather between light and darkness. 00:00:03.570 --> 00:00:06.843 align:middle line:90% 00:00:06.843 --> 00:00:08.760 align:middle line:84% That's what I'm hoping my book will be called. 00:00:08.760 --> 00:00:12.180 align:middle line:84% However, my editor and I are still on the wrestling mat. 00:00:12.180 --> 00:00:18.370 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.370 --> 00:00:21.580 align:middle line:84% I am floating like being in a tub of water, moving 00:00:21.580 --> 00:00:22.930 align:middle line:90% toward the lights. 00:00:22.930 --> 00:00:24.550 align:middle line:90% He is floating in the water. 00:00:24.550 --> 00:00:27.700 align:middle line:84% He is wiping the table with a dirty napkin. 00:00:27.700 --> 00:00:31.360 align:middle line:84% The place is big I can feel it breathing. 00:00:31.360 --> 00:00:33.010 align:middle line:90% We are moving toward the lights. 00:00:33.010 --> 00:00:36.460 align:middle line:84% The dream about my death drops into my head, 00:00:36.460 --> 00:00:40.360 align:middle line:90% foamy red and almost boiling. 00:00:40.360 --> 00:00:41.980 align:middle line:90% I don't want it to happen. 00:00:41.980 --> 00:00:44.170 align:middle line:90% If it's going to hurt. 00:00:44.170 --> 00:00:46.840 align:middle line:84% The things I hear are going out my left ear 00:00:46.840 --> 00:00:49.960 align:middle line:84% and moving toward the lights like a woman 00:00:49.960 --> 00:00:52.270 align:middle line:90% wearing a red sweater. 00:00:52.270 --> 00:00:54.790 align:middle line:84% Wearing a red sweater, I am attracted 00:00:54.790 --> 00:00:58.000 align:middle line:84% by the view behind her out the window 00:00:58.000 --> 00:01:01.000 align:middle line:90% at the civilized periphery. 00:01:01.000 --> 00:01:02.500 align:middle line:90% It is clean. 00:01:02.500 --> 00:01:06.130 align:middle line:84% It is highly finished like these clothes of mine, 00:01:06.130 --> 00:01:08.540 align:middle line:90% moving toward the lights. 00:01:08.540 --> 00:01:11.080 align:middle line:84% I'm sliding down the bench into the scenery 00:01:11.080 --> 00:01:13.930 align:middle line:84% out the window towards the woman. 00:01:13.930 --> 00:01:18.670 align:middle line:84% I'm thinking about inertia as the wall vanishes. 00:01:18.670 --> 00:01:20.500 align:middle line:90% The woman is dancing. 00:01:20.500 --> 00:01:24.610 align:middle line:84% I am thinking about the woman sliding toward the lights. 00:01:24.610 --> 00:01:27.820 align:middle line:90% The red sweater vanishes. 00:01:27.820 --> 00:01:30.490 align:middle line:84% Again, the ending gets a little vague 00:01:30.490 --> 00:01:33.520 align:middle line:84% as she slowly puts her arm around his shoulder 00:01:33.520 --> 00:01:37.700 align:middle line:84% as she slowly puts a dagger through the bones in his chest. 00:01:37.700 --> 00:01:39.700 align:middle line:90% She puts lights in his chest. 00:01:39.700 --> 00:01:41.680 align:middle line:90% Her arm is a big cloak. 00:01:41.680 --> 00:01:45.080 align:middle line:84% Pieces of him glow all over the room. 00:01:45.080 --> 00:01:49.870 align:middle line:84% I recognize nothing but the color of brown wrapping paper. 00:01:49.870 --> 00:01:54.060 align:middle line:84% Now she's giving me the big present. 00:01:54.060 --> 00:01:56.000 align:middle line:90%