WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:04.150 align:middle line:90% 00:00:04.150 --> 00:00:09.850 align:middle line:84% I'm going to read from Nod House, which is the book that 00:00:09.850 --> 00:00:12.110 align:middle line:90% followed Splay Anthem. 00:00:12.110 --> 00:00:15.670 align:middle line:84% Splay Anthem ends with the section called "Nub." 00:00:15.670 --> 00:00:18.700 align:middle line:84% And increasingly, the poems have to do 00:00:18.700 --> 00:00:20.680 align:middle line:84% with a group of travelers, a kind 00:00:20.680 --> 00:00:26.710 align:middle line:84% of lost, ambiguously defined tribe. 00:00:26.710 --> 00:00:28.570 align:middle line:84% And they move into a place-- or the place 00:00:28.570 --> 00:00:31.450 align:middle line:84% they live in becomes a place called 00:00:31.450 --> 00:00:38.230 align:middle line:84% Nub, which gets at, obviously, certain senses of diminution. 00:00:38.230 --> 00:00:44.470 align:middle line:84% And in Nod House, that continues, 00:00:44.470 --> 00:00:48.970 align:middle line:84% but Nub moves into a place called Quag. 00:00:48.970 --> 00:00:52.450 align:middle line:84% And this is one of the poems that 00:00:52.450 --> 00:00:54.340 align:middle line:90% first registers that movement. 00:00:54.340 --> 00:00:57.790 align:middle line:84% It's called "Sound and Subsequence," 00:00:57.790 --> 00:00:59.950 align:middle line:84% and it's part of the "Mu" series, 00:00:59.950 --> 00:01:02.530 align:middle line:90% as was the last poem I read. 00:01:02.530 --> 00:01:03.940 align:middle line:90% "Mu" 42nd part. 00:01:03.940 --> 00:01:06.580 align:middle line:90% 00:01:06.580 --> 00:01:11.260 align:middle line:84% "Next, it was Nub's new colony, Quag, we were in. 00:01:11.260 --> 00:01:13.720 align:middle line:84% Music's weapons for the weaponless, not the ones 00:01:13.720 --> 00:01:16.420 align:middle line:90% we were looking for. 00:01:16.420 --> 00:01:18.850 align:middle line:84% Struck zithers lay in wait behind a bush 00:01:18.850 --> 00:01:24.820 align:middle line:84% on the side of the road, spike fiddles lay in wait as well. 00:01:24.820 --> 00:01:27.940 align:middle line:84% What it am, we blurted out without thinking, 00:01:27.940 --> 00:01:30.820 align:middle line:90% throwbacks against our will. 00:01:30.820 --> 00:01:35.320 align:middle line:84% We were there at B'Head's behest, melon patch inhabitants 00:01:35.320 --> 00:01:36.700 align:middle line:90% airlifted in. 00:01:36.700 --> 00:01:40.510 align:middle line:90% Smashed heads marked our spot. 00:01:40.510 --> 00:01:43.810 align:middle line:84% We moved in as night fell or as day broke, 00:01:43.810 --> 00:01:46.660 align:middle line:90% little way of knowing which. 00:01:46.660 --> 00:01:49.060 align:middle line:84% We lay stitched into the landscape, 00:01:49.060 --> 00:01:52.510 align:middle line:84% dressed in laugh jackets, naked if not for scrub we 00:01:52.510 --> 00:01:54.520 align:middle line:90% crawled under. 00:01:54.520 --> 00:01:55.810 align:middle line:90% We lay on our stomachs. 00:01:55.810 --> 00:01:58.450 align:middle line:84% A flat planet lay under us it seemed. 00:01:58.450 --> 00:02:00.460 align:middle line:84% Cloth our laugh jackets were made of 00:02:00.460 --> 00:02:04.540 align:middle line:84% made us giggle, giggle part wince, wince part giggle. 00:02:04.540 --> 00:02:08.080 align:middle line:90% Rough threads worked our ribs. 00:02:08.080 --> 00:02:10.180 align:middle line:84% We lay stitched into Quag's interior, 00:02:10.180 --> 00:02:14.740 align:middle line:84% face down, sniffed our jackets' bouquet. 