WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.660 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.660 --> 00:00:02.970 align:middle line:84% If I was a real writer, I'd be able to think 00:00:02.970 --> 00:00:07.030 align:middle line:84% of a name for the amazing plant that you are, Cybele. 00:00:07.030 --> 00:00:08.370 align:middle line:90% I'll be working on that. 00:00:08.370 --> 00:00:09.840 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:09.840 --> 00:00:11.340 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:11.340 --> 00:00:13.710 align:middle line:84% And thank you to the Poetry Center, 00:00:13.710 --> 00:00:16.620 align:middle line:90% and to everyone, for being here. 00:00:16.620 --> 00:00:19.710 align:middle line:90% I feel very lucky to be here. 00:00:19.710 --> 00:00:22.650 align:middle line:84% So I am going to read those things, whatever they are. 00:00:22.650 --> 00:00:26.040 align:middle line:84% And luckily, Cybele gave us a little bit 00:00:26.040 --> 00:00:30.000 align:middle line:84% of a sense of what they may be or may not be. 00:00:30.000 --> 00:00:34.751 align:middle line:84% So these are from Jewelry Box: A Collection of Histories. 00:00:34.751 --> 00:00:38.450 align:middle line:90% 00:00:38.450 --> 00:00:38.950 align:middle line:90% "Duck." 00:00:38.950 --> 00:00:43.100 align:middle line:90% 00:00:43.100 --> 00:00:46.190 align:middle line:84% He is a he-- has all the characteristics 00:00:46.190 --> 00:00:50.840 align:middle line:84% of a man, male of the species, lord and warrior. 00:00:50.840 --> 00:00:55.250 align:middle line:84% He is not a butterfly, though a butterfly can be male. 00:00:55.250 --> 00:00:57.980 align:middle line:84% He is not a rock, though a rock is 00:00:57.980 --> 00:01:01.620 align:middle line:90% strong and sometimes practical. 00:01:01.620 --> 00:01:05.670 align:middle line:84% The water is chopped up like mica, but with fear attached-- 00:01:05.670 --> 00:01:08.730 align:middle line:90% the fear of anything that moves. 00:01:08.730 --> 00:01:11.400 align:middle line:84% The oddest fear is that of stillness, 00:01:11.400 --> 00:01:16.200 align:middle line:84% lack of change, the years passing by with no good use, 00:01:16.200 --> 00:01:19.680 align:middle line:90% no fun, no liberation. 00:01:19.680 --> 00:01:23.790 align:middle line:84% Easier and more classifiable in the fear department-- 00:01:23.790 --> 00:01:27.720 align:middle line:84% blue truck coming from the left, punctured bicycle tire, 00:01:27.720 --> 00:01:32.250 align:middle line:84% punctured heart, stabbing wound from lurking outsider, 00:01:32.250 --> 00:01:36.840 align:middle line:84% ritualistic maiming of beloved living creature, sabotage 00:01:36.840 --> 00:01:40.440 align:middle line:84% of cherished object, flowering illness, arrival 00:01:40.440 --> 00:01:43.860 align:middle line:90% of an unpleasant neighbor. 00:01:43.860 --> 00:01:46.867 align:middle line:84% The girl thinks he must be male because she thought-- he-- 00:01:46.867 --> 00:01:51.240 align:middle line:84% when she saw him, and because she's used to imbuing things 00:01:51.240 --> 00:01:55.240 align:middle line:84% with gender, as if she speaks French or Spanish-- 00:01:55.240 --> 00:01:58.470 align:middle line:90% which she does, but poorly. 00:01:58.470 --> 00:02:00.600 align:middle line:84% The duck can be seen in quick cuts 00:02:00.600 --> 00:02:02.280 align:middle line:90% on the other side of the rock. 00:02:02.280 --> 00:02:05.340 align:middle line:84% He is swimming, paddling with his short legs 00:02:05.340 --> 00:02:08.310 align:middle line:90% in the frigid waves. 00:02:08.310 --> 00:02:10.259 align:middle line:84% It's the time of night when everything 00:02:10.259 --> 00:02:15.120 align:middle line:84% is up for grabs and the thing you fear happens. 00:02:15.120 --> 00:02:17.940 align:middle line:84% In the day, she believes that if she identifies it, 00:02:17.940 --> 00:02:21.540 align:middle line:84% names the fear in her head, then surely it won't actually 00:02:21.540 --> 00:02:23.640 align:middle line:90% become reality, occur-- 00:02:23.640 --> 00:02:27.890 align:middle line:84% for what a coincidence that would be. 00:02:27.890 --> 00:02:32.420 align:middle line:84% The duck seems frightened by the rocks and by the sea. 00:02:32.420 --> 00:02:34.310 align:middle line:84% The sky is darkening, and the clouds 00:02:34.310 --> 00:02:37.670 align:middle line:84% lean over the duck and the girl like parents, teachers 00:02:37.670 --> 00:02:42.620 align:middle line:84% who have discovered them behind the back fence doing something. 00:02:42.620 --> 00:02:46.160 align:middle line:84% It is good and right to have teachers, parents, 00:02:46.160 --> 00:02:50.000 align:middle line:84% even if they are didactic and strange. 00:02:50.000 --> 00:02:54.680 align:middle line:84% It is good and right to feel in the fold of something powerful. 00:02:54.680 --> 00:02:58.550 align:middle line:84% You can hear the repeating waves lapping faster and faster-- 00:02:58.550 --> 00:03:01.880 align:middle line:84% and without regard to sequence, or shape, or order-- 00:03:01.880 --> 00:03:03.900 align:middle line:90% against the pilings. 00:03:03.900 --> 00:03:05.900 align:middle line:84% The girl kneels on the black boulder 00:03:05.900 --> 00:03:09.430 align:middle line:84% and leans further out to the sea. 00:03:09.430 --> 00:03:11.000 align:middle line:90%