WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.320 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.320 --> 00:00:06.150 align:middle line:84% When Lucinda turned 40, we went to a haka 00:00:06.150 --> 00:00:11.220 align:middle line:84% for a birthday celebration, and this is a poem 00:00:11.220 --> 00:00:12.630 align:middle line:90% that came out of that trip. 00:00:12.630 --> 00:00:20.390 align:middle line:84% And I had fun messing with the end words, 00:00:20.390 --> 00:00:21.680 align:middle line:90% varying the end words. 00:00:21.680 --> 00:00:24.590 align:middle line:84% Most of you know the sestina has six end 00:00:24.590 --> 00:00:28.010 align:middle line:84% words that repeat in a different pattern in each stanza. 00:00:28.010 --> 00:00:31.280 align:middle line:84% The six original words are "house", "tourists", "cans", 00:00:31.280 --> 00:00:34.400 align:middle line:84% "marigolds", "bugs", and "range". 00:00:34.400 --> 00:00:39.830 align:middle line:90% But they go a little postal. 00:00:39.830 --> 00:00:44.030 align:middle line:84% And I should say, the guardian, formal guardian, of this poem 00:00:44.030 --> 00:00:46.460 align:middle line:84% is Elizabeth Bishop-- her beautiful "Sestina" 00:00:46.460 --> 00:00:49.580 align:middle line:84% about the little girl in the house in Nova Scotia. 00:00:49.580 --> 00:00:51.170 align:middle line:90% "Sestina." 00:00:51.170 --> 00:00:54.410 align:middle line:84% "March sunlight falls on the weaver's house, 00:00:54.410 --> 00:00:58.820 align:middle line:84% the glare too much for tourists who rub their brows with Coke 00:00:58.820 --> 00:01:02.900 align:middle line:84% cans while the merchant explains marigolds 00:01:02.900 --> 00:01:07.010 align:middle line:84% for yellow, acacia seed for black, bugs 00:01:07.010 --> 00:01:11.870 align:middle line:84% off a cactus, crushed to make a range of colors-- 00:01:11.870 --> 00:01:16.610 align:middle line:90% purple, rose, gold, and orange. 00:01:16.610 --> 00:01:20.810 align:middle line:84% We'd come to get away from our houses, two artists barely 00:01:20.810 --> 00:01:25.220 align:middle line:84% containing what bugs us about domestic life, 00:01:25.220 --> 00:01:29.660 align:middle line:84% feeling like tourists in our own houses, the demands, 00:01:29.660 --> 00:01:33.650 align:middle line:84% gold standard of stability, but making us ask, 00:01:33.650 --> 00:01:35.960 align:middle line:90% can we stick it out? 00:01:35.960 --> 00:01:39.680 align:middle line:84% So we left for a week, canceled the shopping and chores 00:01:39.680 --> 00:01:42.380 align:middle line:84% to range around the Valley of Oaxaca, 00:01:42.380 --> 00:01:45.410 align:middle line:90% eat marigold flavored chicken-- 00:01:45.410 --> 00:01:49.610 align:middle line:84% the locals souse the birds by feeding them flowers-- 00:01:49.610 --> 00:01:52.880 align:middle line:84% tourists savoring the new, though we 00:01:52.880 --> 00:01:56.210 align:middle line:84% drew the line at bugs, giant bowls 00:01:56.210 --> 00:01:59.840 align:middle line:84% of fresh-fried, chili red chapulines 00:01:59.840 --> 00:02:02.630 align:middle line:90% women taunted us to buy. 00:02:02.630 --> 00:02:06.410 align:middle line:84% Can we just elbow our way through the tourist throng, 00:02:06.410 --> 00:02:10.160 align:middle line:84% we'd say with our eyes, ranging glances 00:02:10.160 --> 00:02:14.030 align:middle line:84% through the crowded market for an exit plan. 00:02:14.030 --> 00:02:18.800 align:middle line:84% House hungry, we retired to Las Golondrinas, 00:02:18.800 --> 00:02:22.220 align:middle line:84% where marigolds and bougainvillea flavored 00:02:22.220 --> 00:02:24.150 align:middle line:90% our sleep. 00:02:24.150 --> 00:02:28.950 align:middle line:84% Gold can even be leeched from onion skins, a bag 00:02:28.950 --> 00:02:30.690 align:middle line:90% I saved and boiled-- 00:02:30.690 --> 00:02:34.650 align:middle line:84% yarn like copper-- in our Vermont house, 00:02:34.650 --> 00:02:39.540 align:middle line:84% years back when you were small and I your 'can I do 00:02:39.540 --> 00:02:44.730 align:middle line:84% this' mother, uncertain I was fit for any range of maternal 00:02:44.730 --> 00:02:49.740 align:middle line:84% duties, but certain I wouldn't act the tourist in taking 00:02:49.740 --> 00:02:51.600 align:middle line:90% on the task. 00:02:51.600 --> 00:02:55.200 align:middle line:84% By tourist I mean one who dabbles and gawks, 00:02:55.200 --> 00:02:59.070 align:middle line:84% gold digging for sensations and souvenirs; 00:02:59.070 --> 00:03:04.410 align:middle line:84% no range rider in the open country of love would I be. 00:03:04.410 --> 00:03:09.480 align:middle line:84% Begs the question of what I am now at sixty, candling myself 00:03:09.480 --> 00:03:15.090 align:middle line:84% like an egg to see what's housed inside the shell. 00:03:15.090 --> 00:03:21.180 align:middle line:84% I can boast that both of us are a whole, a gold star or two 00:03:21.180 --> 00:03:24.720 align:middle line:84% for women who take art into their homes 00:03:24.720 --> 00:03:30.550 align:middle line:84% and find it doesn't tear them apart or up. 00:03:30.550 --> 00:03:32.830 align:middle line:90% Still working out the bugs. 00:03:32.830 --> 00:03:35.250 align:middle line:90% Life is strange." 00:03:35.250 --> 00:03:36.000 align:middle line:90%