00:02:14.740 --> 00:02:19.480 align:middle line:84% Made-up odors made us giddy, gas we'd have sworn it was. 00:02:19.480 --> 00:02:22.810 align:middle line:84% Scratched-up elbows, we pulled ourselves along on. 00:02:22.810 --> 00:02:26.770 align:middle line:90% Legs and bodies dragged in back. 00:02:26.770 --> 00:02:30.580 align:middle line:84% Moaning voices lay close to the ground, an acoustic scrub we 00:02:30.580 --> 00:02:34.150 align:middle line:84% inched our way under, lay close, cut upward. 00:02:34.150 --> 00:02:37.840 align:middle line:84% 'Singing,' some called it, keened, kept us going, 00:02:37.840 --> 00:02:40.450 align:middle line:90% kept us at bay. 00:02:40.450 --> 00:02:43.870 align:middle line:84% Laughing not to cry, but cried even so. 00:02:43.870 --> 00:02:48.370 align:middle line:84% That we were there but not there was no relief. 00:02:48.370 --> 00:02:52.780 align:middle line:84% 'Aman, Aman,' we made out, not sure what we made out, knew, 00:02:52.780 --> 00:02:54.883 align:middle line:90% not admitting we knew. 00:02:54.883 --> 00:02:58.270 align:middle line:90% [PAGE TURNING] 00:02:58.270 --> 00:02:59.870 align:middle line:84% Come what might have been morning, 00:02:59.870 --> 00:03:02.950 align:middle line:84% they opened their eyes assaulted by leaf light. 00:03:02.950 --> 00:03:06.520 align:middle line:84% Sun's bounce of image off top side, underside. 00:03:06.520 --> 00:03:10.930 align:middle line:84% Looked, it seemed, again up Sophia's dress. 00:03:10.930 --> 00:03:14.800 align:middle line:84% The same song we'd have sung, they sang. 00:03:14.800 --> 00:03:18.220 align:middle line:84% Buttocks as-if'd into his outstretched hand, 00:03:18.220 --> 00:03:21.910 align:middle line:84% he the high priest whose apostles they'd have been, 00:03:21.910 --> 00:03:29.320 align:middle line:84% aromatic loin gaps, evaporative adamance, fruit-like lower lip. 00:03:29.320 --> 00:03:33.520 align:middle line:84% What it wanted to say left unsaid again, as if to be 00:03:33.520 --> 00:03:36.820 align:middle line:90% was to be always elsewhere. 00:03:36.820 --> 00:03:39.580 align:middle line:84% A room with no fourth wall missing, no one 00:03:39.580 --> 00:03:43.660 align:middle line:90% outside knowing what went on. 00:03:43.660 --> 00:03:45.610 align:middle line:84% Late afternoon it turned out to be, 00:03:45.610 --> 00:03:49.300 align:middle line:84% the apocryphal she newly draped in sortilege. 00:03:49.300 --> 00:03:53.590 align:middle line:84% This, the new goat-faced angel, the would-be book 00:03:53.590 --> 00:03:56.770 align:middle line:90% they'd have read began. 00:03:56.770 --> 00:03:59.590 align:middle line:90% So spoke the 'he' they sang of. 00:03:59.590 --> 00:04:01.600 align:middle line:84% So had there been a book, the book 00:04:01.600 --> 00:04:06.040 align:middle line:84% they thumbed, so said we, translating the ground we lay 00:04:06.040 --> 00:04:10.810 align:middle line:84% stitched in, sung about sophic light we lay deprived of, 00:04:10.810 --> 00:04:16.120 align:middle line:84% leaflet embroidery, lit but invisible, songs moot, 00:04:16.120 --> 00:04:18.144 align:middle line:90% suzerainty crushed. 00:04:18.144 --> 00:04:22.520 align:middle line:90% 00:04:22.520 --> 00:04:26.600 align:middle line:84% The motion of tones telling sight's demise. 