WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.510 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.510 --> 00:00:10.410 align:middle line:84% I see these poems, little things on the page coming before me. 00:00:10.410 --> 00:00:14.500 align:middle line:84% And I thought of this before I started tonight. 00:00:14.500 --> 00:00:17.130 align:middle line:84% I saw that there were many people here. 00:00:17.130 --> 00:00:24.330 align:middle line:84% And I usually don't feel dithering about it. 00:00:24.330 --> 00:00:25.560 align:middle line:90% It wasn't that exactly. 00:00:25.560 --> 00:00:29.670 align:middle line:84% But I thought, well, these things already 00:00:29.670 --> 00:00:33.510 align:middle line:90% concocted be all right. 00:00:33.510 --> 00:00:36.870 align:middle line:84% They're often like something that you just 00:00:36.870 --> 00:00:41.880 align:middle line:84% say through starting and just following on. 00:00:41.880 --> 00:00:44.130 align:middle line:84% They're like telling a person something. 00:00:44.130 --> 00:00:47.310 align:middle line:90% 00:00:47.310 --> 00:00:51.360 align:middle line:84% Every now and then, I thought wistfully, 00:00:51.360 --> 00:00:54.360 align:middle line:84% I wonder how much of a prize they're 00:00:54.360 --> 00:00:57.600 align:middle line:84% giving for a bicentennial poem or something like that. 00:00:57.600 --> 00:00:59.280 align:middle line:84% I thought of doing something big. 00:00:59.280 --> 00:01:02.280 align:middle line:90% 00:01:02.280 --> 00:01:06.990 align:middle line:84% This is called "At This Point On The Page." 00:01:06.990 --> 00:01:10.200 align:middle line:84% Frightened at the slope of the writing, 00:01:10.200 --> 00:01:14.100 align:middle line:84% I looked up at the student who shared it with me. 00:01:14.100 --> 00:01:18.240 align:middle line:84% Such pain was in the crossing of each T, 00:01:18.240 --> 00:01:24.090 align:middle line:84% and a heart that skipped, lurched in the loop of the Y. 00:01:24.090 --> 00:01:28.440 align:middle line:84% Sorrowing for the huddled lines, my eyes had seen the terror 00:01:28.440 --> 00:01:33.570 align:middle line:84% of those O's and A's and those draggled G's. 00:01:33.570 --> 00:01:36.330 align:middle line:84% I looked up at her face, not wanting 00:01:36.330 --> 00:01:40.320 align:middle line:84% to read father, at least by prose. 00:01:40.320 --> 00:01:44.430 align:middle line:84% The hand shook that wrote that far on the page. 00:01:44.430 --> 00:01:47.100 align:middle line:84% And what weight formed each letter? 00:01:47.100 --> 00:01:47.790 align:middle line:90% God knows. 00:01:47.790 --> 00:01:50.340 align:middle line:90% 00:01:50.340 --> 00:01:52.860 align:middle line:84% I remember meeting someone who told me-- 00:01:52.860 --> 00:01:57.960 align:middle line:84% this was a teacher at our school whose father was a doctor. 00:01:57.960 --> 00:02:04.200 align:middle line:84% And this person said they can tell by your handwriting 00:02:04.200 --> 00:02:09.240 align:middle line:84% whether you've had a heart attack or something like that. 00:02:09.240 --> 00:02:13.710 align:middle line:84% And I listen to these things, and I'm interested. 00:02:13.710 --> 00:02:14.820 align:middle line:90% And then she went on. 00:02:14.820 --> 00:02:20.370 align:middle line:84% And she said, and they say they can tell by your writing 00:02:20.370 --> 00:02:24.270 align:middle line:84% if you're going to have a heart attack. 00:02:24.270 --> 00:02:26.640 align:middle line:90% I was even more interested. 00:02:26.640 --> 00:02:31.620 align:middle line:84% And my own writing looks as if I've 00:02:31.620 --> 00:02:34.660 align:middle line:90% had recurrent heart attacks. 00:02:34.660 --> 00:02:39.120 align:middle line:90% So-- I was thinking about this. 00:02:39.120 --> 00:02:42.270 align:middle line:84% And the student brought a paper in and gave it to me. 00:02:42.270 --> 00:02:46.770 align:middle line:84% And students often say that this is something I wrote last night 00:02:46.770 --> 00:02:49.500 align:middle line:84% and I thought it was great, but I looked at it this morning 00:02:49.500 --> 00:02:50.577 align:middle line:90% and I saw it's no good. 00:02:50.577 --> 00:02:51.660 align:middle line:90% So I'm bringing it to you. 00:02:51.660 --> 00:02:53.855 align:middle line:84% This is usually [INAUDIBLE] [AUDIENCE LAUGHTER] 00:02:53.855 --> 00:02:55.840 align:middle line:90% 00:02:55.840 --> 00:02:57.700 align:middle line:90% But you look at it. 00:02:57.700 --> 00:03:00.040 align:middle line:84% And somehow, just looking at that 00:03:00.040 --> 00:03:03.010 align:middle line:84% made me think of all kinds of things, and hence this poem-- 00:03:03.010 --> 00:03:05.430 align:middle line:90% "At This Point On the Page." 00:03:05.430 --> 00:03:06.000 align:middle line:90%