WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.540 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.540 --> 00:00:01.080 align:middle line:90% OK. 00:00:01.080 --> 00:00:03.810 align:middle line:84% So the reason there are images behind you 00:00:03.810 --> 00:00:09.750 align:middle line:84% is that when I was working on this long poem. 00:00:09.750 --> 00:00:14.550 align:middle line:84% This long, crazy, ridiculous project. 00:00:14.550 --> 00:00:19.334 align:middle line:84% I was traveling around with a lot of images to, 00:00:19.334 --> 00:00:23.370 align:middle line:84% initially, to instigate the writing. 00:00:23.370 --> 00:00:25.680 align:middle line:84% And I soon realized that the images 00:00:25.680 --> 00:00:26.920 align:middle line:90% were part of the project. 00:00:26.920 --> 00:00:28.320 align:middle line:90% And so I thought I would just-- 00:00:28.320 --> 00:00:30.930 align:middle line:84% and so there are many, many images in here 00:00:30.930 --> 00:00:34.830 align:middle line:84% and I thought I would just have them behind me as I'm reading 00:00:34.830 --> 00:00:40.212 align:middle line:84% and so, occasionally, I guess, I'll just change the images. 00:00:40.212 --> 00:00:41.670 align:middle line:84% These aren't necessarily the images 00:00:41.670 --> 00:00:43.518 align:middle line:84% that are going with the portions of the poem 00:00:43.518 --> 00:00:45.060 align:middle line:84% that I'm going to read, but I thought 00:00:45.060 --> 00:00:47.460 align:middle line:84% it would be nice to have a little sense 00:00:47.460 --> 00:00:54.150 align:middle line:84% of the artifact of the book, the sort of insulation of the book. 00:00:54.150 --> 00:00:57.390 align:middle line:90% And I'm going to start-- 00:00:57.390 --> 00:01:00.660 align:middle line:90% so this is about 190 page poem. 00:01:00.660 --> 00:01:07.240 align:middle line:84% It's in sequences that are not necessarily linear. 00:01:07.240 --> 00:01:11.640 align:middle line:84% And when I say, here, in this very first line, 00:01:11.640 --> 00:01:14.820 align:middle line:84% I'm writing from New York about California. 00:01:14.820 --> 00:01:19.320 align:middle line:90% 00:01:19.320 --> 00:01:23.340 align:middle line:84% "It's OK here, but we don't have any sour grass, 00:01:23.340 --> 00:01:26.730 align:middle line:84% not so many happy lizards in the sun, 00:01:26.730 --> 00:01:31.590 align:middle line:84% seaweed sliding back toward licking the sea, sand 00:01:31.590 --> 00:01:38.310 align:middle line:84% flies, sand fleas, jogging men nasty, naked along the beach, 00:01:38.310 --> 00:01:44.530 align:middle line:84% and Joakim's oily eucalyptus combusting up toward heaven. 00:01:44.530 --> 00:01:47.770 align:middle line:84% I was swimming in the black water underneath my breath 00:01:47.770 --> 00:01:51.970 align:middle line:84% and then dragged by the seaweed vines and belts. 00:01:51.970 --> 00:01:56.890 align:middle line:84% The water is yellow with sand and ecology, my friends, 00:01:56.890 --> 00:02:01.040 align:middle line:84% are being punished by off duty fathers in tract houses. 00:02:01.040 --> 00:02:05.040 align:middle line:84% They are not allowed to leave after dark. 00:02:05.040 --> 00:02:06.600 align:middle line:90% My family is wily. 00:02:06.600 --> 00:02:08.669 align:middle line:90% We live in derelict apartments. 00:02:08.669 --> 00:02:15.210 align:middle line:84% Our government subsidized go everywhere at night onshore. 00:02:15.210 --> 00:02:20.910 align:middle line:84% Oil rigs out in the water like lighted bird palace places. 00:02:20.910 --> 00:02:24.720 align:middle line:84% In the dream of dying cephalopods. 