WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.260 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.260 --> 00:00:03.690 align:middle line:84% This is the title poem of the book-- 00:00:03.690 --> 00:00:06.742 align:middle line:90% "Skirts and Slacks." 00:00:06.742 --> 00:00:07.950 align:middle line:90% I had to write a description. 00:00:07.950 --> 00:00:09.630 align:middle line:84% You know, publishers wants you to write 00:00:09.630 --> 00:00:13.590 align:middle line:84% a description of what you do, and it's a real pain, 00:00:13.590 --> 00:00:14.640 align:middle line:90% agonizing. 00:00:14.640 --> 00:00:15.930 align:middle line:90% You gotta -- but it helps. 00:00:15.930 --> 00:00:17.740 align:middle line:90% It can help them do it. 00:00:17.740 --> 00:00:21.930 align:middle line:84% And one of the things that I told 00:00:21.930 --> 00:00:25.920 align:middle line:84% them was that I wanted to tell certain truths of feeling, 00:00:25.920 --> 00:00:27.960 align:middle line:90% whatever the consequences. 00:00:27.960 --> 00:00:30.420 align:middle line:84% I wanted to not just bear witness 00:00:30.420 --> 00:00:35.490 align:middle line:84% to certain kinds of realities but to make 00:00:35.490 --> 00:00:40.590 align:middle line:84% the poems enactments of truths of feeling. 00:00:40.590 --> 00:00:42.285 align:middle line:90% And "Skirts and Slacks." 00:00:42.285 --> 00:00:44.930 align:middle line:90% 00:00:44.930 --> 00:00:47.270 align:middle line:90% "The .32 Special. 00:00:47.270 --> 00:00:53.300 align:middle line:84% It's Dutch masters box, still in their bedroom closet, days 00:00:53.300 --> 00:00:58.700 align:middle line:84% after my mother's death, plus my father's 30 years ago. 00:00:58.700 --> 00:01:02.420 align:middle line:84% I used to practice disarming, reloading, 00:01:02.420 --> 00:01:05.239 align:middle line:90% putting it in my mouth for fun. 00:01:05.239 --> 00:01:08.300 align:middle line:90% And so, here it is again-- 00:01:08.300 --> 00:01:13.670 align:middle line:84% but stupid woman, Great Depression child 00:01:13.670 --> 00:01:18.620 align:middle line:84% scrolling tens and 20s in macaroni boxes-- 00:01:18.620 --> 00:01:22.430 align:middle line:90% loaded, half-cocked. 00:01:22.430 --> 00:01:26.000 align:middle line:84% Oh yes, shoot the burglar in the closet, 00:01:26.000 --> 00:01:32.420 align:middle line:84% the cat in heat on the fence, and Calvin Coolidge. 00:01:32.420 --> 00:01:38.750 align:middle line:84% She rose, rammy, close to death, cocked up in bed 00:01:38.750 --> 00:01:44.360 align:middle line:84% as if pulleyed by heaven, sometime past midnight. 00:01:44.360 --> 00:01:47.750 align:middle line:84% I was there to watch her eyes wake 00:01:47.750 --> 00:01:54.350 align:middle line:84% for a moment enraged and hateful toward me. 00:01:54.350 --> 00:01:59.150 align:middle line:84% Bone wooled with slights of flesh, 00:01:59.150 --> 00:02:03.720 align:middle line:84% what certainty in the body at its end? 00:02:03.720 --> 00:02:08.360 align:middle line:90% And between here and there? 00:02:08.360 --> 00:02:14.900 align:middle line:84% Breath stops, blood fades, the comic head 00:02:14.900 --> 00:02:21.770 align:middle line:84% I'm lifting from the pillow feels too merely anatomical 00:02:21.770 --> 00:02:24.190 align:middle line:90% and heavier than before." 00:02:24.190 --> 00:02:28.000 align:middle line:90%