WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.009 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.009 --> 00:00:08.670 align:middle line:84% I'm going to change a little bit and read some prose. 00:00:08.670 --> 00:00:10.830 align:middle line:90% This from a broken bottle. 00:00:10.830 --> 00:00:14.105 align:middle line:90% 00:00:14.105 --> 00:00:15.980 align:middle line:84% From a Broken Bottle Traces of Perfumes still 00:00:15.980 --> 00:00:22.880 align:middle line:84% Emanate, which, as Charles noted, is a series of fictions 00:00:22.880 --> 00:00:25.550 align:middle line:84% that I've been writing for a while. 00:00:25.550 --> 00:00:30.770 align:middle line:84% And they take the form of letters-- 00:00:30.770 --> 00:00:33.530 align:middle line:84% epistolary novels, I guess you'd call them. 00:00:33.530 --> 00:00:35.660 align:middle line:84% And Bass Cathedral, the one I'm going to read from, 00:00:35.660 --> 00:00:37.145 align:middle line:84% is the fourth in the series so far. 00:00:37.145 --> 00:00:39.650 align:middle line:90% 00:00:39.650 --> 00:00:45.470 align:middle line:84% In this work, I write as a musician trying 00:00:45.470 --> 00:00:48.590 align:middle line:90% to turn fantasy into fiction. 00:00:48.590 --> 00:00:51.230 align:middle line:84% I write as a musician named "N."-- 00:00:51.230 --> 00:00:52.680 align:middle line:90% n, period. 00:00:52.680 --> 00:00:58.490 align:middle line:84% And based in LA, late 70s, early 80s-- 00:00:58.490 --> 00:01:02.420 align:middle line:84% founder of a band called The Deconstructive Woodwind Chorus, 00:01:02.420 --> 00:01:05.360 align:middle line:84% whose name changed to the Mystic Horn Society 00:01:05.360 --> 00:01:07.040 align:middle line:90% and then changed again. 00:01:07.040 --> 00:01:13.940 align:middle line:84% And the letters have to do with the music compositions. 00:01:13.940 --> 00:01:18.027 align:middle line:84% They're often accompanied by a tape. 00:01:18.027 --> 00:01:19.610 align:middle line:84% The letters are addressed to an angel. 00:01:19.610 --> 00:01:22.790 align:middle line:84% They all begin, "dear angel of dust". 00:01:22.790 --> 00:01:25.130 align:middle line:84% Dreams have a lot to do with them. 00:01:25.130 --> 00:01:27.560 align:middle line:90% They're dream books, of sorts. 00:01:27.560 --> 00:01:31.790 align:middle line:84% The very first letter begins with the dream in which-- 00:01:31.790 --> 00:01:35.900 align:middle line:84% N. Dreams that he is playing John Coltrane's tune 00:01:35.900 --> 00:01:38.330 align:middle line:90% Naima on a bass clarinet. 00:01:38.330 --> 00:01:40.580 align:middle line:84% No doubt, the bass clarinet that was 00:01:40.580 --> 00:01:43.490 align:middle line:84% owned by Eric Dolphy that was given to John Coltrane 00:01:43.490 --> 00:01:45.770 align:middle line:84% after Dolphy died by Dolphy's mother. 00:01:45.770 --> 00:01:48.590 align:middle line:90% 00:01:48.590 --> 00:01:52.100 align:middle line:84% So there's a lot of that, and this is one 00:01:52.100 --> 00:01:57.440 align:middle line:90% of those that dips into dream. 00:01:57.440 --> 00:01:59.330 align:middle line:84% Or what might have been real as N. says, 00:01:59.330 --> 00:02:02.870 align:middle line:84% he's not sure whether he dreamed it or not. 00:02:02.870 --> 00:02:03.813 align:middle line:90% It's a long letter. 00:02:03.813 --> 00:02:05.480 align:middle line:84% Some of the letters get to be very long, 00:02:05.480 --> 00:02:08.190 align:middle line:84% and this one is too long to read in its entirety. 00:02:08.190 --> 00:02:09.919 align:middle line:84% But I wanted to read the opening of it. 00:02:09.919 --> 00:02:13.520 align:middle line:84% And then I wanted to read the last few pages, in which, 00:02:13.520 --> 00:02:17.960 align:middle line:84% in the course of Bass Cathedral, N. is 00:02:17.960 --> 00:02:19.640 align:middle line:90% playing more and more trumpet-- 00:02:19.640 --> 00:02:24.260 align:middle line:84% and having started off as mainly a reed player. 