00:02:24.720 --> 00:02:29.100 align:middle line:84% Cuttlefish feathers and things invented by sound and light 00:02:29.100 --> 00:02:32.580 align:middle line:84% like the great spangled fritillary monarch 00:02:32.580 --> 00:02:35.010 align:middle line:90% and magnitude of scales. 00:02:35.010 --> 00:02:38.940 align:middle line:84% What lies in inner and outer margins of such wings 00:02:38.940 --> 00:02:43.290 align:middle line:84% that came with soft alarm like heartless light. 00:02:43.290 --> 00:02:47.750 align:middle line:84% And the numberous thunder of veins. 00:02:47.750 --> 00:02:50.090 align:middle line:84% Blue bellies in strange arrangement 00:02:50.090 --> 00:02:54.500 align:middle line:84% break their tails and weedy nooses to grow back new ones. 00:02:54.500 --> 00:02:59.060 align:middle line:84% Backs bend in the rows between crop dusted plants. 00:02:59.060 --> 00:03:02.150 align:middle line:84% The little singing seeds sting the fingers 00:03:02.150 --> 00:03:05.880 align:middle line:90% and stain them red, red. 00:03:05.880 --> 00:03:08.970 align:middle line:84% Eagle shells crumbling under the eagles weight, 00:03:08.970 --> 00:03:12.140 align:middle line:90% croaking at Cachuma Lake. 00:03:12.140 --> 00:03:14.600 align:middle line:84% California did not hold its shape. 00:03:14.600 --> 00:03:17.660 align:middle line:84% And the condors were laid end to end 00:03:17.660 --> 00:03:22.640 align:middle line:84% to form a replica of California with photographs of balsa wood 00:03:22.640 --> 00:03:28.440 align:middle line:84% and glue, which was later beamed to space from Big Sur. 00:03:28.440 --> 00:03:33.060 align:middle line:84% This message is in regards to the gardens of the sea 00:03:33.060 --> 00:03:38.310 align:middle line:84% graft in the scallops eyes bright amid its tentacles. 00:03:38.310 --> 00:03:42.900 align:middle line:84% The fringe rich in fossil guts of hermaphroditic oysters 00:03:42.900 --> 00:03:45.360 align:middle line:90% hanging out and kitchen middens. 00:03:45.360 --> 00:03:50.130 align:middle line:84% A theater acted out on land masses between bivalves 00:03:50.130 --> 00:03:54.780 align:middle line:84% motoring self-powered castanets fluttering and zigzagging 00:03:54.780 --> 00:03:59.080 align:middle line:90% arcs and hungry bipeds. 00:03:59.080 --> 00:04:04.930 align:middle line:84% This heroic fantasy is set in an ominous landscape. 00:04:04.930 --> 00:04:10.240 align:middle line:84% A dark world that mirrors our watery arms and legs but not 00:04:10.240 --> 00:04:13.800 align:middle line:90% our muscular hearts. 00:04:13.800 --> 00:04:16.769 align:middle line:84% Have I been shaped like an animal, God? 00:04:16.769 --> 00:04:19.350 align:middle line:90% Or have I been good? 00:04:19.350 --> 00:04:22.320 align:middle line:84% Everything I know occurred in California. 00:04:22.320 --> 00:04:24.060 align:middle line:90% And everything I know later. 00:04:24.060 --> 00:04:26.460 align:middle line:84% Everything I know of California is 00:04:26.460 --> 00:04:29.280 align:middle line:84% shaped like a piece of cardboard and smells 00:04:29.280 --> 00:04:31.320 align:middle line:84% like the black plastic pitch that 00:04:31.320 --> 00:04:35.220 align:middle line:84% stretches between Bakersfield and apricots. 00:04:35.220 --> 00:04:37.540 align:middle line:84% Blue and green, and the penny arcade, 00:04:37.540 --> 00:04:39.510 align:middle line:90% my dream is just like that. 00:04:39.510 --> 00:04:45.030 align:middle line:84% 1,000 miles long and deep into the otter ice water cliffs. 