WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.460 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.460 --> 00:00:03.640 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:03.640 --> 00:00:05.550 align:middle line:84% It's so nice to be here again tonight 00:00:05.550 --> 00:00:10.420 align:middle line:84% in the second of our four awesome hybrid readings. 00:00:10.420 --> 00:00:12.690 align:middle line:84% So I'm here to introduce Maggie Nelson to you. 00:00:12.690 --> 00:00:16.290 align:middle line:84% And as before, I'm pitching these introductions 00:00:16.290 --> 00:00:18.490 align:middle line:90% as a short lesson in hybridity. 00:00:18.490 --> 00:00:21.900 align:middle line:84% So this is number two, Maggie Nelson. 00:00:21.900 --> 00:00:24.030 align:middle line:84% So in the genre of the introduction, 00:00:24.030 --> 00:00:27.630 align:middle line:84% the convention is to list awards, which I refuse to do. 00:00:27.630 --> 00:00:31.140 align:middle line:84% That's what genre is, often, to the hybrid heart. 00:00:31.140 --> 00:00:34.450 align:middle line:84% A guide of what not to feel obliged to do. 00:00:34.450 --> 00:00:36.930 align:middle line:84% In fact, the hybrid may crave constraint 00:00:36.930 --> 00:00:41.650 align:middle line:84% knowing that in being bound, we free another part of self. 00:00:41.650 --> 00:00:44.280 align:middle line:84% So in this series, we will see that sometimes the writing 00:00:44.280 --> 00:00:45.000 align:middle line:90% is the hybrid. 00:00:45.000 --> 00:00:48.300 align:middle line:84% I'm thinking strongly here of Jenny Boully, our visitor two 00:00:48.300 --> 00:00:49.470 align:middle line:90% weeks from now. 00:00:49.470 --> 00:00:52.320 align:middle line:84% Pitched between the seams of the genre. 00:00:52.320 --> 00:00:55.140 align:middle line:84% Perplexing those of us who try to describe or contain 00:00:55.140 --> 00:00:57.480 align:middle line:84% the thing we're seeing with a label, 00:00:57.480 --> 00:00:59.460 align:middle line:84% but then sometimes, like tonight, 00:00:59.460 --> 00:01:02.580 align:middle line:84% the writer is herself the hybrid. 00:01:02.580 --> 00:01:06.150 align:middle line:84% For instance, Maggie Nelson is obviously a hydra. 00:01:06.150 --> 00:01:09.810 align:middle line:84% Multiple draconian heads snaking up from the one body. 00:01:09.810 --> 00:01:14.550 align:middle line:84% Extremely fearsome, entirely smart, and very rare. 00:01:14.550 --> 00:01:17.370 align:middle line:84% Still the best source for hybrid consultation, 00:01:17.370 --> 00:01:20.070 align:middle line:84% my second edition, Advanced Dungeons and Dragons, 00:01:20.070 --> 00:01:22.320 align:middle line:84% Monster Manual, says that she may 00:01:22.320 --> 00:01:25.590 align:middle line:84% be found in marshes, swamps, and similar places, 00:01:25.590 --> 00:01:28.860 align:middle line:84% as well as in subterranean lairs. 00:01:28.860 --> 00:01:31.110 align:middle line:90% I imagine her like this-- 00:01:31.110 --> 00:01:34.740 align:middle line:84% astride her cache of gold and art and gems. 00:01:34.740 --> 00:01:38.430 align:middle line:84% One head giving voice to lineated poems, doing so well 00:01:38.430 --> 00:01:40.830 align:middle line:84% and often including several books. 00:01:40.830 --> 00:01:44.640 align:middle line:84% Another munching on memoir, most recently The Red Parts, 00:01:44.640 --> 00:01:48.300 align:middle line:84% about media spectacle, murder mind, sexual violence, 00:01:48.300 --> 00:01:50.760 align:middle line:90% and her murdered Aunt Jane. 00:01:50.760 --> 00:01:54.060 align:middle line:84% And another odder head, approaches Jane again 00:01:54.060 --> 00:01:54.750 align:middle line:90% as a subject. 00:01:54.750 --> 00:01:59.730 align:middle line:84% This time fusing verse and prose and found text in Jane: 00:01:59.730 --> 00:02:00.990 align:middle line:90% A Murder. 00:02:00.990 --> 00:02:04.080 align:middle line:84% It often happens with hydras that two heads 00:02:04.080 --> 00:02:07.620 align:middle line:84% fasten on the same subject and open it up in surprising ways, 00:02:07.620 --> 00:02:09.300 align:middle line:90% and it is so tonight. 00:02:09.300 --> 00:02:11.430 align:middle line:84% So just when you think you've counted them all, 00:02:11.430 --> 00:02:15.510 align:middle line:84% another Maggie Nelson head rises wielding criticism. 00:02:15.510 --> 00:02:18.090 align:middle line:84% Most recently, The Art Of Cruelty, which we have up here 00:02:18.090 --> 00:02:19.660 align:middle line:90% and which is a great book. 00:02:19.660 --> 00:02:24.030 align:middle line:84% It is certainly most fierce; I wouldn't want to mess with it. 00:02:24.030 --> 00:02:27.720 align:middle line:84% So I wisely sheathe my vorpal blade. 00:02:27.720 --> 00:02:30.720 align:middle line:84% Then there's whatever head made Bluets, 00:02:30.720 --> 00:02:33.150 align:middle line:84% her book that's most itself a hybrid occupying 00:02:33.150 --> 00:02:37.050 align:middle line:84% the space between essay and poem, documentary, philosophy, 00:02:37.050 --> 00:02:38.430 align:middle line:90% autobiography. 