WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.080 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.080 --> 00:00:03.060 align:middle line:84% Without voice what she witnessed. 00:00:03.060 --> 00:00:08.039 align:middle line:90% 00:00:08.039 --> 00:00:10.777 align:middle line:84% When I could finally climb out and knew I was in my body 00:00:10.777 --> 00:00:13.080 align:middle line:84% on the bed, in my usual position, 00:00:13.080 --> 00:00:17.190 align:middle line:84% it was then that I felt the other body behind me. 00:00:17.190 --> 00:00:19.680 align:middle line:84% He was lying muscle to muscle exactly. 00:00:19.680 --> 00:00:22.200 align:middle line:84% And in his strength, he was trying to crush me. 00:00:22.200 --> 00:00:24.840 align:middle line:84% His shoulders sinewy as in medical textbooks. 00:00:24.840 --> 00:00:27.580 align:middle line:84% His arms wrapped closer and closer about me. 00:00:27.580 --> 00:00:30.370 align:middle line:84% So I was pushing, trying to get free of his legs. 00:00:30.370 --> 00:00:31.950 align:middle line:90% The shock of no face on him. 00:00:31.950 --> 00:00:32.950 align:middle line:90% I wanted to breathe. 00:00:32.950 --> 00:00:37.200 align:middle line:84% I was fighting his thumb in the first direct contact. 00:00:37.200 --> 00:00:39.750 align:middle line:90% Meanwhile, our routine. 00:00:39.750 --> 00:00:42.600 align:middle line:84% David running barefoot to his morning PE. 00:00:42.600 --> 00:00:45.060 align:middle line:90% Poached egg for your protein. 00:00:45.060 --> 00:00:48.320 align:middle line:90% Water tap leaking cold trickle. 00:00:48.320 --> 00:00:51.096 align:middle line:90%