WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.880 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.880 --> 00:00:04.050 align:middle line:84% I'll finish with a poem called "My Daughter Commoner Garden." 00:00:04.050 --> 00:00:07.100 align:middle line:90% 00:00:07.100 --> 00:00:13.370 align:middle line:84% Title comes from a documentary on the Pixies, '90s rock band. 00:00:13.370 --> 00:00:16.340 align:middle line:84% David Bowie in the documentary says in his best upper crust 00:00:16.340 --> 00:00:19.340 align:middle line:84% accent, something like the Pixies were quite good, 00:00:19.340 --> 00:00:21.860 align:middle line:84% but you know they wrote about quite commoner garden 00:00:21.860 --> 00:00:22.715 align:middle line:90% types of subjects. 00:00:22.715 --> 00:00:28.590 align:middle line:90% 00:00:28.590 --> 00:00:32.580 align:middle line:84% There's a little reference to Melville's confidence man. 00:00:32.580 --> 00:00:37.620 align:middle line:84% And by and large, the poem is in dialogue with 00:00:37.620 --> 00:00:41.760 align:middle line:84% or is trying to write through the Black paintings of Goya 00:00:41.760 --> 00:00:42.810 align:middle line:90% that are in the Prado. 00:00:42.810 --> 00:00:47.057 align:middle line:84% The most famous of which is Saturn eating his children, 00:00:47.057 --> 00:00:48.390 align:middle line:90% but that one's not in this poem. 00:00:48.390 --> 00:00:54.480 align:middle line:90% 00:00:54.480 --> 00:00:55.730 align:middle line:90% "My Daughter Commoner Garden." 00:00:55.730 --> 00:00:58.410 align:middle line:90% 00:00:58.410 --> 00:01:02.550 align:middle line:84% Below a half moon, the garden parking lot we take 00:01:02.550 --> 00:01:04.800 align:middle line:90% opened impassive stone. 00:01:04.800 --> 00:01:08.640 align:middle line:84% Empty dead and clean accent allows for pun 00:01:08.640 --> 00:01:10.890 align:middle line:90% as Melville makes. 00:01:10.890 --> 00:01:14.220 align:middle line:84% At every category, its inversion. 00:01:14.220 --> 00:01:17.920 align:middle line:90% At every claim, its life. 00:01:17.920 --> 00:01:23.020 align:middle line:84% The black Guinea cripple taken for a whole operator. 00:01:23.020 --> 00:01:25.180 align:middle line:90% The coin for a counterfeit. 00:01:25.180 --> 00:01:30.220 align:middle line:90% The good man for a wordy one. 00:01:30.220 --> 00:01:32.410 align:middle line:84% Let's marshal our figures for danger. 00:01:32.410 --> 00:01:36.130 align:middle line:84% Twilight and gall for lonesomeness Generation 00:01:36.130 --> 00:01:41.120 align:middle line:84% and night for dissolution, for hearth, for abandon. 00:01:41.120 --> 00:01:47.650 align:middle line:84% Like a Pawnee from ambush foams the Yellow Jacket Missouri. 00:01:47.650 --> 00:01:52.630 align:middle line:84% Make or listen carefully for where they stand. 00:01:52.630 --> 00:01:58.540 align:middle line:84% Goya's Dos Viejos circa 1820 to '23, still I learn. 00:01:58.540 --> 00:02:01.300 align:middle line:90% Old man sinks into his own gaze. 00:02:01.300 --> 00:02:05.230 align:middle line:84% Simian double lays a dark hand on his shoulder, 00:02:05.230 --> 00:02:09.490 align:middle line:84% leans in, intimate whisper, death 00:02:09.490 --> 00:02:13.300 align:middle line:90% grow loud with each of us. 00:02:13.300 --> 00:02:18.220 align:middle line:84% The hollow tubes of cattails bring air down into their roots 00:02:18.220 --> 00:02:23.920 align:middle line:84% a settler shack replica, and they will recreate our house 00:02:23.920 --> 00:02:28.750 align:middle line:84% and say, this was his bag, this your bear. 00:02:28.750 --> 00:02:31.660 align:middle line:84% His nightstand here in Atlas theater 00:02:31.660 --> 00:02:35.260 align:middle line:84% drawn around this bend bargain struck. 00:02:35.260 --> 00:02:39.730 align:middle line:84% Here, the rich give this land for expansion. 