WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.840 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.840 --> 00:00:05.100 align:middle line:84% The title of my yet unpublished manuscript is Wheel in a Ditch 00:00:05.100 --> 00:00:07.330 align:middle line:84% because everybody I know is trapped. 00:00:07.330 --> 00:00:11.130 align:middle line:84% So, you know, like trying to pull out 00:00:11.130 --> 00:00:16.050 align:middle line:84% or looking over the edge into it and they're frightened, 00:00:16.050 --> 00:00:20.520 align:middle line:84% or they're down in it and they don't want to come out. 00:00:20.520 --> 00:00:24.210 align:middle line:84% I always sort of think of them as struggling to get out 00:00:24.210 --> 00:00:27.180 align:middle line:90% and yet somehow resigned to it. 00:00:27.180 --> 00:00:30.990 align:middle line:84% And so I just call it Wheel in a Ditch and this little epigraph 00:00:30.990 --> 00:00:31.530 align:middle line:90% before. 00:00:31.530 --> 00:00:35.550 align:middle line:84% And it's from somewhere among us the stone taking notes 00:00:35.550 --> 00:00:36.840 align:middle line:90% by Charles Simic. 00:00:36.840 --> 00:00:42.090 align:middle line:84% And I won't read the whole thing. 00:00:42.090 --> 00:00:49.410 align:middle line:84% I just paraphrase-- the last two lines of the quoted thing is 00:00:49.410 --> 00:00:52.470 align:middle line:84% "He who cannot howl will not find his pack." 00:00:52.470 --> 00:00:57.480 align:middle line:84% And that's sort of the guiding force of my manuscript. 00:00:57.480 --> 00:01:01.590 align:middle line:84% "He who cannot howl will not find his pack." 00:01:01.590 --> 00:01:03.940 align:middle line:84% Sometimes you howl and you find the right-- 00:01:03.940 --> 00:01:06.960 align:middle line:90% you find the wrong one. 00:01:06.960 --> 00:01:08.280 align:middle line:90% The joke's on you. 00:01:08.280 --> 00:01:12.060 align:middle line:84% You howl, you don't find anybody, but once in a while 00:01:12.060 --> 00:01:15.690 align:middle line:84% you just scream for help and there's someone there. 00:01:15.690 --> 00:01:18.090 align:middle line:90% And it's real good, you know? 00:01:18.090 --> 00:01:21.060 align:middle line:90% OK, I'm beginning now. 00:01:21.060 --> 00:01:25.260 align:middle line:90% Lois, Where's my water though? 00:01:25.260 --> 00:01:31.085 align:middle line:90% Oh, it's really gin. 00:01:31.085 --> 00:01:38.480 align:middle line:90% 00:01:38.480 --> 00:01:41.120 align:middle line:84% Now, if you can't hear something let me know. 00:01:41.120 --> 00:01:43.040 align:middle line:90% I won't think that's rude. 00:01:43.040 --> 00:01:44.450 align:middle line:90% That kind of interruption. 00:01:44.450 --> 00:01:46.100 align:middle line:90% But no questions. 00:01:46.100 --> 00:01:49.280 align:middle line:84% If I think something's pertinent maybe I'll tell you, 00:01:49.280 --> 00:01:51.550 align:middle line:90% maybe I won't. 00:01:51.550 --> 00:02:01.000 align:middle line:90%