WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.290 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.290 --> 00:00:02.065 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:02.065 --> 00:00:04.440 align:middle line:84% Although it kind of creeps me out to think of my daughter 00:00:04.440 --> 00:00:06.520 align:middle line:90% as a publication. 00:00:06.520 --> 00:00:10.230 align:middle line:84% I don't think I can put her on my CV at the very least. 00:00:10.230 --> 00:00:12.960 align:middle line:84% Anyway thank you so much to Jenny for coming down 00:00:12.960 --> 00:00:15.380 align:middle line:84% and to everyone here again tonight. 00:00:15.380 --> 00:00:18.765 align:middle line:84% So it's awesome to see this many people at a reading. 00:00:18.765 --> 00:00:20.640 align:middle line:84% And thank you also to the English department, 00:00:20.640 --> 00:00:23.057 align:middle line:84% which is co-sponsoring this event through the Convergences 00:00:23.057 --> 00:00:24.960 align:middle line:90% Series this year. 00:00:24.960 --> 00:00:26.910 align:middle line:84% And the theme this year is the body. 00:00:26.910 --> 00:00:28.952 align:middle line:84% And Jenny's first book is in fact The Body. 00:00:28.952 --> 00:00:31.410 align:middle line:84% And I think we'll probably hear a little bit about the body 00:00:31.410 --> 00:00:33.210 align:middle line:90% in her work tonight. 00:00:33.210 --> 00:00:35.910 align:middle line:84% So as I've been doing before I'm pitching these introductions 00:00:35.910 --> 00:00:39.450 align:middle line:84% as lessons in hybridity, so this is number three. 00:00:39.450 --> 00:00:41.400 align:middle line:90% Jenny Boully. 00:00:41.400 --> 00:00:45.690 align:middle line:84% A hybrid is a seamed thing that lives above and subsists 00:00:45.690 --> 00:00:48.210 align:middle line:84% on the fire of seam, itself, where 00:00:48.210 --> 00:00:50.520 align:middle line:84% the Earth's crust is thinnest and what's below 00:00:50.520 --> 00:00:52.770 align:middle line:90% can serve as fuel. 00:00:52.770 --> 00:00:56.100 align:middle line:84% Hybrid feeds on seam or the steam 00:00:56.100 --> 00:00:58.620 align:middle line:84% that emanates from cracks when something underneath gets 00:00:58.620 --> 00:01:01.440 align:middle line:84% superheated and must at last emerge. 00:01:01.440 --> 00:01:04.920 align:middle line:84% Those people are excited about hybridity. 00:01:04.920 --> 00:01:06.480 align:middle line:90% As they should be. 00:01:06.480 --> 00:01:09.630 align:middle line:84% Jenny Boully's work is self-evidently seamed. 00:01:09.630 --> 00:01:13.020 align:middle line:84% If all text is a body, and I believe that it is, 00:01:13.020 --> 00:01:16.050 align:middle line:84% then Jenny Boully's drawn to where that body splits and does 00:01:16.050 --> 00:01:18.720 align:middle line:90% not mend and becomes multiple. 00:01:18.720 --> 00:01:21.750 align:middle line:84% Its open wounds, its amputations, 00:01:21.750 --> 00:01:24.270 align:middle line:84% a little voice floating in a field of voice, 00:01:24.270 --> 00:01:26.520 align:middle line:90% its sutures, its erasures. 00:01:26.520 --> 00:01:29.310 align:middle line:84% See for instance her first book, The Body, 00:01:29.310 --> 00:01:31.530 align:middle line:90% footnotes in an absent text. 00:01:31.530 --> 00:01:34.020 align:middle line:84% See for instance her Not Merely Because 00:01:34.020 --> 00:01:36.600 align:middle line:84% of the Unknown That Was Stalking Toward Them, 00:01:36.600 --> 00:01:39.030 align:middle line:84% a double narrative of Peter Pan, one 00:01:39.030 --> 00:01:41.310 align:middle line:84% floating atop the other like concentric 00:01:41.310 --> 00:01:43.710 align:middle line:90% descending tectonic plates. 