WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.870 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.870 --> 00:00:04.920 align:middle line:84% Did you guys see the beautiful broadside that Ander made? 00:00:04.920 --> 00:00:08.140 align:middle line:84% It's so beautiful, and I'm so thankful to him. 00:00:08.140 --> 00:00:09.585 align:middle line:90% And so, this is "Cup of Coffee." 00:00:09.585 --> 00:00:14.310 align:middle line:90% 00:00:14.310 --> 00:00:16.980 align:middle line:84% This is the one I think about when I think about the fact 00:00:16.980 --> 00:00:19.050 align:middle line:84% that my brother hasn't written me back 00:00:19.050 --> 00:00:20.265 align:middle line:90% since I sent him the book. 00:00:20.265 --> 00:00:22.900 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:00:22.900 --> 00:00:26.055 align:middle line:90% But anyway, "Cup of Coffee." 00:00:26.055 --> 00:00:28.590 align:middle line:90% 00:00:28.590 --> 00:00:30.660 align:middle line:90% "He drank. 00:00:30.660 --> 00:00:34.770 align:middle line:84% He took a sip from the Styrofoam and hesitated. 00:00:34.770 --> 00:00:37.980 align:middle line:84% What did he think of it, we all wondered. 00:00:37.980 --> 00:00:40.290 align:middle line:90% Did it mean something? 00:00:40.290 --> 00:00:44.880 align:middle line:84% My brother, Bartleby, who never drank coffee. 00:00:44.880 --> 00:00:48.210 align:middle line:84% My brother who had to resist us all, 00:00:48.210 --> 00:00:53.400 align:middle line:84% resist my mother's encroachment, resist my father's cheer, 00:00:53.400 --> 00:00:56.280 align:middle line:90% resist my sanctimony. 00:00:56.280 --> 00:00:58.590 align:middle line:84% He spent years honing his thank you, 00:00:58.590 --> 00:01:03.060 align:middle line:84% no, to this family of coffee drinkers. 00:01:03.060 --> 00:01:06.300 align:middle line:84% He didn't shout and storm around like the rest of us. 00:01:06.300 --> 00:01:10.110 align:middle line:84% He seemed, in his equanimity, to be happy. 00:01:10.110 --> 00:01:13.200 align:middle line:84% Of course, I can't publish this secret. 00:01:13.200 --> 00:01:15.960 align:middle line:84% Didn't Dad write about a mute boy? 00:01:15.960 --> 00:01:19.590 align:middle line:84% Didn't Mom tell him he ought to make money? 00:01:19.590 --> 00:01:22.150 align:middle line:84% The family dynamic needs to be honored. 00:01:22.150 --> 00:01:24.990 align:middle line:84% So I will change his name, or his sex. 00:01:24.990 --> 00:01:29.630 align:middle line:84% Perhaps, I will make his parents Russian peasantry." 00:01:29.630 --> 00:01:31.000 align:middle line:90%