00:02:24.260 --> 00:02:28.490 align:middle line:84% And they do a number that he takes a solo 00:02:28.490 --> 00:02:31.730 align:middle line:84% on, and then the other members of the band solo. 00:02:31.730 --> 00:02:34.610 align:middle line:84% And then he decides to take a second solo. 00:02:34.610 --> 00:02:37.520 align:middle line:84% And I want to get to that second solo which ends the letter. 00:02:37.520 --> 00:02:42.170 align:middle line:84% But let me begin as he does with telling 00:02:42.170 --> 00:02:44.510 align:middle line:84% a bit about this incident that might have been a dream 00:02:44.510 --> 00:02:47.150 align:middle line:90% and might not have been a dream. 00:02:47.150 --> 00:02:51.530 align:middle line:84% "Dear angel of dust, my mother and everyone else in my family 00:02:51.530 --> 00:02:53.330 align:middle line:90% insist it never happened. 00:02:53.330 --> 00:02:55.730 align:middle line:90% So maybe it was a dream. 00:02:55.730 --> 00:02:57.860 align:middle line:84% Or maybe it's something I hallucinated at that time 00:02:57.860 --> 00:03:01.040 align:middle line:84% I had a serious fever when I was four. 00:03:01.040 --> 00:03:03.710 align:middle line:84% Whether it was a stage, or a gymnasium floor, it was on, 00:03:03.710 --> 00:03:05.300 align:middle line:90% I can't say. 00:03:05.300 --> 00:03:07.320 align:middle line:84% People sat in seats, the rows of which 00:03:07.320 --> 00:03:08.960 align:middle line:90% receded at a steep angle-- 00:03:08.960 --> 00:03:11.870 align:middle line:84% higher up as they went farther back. 00:03:11.870 --> 00:03:13.670 align:middle line:90% They sat looking down at us. 00:03:13.670 --> 00:03:18.110 align:middle line:84% I stood on the stage, or the gymnasium floor, a small boy-- 00:03:18.110 --> 00:03:21.440 align:middle line:90% three, perhaps four years old. 00:03:21.440 --> 00:03:24.380 align:middle line:84% A tall man wearing a tuxedo stood on my left. 00:03:24.380 --> 00:03:28.100 align:middle line:84% A woman in a one piece bathing suit stood on my right. 00:03:28.100 --> 00:03:29.510 align:middle line:90% She was wearing high heels. 00:03:29.510 --> 00:03:31.580 align:middle line:90% He wore a top hat. 00:03:31.580 --> 00:03:33.680 align:middle line:84% He repeatedly called her his assistant, 00:03:33.680 --> 00:03:35.540 align:middle line:90% his lovely assistant. 00:03:35.540 --> 00:03:38.030 align:middle line:84% No action of her's is not introduced by him announcing, 00:03:38.030 --> 00:03:42.590 align:middle line:84% his lovely assistant would now do this or that. 00:03:42.590 --> 00:03:44.750 align:middle line:84% I stood on a stool I had been helped on to 00:03:44.750 --> 00:03:48.020 align:middle line:84% by the two of them, each of them taking hold of one of my arms 00:03:48.020 --> 00:03:50.780 align:middle line:90% just above the elbow. 00:03:50.780 --> 00:03:54.210 align:middle line:84% The man in the tuxedo held a funnel and a glass of water-- 00:03:54.210 --> 00:03:57.950 align:middle line:84% the woman in the one piece bathing suit, a porcelain bowl. 00:03:57.950 --> 00:04:00.260 align:middle line:84% My lovely assistant will now hold the bowl up 00:04:00.260 --> 00:04:02.000 align:middle line:90% to the boy's ear, he announced. 00:04:02.000 --> 00:04:03.770 align:middle line:90% And she did. 00:04:03.770 --> 00:04:06.980 align:middle line:84% He asked me to tilt my head to the right, which I did. 00:04:06.980 --> 00:04:09.770 align:middle line:84% Whereupon he put the tip of the funnel into my left ear 00:04:09.770 --> 00:04:12.800 align:middle line:84% and proceeded to pour the water into it. 00:04:12.800 --> 00:04:14.960 align:middle line:90% The water went through my head. 00:04:14.960 --> 00:04:17.690 align:middle line:84% It went into my left ear and came out of my right, 00:04:17.690 --> 00:04:19.910 align:middle line:84% slowing somewhat as it did so, but flowing through 00:04:19.910 --> 00:04:21.019 align:middle line:90% nonetheless. 