00:01:43.710 --> 00:01:46.380 align:middle line:84% See also The Book of Beginnings and Endings, which 00:01:46.380 --> 00:01:48.090 align:middle line:84% includes just those with the middles 00:01:48.090 --> 00:01:50.220 align:middle line:90% of the books eviscerated. 00:01:50.220 --> 00:01:52.620 align:middle line:84% Or consider her newest book and her first that 00:01:52.620 --> 00:01:56.040 align:middle line:84% includes actual lineated poems which we have up here: 00:01:56.040 --> 00:01:59.370 align:middle line:84% Of the Mismatched Teacups, of the Single Serving Spoons: 00:01:59.370 --> 00:02:01.440 align:middle line:90% a Book of Failures. 00:02:01.440 --> 00:02:04.440 align:middle line:84% What else but a hybrid would present a book of failures, 00:02:04.440 --> 00:02:06.840 align:middle line:84% offering them up collected to be dissected, 00:02:06.840 --> 00:02:09.840 align:middle line:90% seams and weaknesses and all. 00:02:09.840 --> 00:02:12.120 align:middle line:90% Even her bio suggests the split. 00:02:12.120 --> 00:02:15.180 align:middle line:84% Born in Thailand, she grew up in Texas. 00:02:15.180 --> 00:02:18.000 align:middle line:84% She's not fully either nor both, exactly. 00:02:18.000 --> 00:02:21.330 align:middle line:84% Not Thai nor Texan, but somewhere in the split between. 00:02:21.330 --> 00:02:24.390 align:middle line:84% Not located so much as dislocated, as in her essay 00:02:24.390 --> 00:02:27.690 align:middle line:84% A Short Essay on Being in which she writes about her Thainess 00:02:27.690 --> 00:02:28.710 align:middle line:90% in Texas. 00:02:28.710 --> 00:02:30.990 align:middle line:84% "You don't show others their errors. 00:02:30.990 --> 00:02:34.140 align:middle line:84% You let them eventually come to learn the errors of their ways 00:02:34.140 --> 00:02:37.080 align:middle line:84% and have them come to you for forgiveness later." 00:02:37.080 --> 00:02:38.820 align:middle line:90% That is, you layer. 00:02:38.820 --> 00:02:41.490 align:middle line:84% You lay in wait, you take what's given. 00:02:41.490 --> 00:02:46.140 align:middle line:84% For a long time, you might burn or eventually turn to stone. 00:02:46.140 --> 00:02:48.270 align:middle line:90% So here's the lesson. 00:02:48.270 --> 00:02:50.670 align:middle line:90% Find a seam and occupy it. 00:02:50.670 --> 00:02:53.160 align:middle line:84% Take strength from it like a salamander. 00:02:53.160 --> 00:02:55.350 align:middle line:84% I mean the fire lizard from myth, 00:02:55.350 --> 00:02:58.770 align:middle line:84% not the cute, wet thing that sings of slime. 00:02:58.770 --> 00:03:02.820 align:middle line:84% And seam I mean a crack in language or in genre or in form 00:03:02.820 --> 00:03:04.500 align:middle line:90% where there is some pressure. 00:03:04.500 --> 00:03:06.720 align:middle line:84% Or find a pair of seams like the ones 00:03:06.720 --> 00:03:10.650 align:middle line:84% that run in lines down the sides of jeans, keeping our donut 00:03:10.650 --> 00:03:15.270 align:middle line:84% lit up thighs from bursting out like overeating eels. 00:03:15.270 --> 00:03:18.330 align:middle line:84% Once you have your seam, then straddle it. 00:03:18.330 --> 00:03:19.980 align:middle line:84% But when first you find your seam, 00:03:19.980 --> 00:03:22.200 align:middle line:84% it might feel like there's nothing there. 00:03:22.200 --> 00:03:24.990 align:middle line:84% Still ask yourself, what is it that you do 00:03:24.990 --> 00:03:26.850 align:middle line:90% that is least like the others? 00:03:26.850 --> 00:03:28.890 align:middle line:90% How are you best an irritant? 00:03:28.890 --> 00:03:30.110 align:middle line:90% And to whom? 00:03:30.110 --> 00:03:31.380 align:middle line:90% Art's not easy. 00:03:31.380 --> 00:03:33.480 align:middle line:90% It should produce some friction. 