00:04:45.030 --> 00:04:48.480 align:middle line:84% Almonds Fresno when I was nearly blonde and knees 00:04:48.480 --> 00:04:49.630 align:middle line:90% straight as an arrow. 00:04:49.630 --> 00:04:52.890 align:middle line:84% And my name was Dylan in the grass, blue grass. 00:04:52.890 --> 00:04:57.330 align:middle line:84% When my homestead read, Mary of the Villas of the Vocables of 00:04:57.330 --> 00:04:58.080 align:middle line:90% Conches. 00:04:58.080 --> 00:05:02.640 align:middle line:84% Jalama ice plant in Spanish mosses. 00:05:02.640 --> 00:05:05.040 align:middle line:84% At its Eastern boundaries of the ear, 00:05:05.040 --> 00:05:09.300 align:middle line:84% without answer key or blue fig, California 00:05:09.300 --> 00:05:14.190 align:middle line:84% at its goldenest gold, brim fullest bright of citron sun 00:05:14.190 --> 00:05:17.550 align:middle line:84% when the blazing pollen falls all, all. 00:05:17.550 --> 00:05:21.870 align:middle line:84% California blooms, pornographic, hysterical flowers, 00:05:21.870 --> 00:05:24.270 align:middle line:84% loyal daughters of the revolution, 00:05:24.270 --> 00:05:27.630 align:middle line:84% horses winning up state street stamped the independence 00:05:27.630 --> 00:05:29.880 align:middle line:90% of California into the tarmac. 00:05:29.880 --> 00:05:35.880 align:middle line:84% Chumash dancers with fancy feet but no state. 00:05:35.880 --> 00:05:39.510 align:middle line:84% In One-Eyed Jacks, Marlon Brando and Karl Malden 00:05:39.510 --> 00:05:43.830 align:middle line:84% will escape on steaming ponies in the beautiful Mexican girl. 00:05:43.830 --> 00:05:47.580 align:middle line:84% And roar into that sleepy village just north of Salinas 00:05:47.580 --> 00:05:51.630 align:middle line:84% and it's beautiful low Chinese dwarf cypress in a shady Glen. 00:05:51.630 --> 00:05:55.020 align:middle line:84% And the villages of Chinese hoteliers. 00:05:55.020 --> 00:05:58.410 align:middle line:84% Fisher people with gray eyes, railroad coolies 00:05:58.410 --> 00:06:04.640 align:middle line:84% who bent their backs and did not break in filmy vista vision. 00:06:04.640 --> 00:06:09.530 align:middle line:84% Salinas rises from its valley like a huge dusty mutt mottled 00:06:09.530 --> 00:06:12.050 align:middle line:84% with lettuce and chemicals, not of trash 00:06:12.050 --> 00:06:13.490 align:middle line:90% in the state's hallways. 00:06:13.490 --> 00:06:17.330 align:middle line:84% I want to make you dream this just as you made me dream you 00:06:17.330 --> 00:06:22.380 align:middle line:84% in a beginning of bundles and other beginnings slash endings. 00:06:22.380 --> 00:06:27.140 align:middle line:84% Get up, you scum sucking pig, growls Brando 00:06:27.140 --> 00:06:28.700 align:middle line:90% and plays a wild card." 00:06:28.700 --> 00:06:32.762 align:middle line:90% 00:06:32.762 --> 00:06:34.720 align:middle line:84% You guys should see that movie, if you haven't. 00:06:34.720 --> 00:06:35.470 align:middle line:90% It's really great. 00:06:35.470 --> 00:06:38.410 align:middle line:90% 00:06:38.410 --> 00:06:40.840 align:middle line:84% That's what he says in my mind, but he doesn't really 00:06:40.840 --> 00:06:43.855 align:middle line:84% say that in the movie, it turns out. 00:06:43.855 --> 00:06:45.550 align:middle line:90% He says something like it. 00:06:45.550 --> 00:06:51.740 align:middle line:90% 00:06:51.740 --> 00:06:53.900 align:middle line:84% I think it's the only movie that Brando directed. 00:06:53.900 --> 00:06:55.520 align:middle line:84% I guess, Kubrick started it, and then 00:06:55.520 --> 00:06:58.370 align:middle line:84% Brando took over, which is a really strange combination 00:06:58.370 --> 00:07:00.043 align:middle line:90% already. 