WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.400 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.400 --> 00:00:13.450 align:middle line:84% Flowers, changing water, adding aspirin, nitrogen, potash 00:00:13.450 --> 00:00:17.980 align:middle line:84% or sugar white to keep lintness from descending 00:00:17.980 --> 00:00:20.920 align:middle line:84% upon these purple and magenta aster's 00:00:20.920 --> 00:00:23.710 align:middle line:84% with broad golden centers, and petals 00:00:23.710 --> 00:00:27.670 align:middle line:84% packed in two rows making fringe above green spread 00:00:27.670 --> 00:00:30.790 align:middle line:90% leaves still alive. 00:00:30.790 --> 00:00:34.750 align:middle line:84% Keep cutting stems to retain the vertical pull of water 00:00:34.750 --> 00:00:39.160 align:middle line:90% up into the barely charged life. 00:00:39.160 --> 00:00:41.320 align:middle line:84% She said there was a tiny charge of energy 00:00:41.320 --> 00:00:45.940 align:middle line:84% still like a cord moving between me and the child, a girl. 00:00:45.940 --> 00:00:49.120 align:middle line:84% Though its body life had stopped after four months. 00:00:49.120 --> 00:00:52.330 align:middle line:84% Only one leg intact on the fetus. 00:00:52.330 --> 00:00:54.220 align:middle line:90% It's better, the doctor said. 00:00:54.220 --> 00:00:58.000 align:middle line:84% Nature Knows best, he said at the end. 00:00:58.000 --> 00:00:59.740 align:middle line:90% That was 10 years ago. 00:00:59.740 --> 00:01:03.550 align:middle line:84% He was pulling me along on an immaculate silver table. 00:01:03.550 --> 00:01:06.250 align:middle line:84% Larger than a serving tray, I thought. 00:01:06.250 --> 00:01:11.320 align:middle line:84% She'd over me then white linen, and their faces soothing. 00:01:11.320 --> 00:01:16.150 align:middle line:84% Shapes of words and eyes I couldn't identify. 00:01:16.150 --> 00:01:18.970 align:middle line:84% Something inside me had broken though I tried to hold it 00:01:18.970 --> 00:01:23.410 align:middle line:90% in read on everything. 00:01:23.410 --> 00:01:27.220 align:middle line:84% In the White stone picture, I always place flowers. 00:01:27.220 --> 00:01:30.910 align:middle line:84% First water, then the spiked metal frog, 00:01:30.910 --> 00:01:33.670 align:middle line:84% where each flower is stuck in arrangements 00:01:33.670 --> 00:01:38.710 align:middle line:84% of height, darkness, or intensity of bloom. 00:01:38.710 --> 00:01:41.140 align:middle line:90% The accidents interest me. 00:01:41.140 --> 00:01:44.740 align:middle line:84% The Japanese effect of less space 00:01:44.740 --> 00:01:47.380 align:middle line:84% showing its wandering shape between leaves 00:01:47.380 --> 00:01:51.850 align:middle line:84% and the sudden curve of a stem dying slowly towards what 00:01:51.850 --> 00:01:54.760 align:middle line:90% light is in the room. 00:01:54.760 --> 00:01:57.490 align:middle line:84% One forgets about hunger absorbed 00:01:57.490 --> 00:01:59.140 align:middle line:90% in the fuchsia and the mauve. 00:01:59.140 --> 00:02:03.400 align:middle line:90% 00:02:03.400 --> 00:02:07.050 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read a few love poems now to finish with. 00:02:07.050 --> 00:02:10.000 align:middle line:90%