00:04:21.019 --> 00:04:25.400 align:middle line:84% Trickling out of my right ear into the bowl the woman held. 00:04:25.400 --> 00:04:28.310 align:middle line:84% The man in the tuxedo completely emptied the glass of water 00:04:28.310 --> 00:04:30.320 align:middle line:90% into my ear. 00:04:30.320 --> 00:04:32.090 align:middle line:84% Once all the water was in the bowl, 00:04:32.090 --> 00:04:34.880 align:middle line:84% he said I could bring my head back up, 00:04:34.880 --> 00:04:36.150 align:middle line:90% hold it straight again-- 00:04:36.150 --> 00:04:38.210 align:middle line:90% which I did. 00:04:38.210 --> 00:04:41.060 align:middle line:84% I must have looked perplexed, alarmed, 00:04:41.060 --> 00:04:44.570 align:middle line:84% at a loss as to how the water had gone through my head. 00:04:44.570 --> 00:04:47.750 align:middle line:84% The audience applauded, and laughed as they applauded. 00:04:47.750 --> 00:04:49.730 align:middle line:84% The joke, if there was a joke, I couldn't 00:04:49.730 --> 00:04:52.610 align:middle line:90% help sensing was on me. 00:04:52.610 --> 00:04:54.560 align:middle line:84% When the applause and laughter subsided, 00:04:54.560 --> 00:04:57.020 align:middle line:84% I heard the sound of water, trickling water, 00:04:57.020 --> 00:04:58.850 align:middle line:90% deep inside my ear-- 00:04:58.850 --> 00:05:01.070 align:middle line:84% the sound of a babbling brook almost. 00:05:01.070 --> 00:05:04.310 align:middle line:84% An nsansic, mbiric, thumb pianistic sense 00:05:04.310 --> 00:05:07.160 align:middle line:84% of ongoingness and flow, ictic insistence 00:05:07.160 --> 00:05:10.670 align:middle line:90% to the n-th unremitting degree. 00:05:10.670 --> 00:05:13.930 align:middle line:84% So it began, as far as I can remember. 00:05:13.930 --> 00:05:16.390 align:middle line:84% So began the trickle I've heard ever since. 00:05:16.390 --> 00:05:19.330 align:middle line:84% The sound of water that's never not there, and that came 00:05:19.330 --> 00:05:24.370 align:middle line:84% into play, overt play, during the gig we played last night. 00:05:24.370 --> 00:05:28.600 align:middle line:84% Yes, we at last got a gig after all these months. 00:05:28.600 --> 00:05:30.430 align:middle line:84% The fellow who runs the Blue Light Lounge 00:05:30.430 --> 00:05:31.630 align:middle line:90% called on Thursday. 00:05:31.630 --> 00:05:33.220 align:middle line:84% And said, the band from Portland that 00:05:33.220 --> 00:05:35.530 align:middle line:84% was scheduled to play Friday, Saturday, and Sunday, 00:05:35.530 --> 00:05:38.950 align:middle line:84% couldn't make it, and asked if we could fill in. 00:05:38.950 --> 00:05:41.860 align:middle line:90% Needless to say, we said yes. 00:05:41.860 --> 00:05:44.410 align:middle line:84% We were about to burst with the new pieces we'd written, 00:05:44.410 --> 00:05:47.560 align:middle line:84% and the call came out a minute too soon. 00:05:47.560 --> 00:05:49.510 align:middle line:84% It was a gig which had its moments, 00:05:49.510 --> 00:05:51.070 align:middle line:90% more than a few moments. 00:05:51.070 --> 00:05:53.800 align:middle line:84% Many of these provided by the new pieces we played publicly 00:05:53.800 --> 00:05:55.210 align:middle line:90% for the first time. 00:05:55.210 --> 00:06:00.820 align:middle line:84% Book of Elysian Escort and Sekhet Aaru Strut. 00:06:00.820 --> 00:06:03.970 align:middle line:84% The former, for example, offering among others, 00:06:03.970 --> 00:06:06.310 align:middle line:84% what we've come to call an X-ray moment-- 00:06:06.310 --> 00:06:10.892 align:middle line:84% see-through amenities afforded by extreme self-inflection." 00:06:10.892 --> 00:06:11.392 align:middle line:90%