00:07:00.043 --> 00:07:02.210 align:middle line:84% My father loved the movie because there's this close 00:07:02.210 --> 00:07:05.930 align:middle line:90% up of Brando's chest-- 00:07:05.930 --> 00:07:08.360 align:middle line:84% I think it's somebody's hairy chest with a watermelon 00:07:08.360 --> 00:07:09.260 align:middle line:90% seed in the hair. 00:07:09.260 --> 00:07:12.260 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:07:12.260 --> 00:07:15.410 align:middle line:84% I mean, that's a make or break scene for a movie. 00:07:15.410 --> 00:07:18.090 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:07:18.090 --> 00:07:26.284 align:middle line:90% 00:07:26.284 --> 00:07:29.860 align:middle line:84% "Sidewinders and autumn siroccos. 00:07:29.860 --> 00:07:34.390 align:middle line:84% Winos tell stories in the back with their hands. 00:07:34.390 --> 00:07:37.510 align:middle line:84% The son comes home from a long trip. 00:07:37.510 --> 00:07:40.120 align:middle line:84% The wino opens the car trunk, and there 00:07:40.120 --> 00:07:42.070 align:middle line:90% is the girlfriend, dead. 00:07:42.070 --> 00:07:45.340 align:middle line:84% And the father gets in the car and he drives. 00:07:45.340 --> 00:07:48.730 align:middle line:90% He buys a shovel and he drives. 00:07:48.730 --> 00:07:52.360 align:middle line:84% He buries her deep in the desert and he never says where. 00:07:52.360 --> 00:07:54.970 align:middle line:84% This, he does not say to the son, 00:07:54.970 --> 00:07:58.540 align:middle line:84% but maybe he buries her somewhere near Soda Lake 00:07:58.540 --> 00:08:03.595 align:middle line:84% or Cadiz under the scurry and rasp of things in the desert. 00:08:03.595 --> 00:08:12.045 align:middle line:90% 00:08:12.045 --> 00:08:16.910 align:middle line:84% Ah, haha, California's opening the refrigerator door. 00:08:16.910 --> 00:08:18.200 align:middle line:90% What's in there? 00:08:18.200 --> 00:08:19.220 align:middle line:90% Avocado? 00:08:19.220 --> 00:08:20.510 align:middle line:90% Alfalfa sprouts? 00:08:20.510 --> 00:08:22.850 align:middle line:84% And we're laughing our heads off in Goleta 00:08:22.850 --> 00:08:26.870 align:middle line:84% because we just smoked a lot of pot and don't have any theories 00:08:26.870 --> 00:08:28.730 align:middle line:90% but obliques on LA. 00:08:28.730 --> 00:08:33.530 align:middle line:84% Evil, smog choked city to the South like black witchcraft 00:08:33.530 --> 00:08:35.000 align:middle line:90% practiced next door. 00:08:35.000 --> 00:08:38.809 align:middle line:84% A rotten pot, olla podrida, of those city's 00:08:38.809 --> 00:08:42.230 align:middle line:90% historically lousy with devils. 00:08:42.230 --> 00:08:44.870 align:middle line:84% The politician stands in sunlight. 00:08:44.870 --> 00:08:50.000 align:middle line:84% Vice, like an oil swimming at the surface of his body. 00:08:50.000 --> 00:08:54.290 align:middle line:84% All of human history is lying in the grass, in nature, 00:08:54.290 --> 00:08:57.210 align:middle line:84% there is nothing we can do to escape it. 00:08:57.210 --> 00:09:01.430 align:middle line:84% So just relax, sybarite, symbiont. 00:09:01.430 --> 00:09:06.320 align:middle line:84% And let this melt from my hand to yours like tar serpiginous 00:09:06.320 --> 00:09:11.220 align:middle line:84% on the beach used to cock gaps in knowing. 00:09:11.220 --> 00:09:14.960 align:middle line:84% Of course I am the messenger of belief and truth. 00:09:14.960 --> 00:09:18.350 align:middle line:84% Address me as gracious and benign animal. 