Where we are in relation to--
another thing.
Ai just means love in Japanese.
It doesn't mean perfect love.
There would be more to it than just Ai.
It just means love.
That's all.
And it's a rather common name, I think, in Japan.
I just use it.
Oh, again, that was erroneous in the paper.
A is 1 and I is 10.
Together, they make 11.
That's spiritual force in my particular tarot deck,
and that's why I use it.
But I won't try to push my tarot deck, you know.
And this is called "Recapture."
"When you run off, I start after you
as a sun rose overhead and rocks in the skies, blue hands.
As always, I find you, beat you.
The corner of your mouth bleeds, and your tongue slips out,
slips in.
You don't fight me.
You never do.
Going back, you stumble against me,
and I grab your wrist, pulling you down.
Come on, bitch of my love, while it is still easy."