WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.810 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.810 --> 00:00:03.810 align:middle line:84% And it's in this poem that strange things 00:00:03.810 --> 00:00:08.520 align:middle line:84% like allusions to Melville start popping up into my head. 00:00:08.520 --> 00:00:14.650 align:middle line:84% And at that point, I make certain decisions. 00:00:14.650 --> 00:00:16.680 align:middle line:84% In other words, I make a decision 00:00:16.680 --> 00:00:21.720 align:middle line:84% to embrace the theme that comes from talking 00:00:21.720 --> 00:00:23.730 align:middle line:84% about the American experience, weaving 00:00:23.730 --> 00:00:28.620 align:middle line:84% in literature, historical events, and that stuff. 00:00:28.620 --> 00:00:31.440 align:middle line:84% So I start off on a short series. 00:00:31.440 --> 00:00:33.870 align:middle line:84% And the first poem in that series is called "He 00:00:33.870 --> 00:00:36.360 align:middle line:84% Imagined the Gorgeous Pattern of the New Skin 00:00:36.360 --> 00:00:38.280 align:middle line:90% and Settled for America." 00:00:38.280 --> 00:00:40.650 align:middle line:84% I get a little braver at this point, I guess. 00:00:40.650 --> 00:00:44.940 align:middle line:84% I have a feeling I have my hands on something. 00:00:44.940 --> 00:00:48.180 align:middle line:84% The persona that speaks is essentially a middle class 00:00:48.180 --> 00:00:54.030 align:middle line:84% male, not particularly influential. 00:00:54.030 --> 00:00:55.620 align:middle line:84% But it's very important, I think, 00:00:55.620 --> 00:00:59.400 align:middle line:84% that it be something like that middle aged male, not 00:00:59.400 --> 00:01:02.490 align:middle line:90% particularly influential. 00:01:02.490 --> 00:01:06.030 align:middle line:84% Because I think those fantasies are the very important 00:01:06.030 --> 00:01:09.210 align:middle line:90% fantasies that defined America. 00:01:09.210 --> 00:01:12.600 align:middle line:84% The influential have a way of padding themselves 00:01:12.600 --> 00:01:14.820 align:middle line:84% against dealing with certain things. 00:01:14.820 --> 00:01:18.300 align:middle line:84% And this particular guy begins to, I guess, 00:01:18.300 --> 00:01:26.580 align:middle line:84% confront the nature of the American epic. 00:01:26.580 --> 00:01:31.500 align:middle line:84% And to talk about America and the male personality 00:01:31.500 --> 00:01:34.390 align:middle line:84% means you have to talk about male anxieties 00:01:34.390 --> 00:01:37.530 align:middle line:90% as it relates to women. 00:01:37.530 --> 00:01:41.820 align:middle line:84% American males are terrified of women, 00:01:41.820 --> 00:01:43.380 align:middle line:90% as are most males in the world. 00:01:43.380 --> 00:01:46.020 align:middle line:90% 00:01:46.020 --> 00:01:47.175 align:middle line:90% And it's really so silly. 00:01:47.175 --> 00:01:50.358 align:middle line:90% 00:01:50.358 --> 00:01:56.940 align:middle line:84% "The quiet which is my wife endures-- 00:01:56.940 --> 00:02:01.710 align:middle line:84% I have hurt nothing, unless we have touched. 00:02:01.710 --> 00:02:06.840 align:middle line:84% It is the indicative mood, after desire. 00:02:06.840 --> 00:02:13.350 align:middle line:84% The Deerslayer now middle-aged has become lonesome and white 00:02:13.350 --> 00:02:20.280 align:middle line:84% again, rising up out of the continent that is Chingachgook. 00:02:20.280 --> 00:02:25.860 align:middle line:84% Red-skinned, red-eyed, morning light the myth that 00:02:25.860 --> 00:02:29.370 align:middle line:90% has happened to the democratic. 00:02:29.370 --> 00:02:32.040 align:middle line:90% The Black man over there-- 00:02:32.040 --> 00:02:35.340 align:middle line:84% slaughtered in the hills of my wife. 00:02:35.340 --> 00:02:39.780 align:middle line:90% Imagination black and breathing. 00:02:39.780 --> 00:02:43.860 align:middle line:90% I am slaughtered in his wife. 00:02:43.860 --> 00:02:46.770 align:middle line:90% It has happened to meaning. 00:02:46.770 --> 00:02:48.180 align:middle line:90% Fit to be Satan-- 00:02:48.180 --> 00:02:54.330 align:middle line:84% now-- Cooper, Hawthorne, Melville's. 00:02:54.330 --> 00:02:57.480 align:middle line:90% I wear my dark-skinned hat-- 00:02:57.480 --> 00:02:59.550 align:middle line:90% irreconcilable. 00:02:59.550 --> 00:03:03.400 align:middle line:90% In the final phase, Satanic. 00:03:03.400 --> 00:03:06.060 align:middle line:90% It seems to fit me right. 00:03:06.060 --> 00:03:11.340 align:middle line:84% To walk away alone into the sunset of our bleeding 00:03:11.340 --> 00:03:12.500 align:middle line:90% children. 00:03:12.500 --> 00:03:13.000 align:middle line:90%