WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.170 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.170 --> 00:00:04.230 align:middle line:90% "Neva" 00:00:04.230 --> 00:00:09.030 align:middle line:84% "I'm not human for you, smallest side of a pin whom I love. 00:00:09.030 --> 00:00:13.290 align:middle line:84% Summer in Boston, water of the lake, blue and cold 00:00:13.290 --> 00:00:14.700 align:middle line:90% at the bottom. 00:00:14.700 --> 00:00:18.840 align:middle line:84% Akhmatova said, the cold fire of the heart. 00:00:18.840 --> 00:00:20.820 align:middle line:90% I will quote her. 00:00:20.820 --> 00:00:22.890 align:middle line:90% Remember me. 00:00:22.890 --> 00:00:26.550 align:middle line:84% I am alive like the coathanger twisted for abortion. 00:00:26.550 --> 00:00:28.950 align:middle line:90% No, that is not the truth. 00:00:28.950 --> 00:00:32.070 align:middle line:84% Akhmatova would say something subtler, something 00:00:32.070 --> 00:00:34.980 align:middle line:84% about the mildness of the Neva in winter, 00:00:34.980 --> 00:00:39.600 align:middle line:84% how her love is a shadow at dusk moving across the sky 00:00:39.600 --> 00:00:41.340 align:middle line:90% as it dies. 00:00:41.340 --> 00:00:43.950 align:middle line:90% My love is not like that. 00:00:43.950 --> 00:00:47.884 align:middle line:90% I am like that as I disappear." 00:00:47.884 --> 00:00:48.384 align:middle line:90%