WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.520 align:middle line:90% OK, one last thing. 00:00:02.520 --> 00:00:05.850 align:middle line:84% I'll read a little bit from this book, which 00:00:05.850 --> 00:00:09.330 align:middle line:84% is called "Nothing Fictional That the Accuracy 00:00:09.330 --> 00:00:13.650 align:middle line:84% or Arrangement She" which I think 00:00:13.650 --> 00:00:17.670 align:middle line:84% is a pretty accurate description of what the book is. 00:00:17.670 --> 00:00:23.940 align:middle line:84% I wanted to catalog and document women in France. 00:00:23.940 --> 00:00:25.620 align:middle line:84% I wrote this entire book in France. 00:00:25.620 --> 00:00:31.170 align:middle line:84% And they are all women that I have known or not known. 00:00:31.170 --> 00:00:34.860 align:middle line:90% But everything is true. 00:00:34.860 --> 00:00:37.920 align:middle line:84% All right, I'll read a few pieces from there. 00:00:37.920 --> 00:00:41.640 align:middle line:84% Nothing fictional but the accuracy or arrangement she. 00:00:41.640 --> 00:00:44.640 align:middle line:84% Is not responsible for, not entitled 00:00:44.640 --> 00:00:47.850 align:middle line:90% to it, love, catastrophe. 00:00:47.850 --> 00:00:50.660 align:middle line:90% 00:00:50.660 --> 00:00:54.530 align:middle line:84% Makes music by way of an accidental foot to wine glass 00:00:54.530 --> 00:00:56.690 align:middle line:90% to floor in a gentle he. 00:00:56.690 --> 00:00:59.540 align:middle line:84% A sparkle of shatter and nothing, no nothing, 00:00:59.540 --> 00:01:04.760 align:middle line:84% is ever soundproof for long, if ever, if ever desired. 00:01:04.760 --> 00:01:07.700 align:middle line:84% Waters plants and doesn't water plants. 00:01:07.700 --> 00:01:12.800 align:middle line:84% And the difference conflict, silence, breaking, ship, ocean, 00:01:12.800 --> 00:01:15.440 align:middle line:84% bodies of, and people, real people, 00:01:15.440 --> 00:01:18.710 align:middle line:90% and their respective waters. 00:01:18.710 --> 00:01:20.930 align:middle line:84% Celebrates the birthdays of loved ones 00:01:20.930 --> 00:01:23.270 align:middle line:90% with or without their presence. 00:01:23.270 --> 00:01:25.670 align:middle line:84% A nice dinner champagne, toast, cake, 00:01:25.670 --> 00:01:28.820 align:middle line:84% all of it with friends, family, and whatever such characters, 00:01:28.820 --> 00:01:30.140 align:middle line:90% whoever is on hand. 00:01:30.140 --> 00:01:31.850 align:middle line:90% Nice if you could join us too. 00:01:31.850 --> 00:01:34.690 align:middle line:90% 00:01:34.690 --> 00:01:37.780 align:middle line:84% Gets forced into a narrowing situation 00:01:37.780 --> 00:01:42.130 align:middle line:84% outside the wrong house in a thus narrow outside 00:01:42.130 --> 00:01:47.610 align:middle line:84% laughs uncomfortably as a cheap means of breathing. 00:01:47.610 --> 00:01:51.990 align:middle line:84% Wakes up immediately, leaning for a question, not unusual, 00:01:51.990 --> 00:01:55.800 align:middle line:84% getting to be as if it could be talked about in angles, 00:01:55.800 --> 00:02:00.300 align:middle line:84% as if talking about it was related to progress. 00:02:00.300 --> 00:02:03.720 align:middle line:84% Smokes rapidly as a nod to exercise. 00:02:03.720 --> 00:02:07.610 align:middle line:90% 00:02:07.610 --> 00:02:09.860 align:middle line:84% Associates some people with holidays. 00:02:09.860 --> 00:02:12.890 align:middle line:84% Man of the 4th, Cinco de Mayo girl. 00:02:12.890 --> 00:02:14.990 align:middle line:84% But for the most part something else 00:02:14.990 --> 00:02:17.450 align:middle line:84% due to the content of their conversation. 00:02:17.450 --> 00:02:20.720 align:middle line:84% And nothing more than a personal unadmitted awareness 00:02:20.720 --> 00:02:23.960 align:middle line:84% of a small fleeting or possibly fleeting fact, 00:02:23.960 --> 00:02:26.030 align:middle line:84% proposed over several hours too many 00:02:26.030 --> 00:02:28.880 align:middle line:84% have talked about film and culture and sculpture 00:02:28.880 --> 00:02:31.070 align:middle line:84% and not jazz but Baroque and then pause 00:02:31.070 --> 00:02:33.230 align:middle line:90% to remember, yes, you. 00:02:33.230 --> 00:02:35.480 align:middle line:84% That anyone ever talking about art 00:02:35.480 --> 00:02:38.480 align:middle line:84% is more or less talking about their own person and then 00:02:38.480 --> 00:02:40.610 align:middle line:84% once this is so, then a convenient way 00:02:40.610 --> 00:02:43.490 align:middle line:84% to get to know someone without their explicit knowledge. 00:02:43.490 --> 00:02:48.980 align:middle line:90% 00:02:48.980 --> 00:02:51.110 align:middle line:90% Can never find the right match. 