00:02:38.430 --> 00:02:42.870 align:middle line:84% Highly-researched, deeply, unreservedly passionate. 00:02:42.870 --> 00:02:45.270 align:middle line:84% So if you venture deep enough inside the Poetry 00:02:45.270 --> 00:02:48.480 align:middle line:84% Center's subterranean lair, which I would encourage you 00:02:48.480 --> 00:02:50.370 align:middle line:84% to do-- not tonight because they're closed-- 00:02:50.370 --> 00:02:52.470 align:middle line:90% but during their open hours. 00:02:52.470 --> 00:02:55.350 align:middle line:84% You may discover a hoard of rare Maggie Nelson treasure, 00:02:55.350 --> 00:02:57.600 align:middle line:84% which she has been known to guard. 00:02:57.600 --> 00:03:00.220 align:middle line:84% Including her first book, Pacific, 00:03:00.220 --> 00:03:04.440 align:middle line:84% which is published and in fact self-published 18 years ago. 00:03:04.440 --> 00:03:06.870 align:middle line:84% I don't know if it's OK that I talk about Pacific, 00:03:06.870 --> 00:03:08.817 align:middle line:90% but I'm letting you-- 00:03:08.817 --> 00:03:09.900 align:middle line:90% I'm not going to quote it. 00:03:09.900 --> 00:03:11.280 align:middle line:90% I'm not going to quote it. 00:03:11.280 --> 00:03:12.900 align:middle line:84% People should have to go and fight 00:03:12.900 --> 00:03:14.820 align:middle line:90% the monster to read the book. 00:03:14.820 --> 00:03:17.070 align:middle line:84% But you can't find this book anywhere else. 00:03:17.070 --> 00:03:19.830 align:middle line:84% You can't find it on Alibris, you can't find it on Abe Books. 00:03:19.830 --> 00:03:20.730 align:middle line:90% I googled it. 00:03:20.730 --> 00:03:23.100 align:middle line:84% The only reference as far as I can tell on the internet 00:03:23.100 --> 00:03:25.650 align:middle line:84% is from the Portland State's MFA program. 00:03:25.650 --> 00:03:28.050 align:middle line:84% They did a class devoted to Maggie Nelson 00:03:28.050 --> 00:03:31.110 align:middle line:84% and they contacted the Poetry Center 00:03:31.110 --> 00:03:33.932 align:middle line:84% to get a copy of one of the poems from this book. 00:03:33.932 --> 00:03:34.890 align:middle line:90% So it's the only place. 00:03:34.890 --> 00:03:36.780 align:middle line:84% I mean, this is a rare treasure indeed. 00:03:36.780 --> 00:03:39.150 align:middle line:84% And Maggie Nelson will guard it, or maybe Tyler 00:03:39.150 --> 00:03:42.150 align:middle line:84% will, or one of the other Poetry Center staff. 00:03:42.150 --> 00:03:44.060 align:middle line:84% So the spine of the book is broken, 00:03:44.060 --> 00:03:45.060 align:middle line:90% which is how I found it. 00:03:45.060 --> 00:03:48.450 align:middle line:84% I found it in the shelves before it became cool. 00:03:48.450 --> 00:03:50.880 align:middle line:84% The pages fall from the binding when you raise it 00:03:50.880 --> 00:03:54.900 align:middle line:84% up to the rising sun in the map room like the staff of Ra. 00:03:54.900 --> 00:03:58.110 align:middle line:84% To read is to remix it like a beloved record. 00:03:58.110 --> 00:04:01.470 align:middle line:84% To read it is to damage it like a sacred text. 00:04:01.470 --> 00:04:03.990 align:middle line:84% Well, to read a book at all is to grace it 00:04:03.990 --> 00:04:05.610 align:middle line:90% with your human trace. 00:04:05.610 --> 00:04:07.230 align:middle line:90% That's why we love books. 00:04:07.230 --> 00:04:09.570 align:middle line:84% They're yours and even when they are no longer, 00:04:09.570 --> 00:04:12.780 align:middle line:84% the pages still hold a little bit of you. 00:04:12.780 --> 00:04:15.180 align:middle line:84% So follow the gleaming, swaying hydra 00:04:15.180 --> 00:04:17.220 align:middle line:84% heads down to the body underneath, 00:04:17.220 --> 00:04:19.779 align:middle line:84% the thing all the mouths finally feed. 00:04:19.779 --> 00:04:21.610 align:middle line:90% It's just a body. 00:04:21.610 --> 00:04:25.530 align:middle line:84% Turns out it's just a writer, it's just a human there. 00:04:25.530 --> 00:04:30.090 align:middle line:84% Maggie Nelson, I hereby free thee from this wack simile, 00:04:30.090 --> 00:04:33.030 align:middle line:84% so too to you students of hybridity. 00:04:33.030 --> 00:04:34.560 align:middle line:90% Be like Maggie Nelson. 00:04:34.560 --> 00:04:36.060 align:middle line:90% Be the hydra. 00:04:36.060 --> 00:04:38.640 align:middle line:84% Allow your heads to flex and multiply 00:04:38.640 --> 00:04:40.590 align:middle line:90% to go where they are drawn. 00:04:40.590 --> 00:04:43.650 align:middle line:84% The key is being fierce enough, and she is fierce enough 00:04:43.650 --> 00:04:47.040 align:middle line:84% for all, and we will fear you too. 00:04:47.040 --> 00:04:49.760 align:middle line:90% Please welcome Maggie Nelson. 00:04:49.760 --> 00:04:52.000 align:middle line:90%