00:03:33.480 --> 00:03:36.060 align:middle line:84% If it doesn't threaten someone somewhere, 00:03:36.060 --> 00:03:38.220 align:middle line:84% then you're doing something wrong. 00:03:38.220 --> 00:03:41.880 align:middle line:84% Emphasize that little heat you feel and try to kindle it. 00:03:41.880 --> 00:03:45.990 align:middle line:84% See what that means and why others resist. 00:03:45.990 --> 00:03:50.580 align:middle line:84% Open up your seam, slip a finger inside, and then next a hand. 00:03:50.580 --> 00:03:54.240 align:middle line:84% It should feel warm and dark, long unused to light. 00:03:54.240 --> 00:03:57.390 align:middle line:84% With your hand inside of it, can you feel its pulse? 00:03:57.390 --> 00:04:00.420 align:middle line:84% That means there's something moving, living here. 00:04:00.420 --> 00:04:02.100 align:middle line:90% This is your seam. 00:04:02.100 --> 00:04:05.760 align:middle line:84% There are others like it, but this one's yours alone. 00:04:05.760 --> 00:04:06.900 align:middle line:90% What is it abut? 00:04:06.900 --> 00:04:08.700 align:middle line:90% What does it hold closed? 00:04:08.700 --> 00:04:10.950 align:middle line:84% Slip yourself inside completely and see 00:04:10.950 --> 00:04:13.110 align:middle line:84% what's there, what moves against your feet 00:04:13.110 --> 00:04:14.940 align:middle line:90% when you're underneath. 00:04:14.940 --> 00:04:18.269 align:middle line:84% That is, your work is now to understand these pressures 00:04:18.269 --> 00:04:21.990 align:middle line:84% and give your voice to them, to write from it, to make 00:04:21.990 --> 00:04:25.860 align:middle line:84% this slip a home, to describe its movements well, 00:04:25.860 --> 00:04:29.040 align:middle line:84% to invite others there, to let it close above you 00:04:29.040 --> 00:04:30.690 align:middle line:90% at your own risk only. 00:04:30.690 --> 00:04:34.620 align:middle line:84% In that case, you might have to find a different exit. 00:04:34.620 --> 00:04:38.010 align:middle line:84% Pliny the Elder tells us that the salamander, "an animal 00:04:38.010 --> 00:04:39.840 align:middle line:84% like a lizard in shape and with a body 00:04:39.840 --> 00:04:43.440 align:middle line:84% starred all over never comes out except during heavy showers 00:04:43.440 --> 00:04:46.200 align:middle line:84% and disappears the moment it becomes fine. 00:04:46.200 --> 00:04:48.990 align:middle line:84% It spits forth a milky matter from its mouth 00:04:48.990 --> 00:04:51.360 align:middle line:84% and whatever part of the human body is touched with this 00:04:51.360 --> 00:04:53.970 align:middle line:84% all the hair falls off and the part assumes 00:04:53.970 --> 00:04:56.400 align:middle line:90% the appearance of leprosy." 00:04:56.400 --> 00:04:59.580 align:middle line:84% My favorite monster manual assigns this hybrid beast 00:04:59.580 --> 00:05:03.390 align:middle line:84% a copper colored head and torso with yellow, glowing eyes. 00:05:03.390 --> 00:05:07.260 align:middle line:84% Its lair is typically at least 500 degrees and such treasure 00:05:07.260 --> 00:05:11.670 align:middle line:84% as there is found there will be the sort to survive such heat. 00:05:11.670 --> 00:05:14.970 align:middle line:84% Well, what treasure we find in Jenny Boully's work 00:05:14.970 --> 00:05:19.090 align:middle line:84% has survived such heat and, in fact, subsists on it. 00:05:19.090 --> 00:05:22.590 align:middle line:84% To that end, before I am set aflame for boring you, 00:05:22.590 --> 00:05:24.500 align:middle line:90% I give you Jenny Boully. 00:05:24.500 --> 00:05:25.000 align:middle line:90%