00:02:51.110 --> 00:02:54.890 align:middle line:84% Lights her cigarette on the hot water heater, the gas stove, 00:02:54.890 --> 00:02:57.620 align:middle line:84% the broiler, a stick in someone's mouth. 00:02:57.620 --> 00:02:59.195 align:middle line:90% Lights everything this way. 00:02:59.195 --> 00:03:01.730 align:middle line:90% 00:03:01.730 --> 00:03:05.450 align:middle line:84% Steps insincerely out onto the false balcony, 00:03:05.450 --> 00:03:08.060 align:middle line:90% albeit a genuine need for air. 00:03:08.060 --> 00:03:12.200 align:middle line:84% Party huddling behind her back, formulaic exchanges slipping 00:03:12.200 --> 00:03:15.290 align:middle line:84% under the floorboards, meant to be astonished, 00:03:15.290 --> 00:03:19.160 align:middle line:84% meant to be flattered, desperately inhaling deeply 00:03:19.160 --> 00:03:21.710 align:middle line:90% via a cigarette. 00:03:21.710 --> 00:03:25.190 align:middle line:84% Eats potato chip crumbs off the floor with an emphasis 00:03:25.190 --> 00:03:28.040 align:middle line:84% at times on eating the chip, at times 00:03:28.040 --> 00:03:29.360 align:middle line:90% on keeping the floor clean. 00:03:29.360 --> 00:03:32.740 align:middle line:90% 00:03:32.740 --> 00:03:36.550 align:middle line:84% Participates willingly in an eating contest against a man 00:03:36.550 --> 00:03:38.980 align:middle line:90% quite large for her size. 00:03:38.980 --> 00:03:41.770 align:middle line:84% At the crux of a contest, whispers through her 00:03:41.770 --> 00:03:45.730 align:middle line:84% left shoulder that she couldn't possibly eat another bite. 00:03:45.730 --> 00:03:48.620 align:middle line:84% This is not what is repeated into the rest of the crowd, 00:03:48.620 --> 00:03:50.140 align:middle line:90% including the opponent. 00:03:50.140 --> 00:03:53.530 align:middle line:84% And how it is always often the breach 00:03:53.530 --> 00:03:59.000 align:middle line:84% between the game that is played and the game that is won. 00:03:59.000 --> 00:04:02.810 align:middle line:84% Swallows a bird until she's too short. 00:04:02.810 --> 00:04:06.620 align:middle line:84% Lies down to sleep, missing some limbs, not her own. 00:04:06.620 --> 00:04:09.810 align:middle line:90% 00:04:09.810 --> 00:04:13.740 align:middle line:90% Fakes a residual longing. 00:04:13.740 --> 00:04:16.829 align:middle line:84% Pushes her hair back with someone else's hand. 00:04:16.829 --> 00:04:22.040 align:middle line:84% Different uses of force or waiting for what to blow. 00:04:22.040 --> 00:04:25.010 align:middle line:84% Eats at a fantastic speed, then moving right 00:04:25.010 --> 00:04:27.470 align:middle line:84% on to the next medium of consumption. 00:04:27.470 --> 00:04:31.190 align:middle line:90% 00:04:31.190 --> 00:04:34.490 align:middle line:84% Each day decides upon which of the familiar sounds 00:04:34.490 --> 00:04:38.390 align:middle line:84% to continue taking for granted, which to appreciate anew 00:04:38.390 --> 00:04:42.530 align:middle line:84% this time, which to accommodate mildly, tepidly, 00:04:42.530 --> 00:04:44.060 align:middle line:90% which to temper when. 00:04:44.060 --> 00:04:49.630 align:middle line:90% 00:04:49.630 --> 00:04:52.000 align:middle line:84% Incorrectly keeps looking at someone's face 00:04:52.000 --> 00:04:55.450 align:middle line:84% with a feeling of familiarity, while the true point of memory 00:04:55.450 --> 00:04:58.570 align:middle line:84% hovers in the voice, or even afterwards 00:04:58.570 --> 00:05:01.360 align:middle line:84% the same voice or rather the same timbre 00:05:01.360 --> 00:05:04.825 align:middle line:84% or rather range of pitch and the breaks in your voice as. 00:05:04.825 --> 00:05:09.450 align:middle line:90% 00:05:09.450 --> 00:05:13.110 align:middle line:84% Falling prey to assumptions based on holiday traditions. 00:05:13.110 --> 00:05:16.560 align:middle line:84% Eats the best turkey ever, ever in her life 00:05:16.560 --> 00:05:17.700 align:middle line:90% in the form of a chicken. 00:05:17.700 --> 00:05:23.830 align:middle line:90% 00:05:23.830 --> 00:05:26.140 align:middle line:84% On the brink of giving up on heat, 00:05:26.140 --> 00:05:31.330 align:middle line:84% one big last ditch, to eat for warmth, to bathe for warmth, 00:05:31.330 --> 00:05:35.740 align:middle line:84% to walk for warmth, make love, find love in spite of itself 00:05:35.740 --> 00:05:41.260 align:middle line:84% for warmth, then keeps a catalog of forgettable sounds 00:05:41.260 --> 00:05:43.930 align:middle line:90% and interminable documentary. 00:05:43.930 --> 00:05:46.450 align:middle line:84% As if to forget anything completely 00:05:46.450 --> 00:05:49.120 align:middle line:90% was impossible to desire. 00:05:49.120 --> 00:05:50.860 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:05:50.860 --> 00:05:52.710 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE]