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You know what gerbils are?

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Little animals, Creative
Play I think sells them.

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"The gerbils keep having
babies and eating them,

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so that you find dreadful hunks
on the bottom of the cage.

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Last night when the
humans were making love,

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the male and female were both
on their treadmill racing

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wildly into the darkness,
faster than you and I could even

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think of, but this morning
there are more babies and pieces

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of babies.

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The children of
animals that small

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look like tiny complete
men, before the mother

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tears into them.

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Why she does it, is because
we're there watching.

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And it hurts how
we look at things,

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and she feels it from us.

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The pain, that we
are in such fear

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that we can't live
except in the darkness,

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groaning and thrashing.

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The terrified animals
inside us, that

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are like men too fleeing
into the eternal undergrowth.

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Human beings have children.

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Pat them, teach them to
talk, to protect themselves,

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to have more, more, but we still
die when we look at each other.

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This is the wheel, the gods,
the whiteness, the clear air.

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This is the gnawing in cages,
trying to take the life back.

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The violent wanting to
throw up and refusing to.

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The wheel and the seed,
the heart shattering."

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