00:02:39.730 --> 00:02:45.520 align:middle line:84% 16 ducks, running water, girls cast in bronze, benevolence, 00:02:45.520 --> 00:02:53.170 align:middle line:84% a circle of crepe myrtles, Texas silver leaf or liar's scrub. 00:02:53.170 --> 00:02:58.270 align:middle line:84% Death duels by club legal in Catalonia and Brugada. 00:02:58.270 --> 00:03:02.380 align:middle line:84% Goya's men in their dust to the knees 00:03:02.380 --> 00:03:05.380 align:middle line:90% or float above at colossal. 00:03:05.380 --> 00:03:09.930 align:middle line:84% Stuck, they seem the land itself. 00:03:09.930 --> 00:03:15.710 align:middle line:84% So much little things a decade or gravel of fire road 00:03:15.710 --> 00:03:17.840 align:middle line:90% find their place. 00:03:17.840 --> 00:03:20.420 align:middle line:90% The nudging heart doesn't tire. 00:03:20.420 --> 00:03:22.450 align:middle line:90% It should. 00:03:22.450 --> 00:03:27.010 align:middle line:84% Simple chickadees came from the suburbs on a man's t-shirt. 00:03:27.010 --> 00:03:32.430 align:middle line:84% Sweet genius composite anxious body they make. 00:03:32.430 --> 00:03:35.060 align:middle line:90% Just like this mountain. 00:03:35.060 --> 00:03:36.680 align:middle line:90% It's the same speed. 00:03:36.680 --> 00:03:40.680 align:middle line:84% Somewhere, death is all time coming. 00:03:40.680 --> 00:03:45.110 align:middle line:84% It events, it invents, the connections between light poles 00:03:45.110 --> 00:03:47.930 align:middle line:84% pays the work crews and the lights come on. 00:03:47.930 --> 00:03:51.700 align:middle line:90% See, heart, you should rest. 00:03:51.700 --> 00:03:55.180 align:middle line:90% Money is moving all around. 00:03:55.180 --> 00:03:57.340 align:middle line:90% I look at the other mountain. 00:03:57.340 --> 00:04:00.790 align:middle line:84% Our gazes make two men called valley and plain. 00:04:00.790 --> 00:04:05.560 align:middle line:84% Light spends most of the day on my one side away from them. 00:04:05.560 --> 00:04:10.090 align:middle line:84% And waking up just happens as do the powdered waves of car 00:04:10.090 --> 00:04:12.640 align:middle line:90% packs released by the light. 00:04:12.640 --> 00:04:17.980 align:middle line:84% Traffic, not spray of light from transcendence or straight light 00:04:17.980 --> 00:04:22.000 align:middle line:84% that sometimes silhouettes an owl on the cable above Blair 00:04:22.000 --> 00:04:22.630 align:middle line:90% Street. 00:04:22.630 --> 00:04:26.560 align:middle line:84% So your find yourself with maybe the old hungers 00:04:26.560 --> 00:04:28.750 align:middle line:90% a little quieter. 00:04:28.750 --> 00:04:30.580 align:middle line:90% But no less friendly. 00:04:30.580 --> 00:04:36.850 align:middle line:84% No less ready to turn a warm smile upon us as you come down 00:04:36.850 --> 00:04:43.940 align:middle line:84% our row of cubicles circa 2008 to 2010. 00:04:43.940 --> 00:04:49.440 align:middle line:84% We are together, you and I, server and patients. 00:04:49.440 --> 00:04:54.650 align:middle line:84% We are together, you and I, wolf and phenotype. 00:04:54.650 --> 00:04:58.450 align:middle line:84% We are together, you and I, rainwater and hillside. 00:04:58.450 --> 00:05:02.480 align:middle line:84% We are together, you and I, glory and people say. 00:05:02.480 --> 00:05:07.760 align:middle line:84% We are together, you and I, photograph and people say. 00:05:07.760 --> 00:05:11.810 align:middle line:84% Still, Saturday, cool season turn, 00:05:11.810 --> 00:05:14.720 align:middle line:90% abuses the old prairie house. 00:05:14.720 --> 00:05:17.570 align:middle line:84% Mockingbird swoops cross traffic. 00:05:17.570 --> 00:05:23.810 align:middle line:84% Beads hold fast on the car hoods making mirrors for everyone 00:05:23.810 --> 00:05:25.430 align:middle line:90% for free. 00:05:25.430 --> 00:05:29.310 align:middle line:84% Finally, we see our week's efforts 00:05:29.310 --> 00:05:32.250 align:middle line:90% covered by clean cool sheets. 