00:04:26.600 --> 00:04:29.285 align:middle line:84% The motion of tones beaked and feathered, we sensed. 00:04:29.285 --> 00:04:32.720 align:middle line:90% 00:04:32.720 --> 00:04:37.070 align:middle line:84% We lay so still we felt a tree fall 1,000 miles away. 00:04:37.070 --> 00:04:41.600 align:middle line:84% Outside, such as it was, we turned in. 00:04:41.600 --> 00:04:45.590 align:middle line:84% Turning into birds, we cracked seeds between our teeth. 00:04:45.590 --> 00:04:48.170 align:middle line:84% It was the morning after sight's demise. 00:04:48.170 --> 00:04:53.980 align:middle line:84% We disembarked, a boat we thought it was we'd been on. 00:04:53.980 --> 00:04:56.860 align:middle line:84% Gold-faced allure, we could only imagine. 00:04:56.860 --> 00:04:58.840 align:middle line:84% A satyr's trunk translated upward, 00:04:58.840 --> 00:05:02.410 align:middle line:84% we thought, a reign of black hair obsessed over, 00:05:02.410 --> 00:05:08.860 align:middle line:84% the tip of his tongue assessing her lips, teeth, tongue. 00:05:08.860 --> 00:05:11.110 align:middle line:84% The same song we'd have sung leaflet 00:05:11.110 --> 00:05:17.020 align:middle line:84% abscondity, leaflet revelation, sophic rump. 00:05:17.020 --> 00:05:18.880 align:middle line:90% Better not to have been-- 00:05:18.880 --> 00:05:20.830 align:middle line:84% better not to have seen than to have 00:05:20.830 --> 00:05:22.780 align:middle line:90% seen what we couldn't have. 00:05:22.780 --> 00:05:26.530 align:middle line:84% Better to be blind, we'd have sung. 00:05:26.530 --> 00:05:28.240 align:middle line:84% Eked out accompaniment, the world 00:05:28.240 --> 00:05:32.680 align:middle line:84% ours fell away from, the motion of tones having nothing to say. 00:05:32.680 --> 00:05:36.540 align:middle line:90% 00:05:36.540 --> 00:05:41.280 align:middle line:84% Basking aloft in bodily heaven, we came down. 00:05:41.280 --> 00:05:45.210 align:middle line:84% Quag's malaise lay behind us even so. 00:05:45.210 --> 00:05:48.690 align:middle line:84% Sophia sighed, wanting something else. 00:05:48.690 --> 00:05:51.000 align:middle line:84% She heard the woman with the bell in her throat, 00:05:51.000 --> 00:05:56.460 align:middle line:84% backed by strings, adieu, backed by rattling drums. 00:05:56.460 --> 00:05:59.460 align:middle line:84% There was a man, she said, liked that she 00:05:59.460 --> 00:06:01.710 align:middle line:90% let his hand up her leg. 00:06:01.710 --> 00:06:04.050 align:middle line:84% Said it so near the near side of singing, 00:06:04.050 --> 00:06:09.510 align:middle line:84% she sang, song so understated we wept. 00:06:09.510 --> 00:06:11.820 align:middle line:84% Saying the moment, living unsung time, 00:06:11.820 --> 00:06:14.970 align:middle line:84% she said, mouth a mere slip, rude amenity. 00:06:14.970 --> 00:06:19.860 align:middle line:84% She said she wiped spit from her lips after they kissed. 00:06:19.860 --> 00:06:23.130 align:middle line:84% Made-up words, the words they sang. 00:06:23.130 --> 00:06:27.420 align:middle line:84% The song, not one they knew, Quag's high-country scat 00:06:27.420 --> 00:06:33.960 align:middle line:84% filled with helium, wind, warble, snort. 00:06:33.960 --> 00:06:36.660 align:middle line:84% It was the song newly known to us 00:06:36.660 --> 00:06:41.490 align:middle line:84% we'd sing forever, lost, utopic, wandering, toe tip 00:06:41.490 --> 00:06:43.520 align:middle line:90% to head of hair." 00:06:43.520 --> 00:06:46.486 align:middle line:90%