00:05:32.250 --> 00:05:37.380 align:middle line:84% With one night's sleep, smell sweet shoulder oils 00:05:37.380 --> 00:05:40.830 align:middle line:84% it's still Saturday, and the nation a small 00:05:40.830 --> 00:05:43.830 align:middle line:84% and floating three inches above its land. 00:05:43.830 --> 00:05:47.865 align:middle line:84% No corner of which doesn't offer itself as night. 00:05:47.865 --> 00:05:51.000 align:middle line:90% 00:05:51.000 --> 00:05:52.710 align:middle line:90% I'll be Michael. 00:05:52.710 --> 00:05:57.450 align:middle line:90% The universe can be Lisa Marie. 00:05:57.450 --> 00:06:01.920 align:middle line:90% Goya's fate raked in dark gray. 00:06:01.920 --> 00:06:06.960 align:middle line:84% White death burn simple faced float above the yellow plain. 00:06:06.960 --> 00:06:11.130 align:middle line:84% You have to believe no matter what the universe is 00:06:11.130 --> 00:06:15.180 align:middle line:90% as exactly as it needs to be. 00:06:15.180 --> 00:06:18.420 align:middle line:84% Along this ridgescape the people mark the hills. 00:06:18.420 --> 00:06:23.190 align:middle line:84% Dark hills and rock and dirt burnt soil about the folk 00:06:23.190 --> 00:06:24.780 align:middle line:90% play their parts. 00:06:24.780 --> 00:06:28.380 align:middle line:84% You have to believe this massive panorama 00:06:28.380 --> 00:06:32.310 align:middle line:84% that we are set close to witches in the painting whose 00:06:32.310 --> 00:06:37.470 align:middle line:84% grouped bulk fills the frame and a cabro breathes out, 00:06:37.470 --> 00:06:40.250 align:middle line:90% sweet Earth, return. 00:06:40.250 --> 00:06:43.550 align:middle line:84% The bulk of witches made animate by their bright eyes. 00:06:43.550 --> 00:06:47.810 align:middle line:84% You have to believe it is quiet outside my exchange of glances 00:06:47.810 --> 00:06:49.370 align:middle line:90% with the witches. 00:06:49.370 --> 00:06:54.200 align:middle line:84% Pretty, blurry, pink mouth pushing out to land. 00:06:54.200 --> 00:06:55.820 align:middle line:90% Witches to land. 00:06:55.820 --> 00:07:01.760 align:middle line:84% Help me make a figure for our fear of return. 00:07:01.760 --> 00:07:04.610 align:middle line:84% Life gets made but not because we 00:07:04.610 --> 00:07:09.160 align:middle line:84% had to carry the debtors' burden of faith. 00:07:09.160 --> 00:07:12.190 align:middle line:84% Fuck the universe and its way of opening 00:07:12.190 --> 00:07:15.700 align:middle line:90% its carapace into wings. 00:07:15.700 --> 00:07:20.560 align:middle line:84% One day, you get in the car and trust your dad 00:07:20.560 --> 00:07:26.800 align:middle line:84% and ignore the showered ones he talks to to get things from. 00:07:26.800 --> 00:07:30.520 align:middle line:84% Somehow, frogs get all the way up this hill 00:07:30.520 --> 00:07:36.550 align:middle line:84% find an underside of a succulent for to tuck their nut and eggs. 00:07:36.550 --> 00:07:40.570 align:middle line:84% We are at the edge of the country. 00:07:40.570 --> 00:07:47.180 align:middle line:84% Upon the face of the waters, Japan sends its things. 00:07:47.180 --> 00:07:53.030 align:middle line:84% China and New Jersey send their containers. 00:07:53.030 --> 00:07:55.430 align:middle line:90% The sun knows where it sleeps. 00:07:55.430 --> 00:07:59.810 align:middle line:90% No one is coming to kill us. 00:07:59.810 --> 00:08:04.400 align:middle line:84% No one is coming to cut off our hands. 00:08:04.400 --> 00:08:07.510 align:middle line:90% 00:08:07.510 --> 00:08:08.050 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:08:08.050 --> 00:08:09.500 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:08:09.500 --> 00:08:10.000 align:middle line:90%