00:09:18.350 --> 00:09:20.180 align:middle line:90% Ho, not so? 00:09:20.180 --> 00:09:21.890 align:middle line:90% Made for war? 00:09:21.890 --> 00:09:25.280 align:middle line:84% Which is as much as to say the heavens of flame 00:09:25.280 --> 00:09:28.340 align:middle line:84% where all knowledge is contained. 00:09:28.340 --> 00:09:32.390 align:middle line:84% Whence I might almost, entirely, perceive myself 00:09:32.390 --> 00:09:35.100 align:middle line:90% in shadows cast on earth. 00:09:35.100 --> 00:09:40.700 align:middle line:90% 00:09:40.700 --> 00:09:47.780 align:middle line:84% Biotic community, riparian woodland, asked Virgil, 00:09:47.780 --> 00:09:50.870 align:middle line:90% should we pillage woods? 00:09:50.870 --> 00:09:56.930 align:middle line:84% Thick culverts of game point to newfound streams. 00:09:56.930 --> 00:10:04.070 align:middle line:84% Sylvan hare streak, setter angle wing, dipper or water ouzel. 00:10:04.070 --> 00:10:08.750 align:middle line:84% Yellow breasted chat, belted kingfisher, 00:10:08.750 --> 00:10:11.195 align:middle line:90% dusky footed wood rat. 00:10:11.195 --> 00:10:18.830 align:middle line:90% 00:10:18.830 --> 00:10:23.570 align:middle line:84% On the eve of that dark bright shelf, me, my name, 00:10:23.570 --> 00:10:28.950 align:middle line:84% licked my throat with dust of ourselves, shelves. 00:10:28.950 --> 00:10:30.860 align:middle line:90% Put a few jelly jars there. 00:10:30.860 --> 00:10:31.970 align:middle line:90% What colors? 00:10:31.970 --> 00:10:33.860 align:middle line:90% What sin or sorrow? 00:10:33.860 --> 00:10:35.090 align:middle line:90% What butter? 00:10:35.090 --> 00:10:39.410 align:middle line:84% Big butt and hilarious laughter bright sifting 00:10:39.410 --> 00:10:42.590 align:middle line:90% powder to be seen in each. 00:10:42.590 --> 00:10:44.030 align:middle line:90% Wind tunnel. 00:10:44.030 --> 00:10:45.560 align:middle line:90% Water tunnel. 00:10:45.560 --> 00:10:49.385 align:middle line:84% Tunnel of branches, leaves, and sky. 00:10:49.385 --> 00:11:01.040 align:middle line:90% 00:11:01.040 --> 00:11:03.440 align:middle line:90% I grew up in a-- 00:11:03.440 --> 00:11:08.240 align:middle line:84% just outside of Santa Barbara in Goleta and a little town 00:11:08.240 --> 00:11:12.060 align:middle line:84% called Isla Vista, that was a college town. 00:11:12.060 --> 00:11:15.590 align:middle line:84% And so I grew up around a lot of 19 and 20 and 21-year-olds 00:11:15.590 --> 00:11:19.190 align:middle line:84% and I thought that everybody in the world was about that age. 00:11:19.190 --> 00:11:24.890 align:middle line:84% And I thought that they all had keg parties all the time. 00:11:24.890 --> 00:11:27.710 align:middle line:90% 00:11:27.710 --> 00:11:32.060 align:middle line:84% I was a waitress in a white dress, an avocado goddess 00:11:32.060 --> 00:11:35.840 align:middle line:84% in the land of Phocis, Queen of the drought 00:11:35.840 --> 00:11:38.870 align:middle line:90% in the kingdom of Prop 13. 00:11:38.870 --> 00:11:40.160 align:middle line:90% I set forth. 00:11:40.160 --> 00:11:42.720 align:middle line:90% It was four blocks to the beach. 00:11:42.720 --> 00:11:44.700 align:middle line:90% What did I see there? 00:11:44.700 --> 00:11:48.815 align:middle line:84% A kegger with lots of young men preparing to drink. 00:11:48.815 --> 00:12:08.780 align:middle line:90% 00:12:08.780 --> 00:12:13.055 align:middle line:84% Dream, all the wild beaches had been built upon. 00:12:13.055 --> 00:12:16.290 align:middle line:90% 00:12:16.290 --> 00:12:20.310 align:middle line:84% Fancy hotels with eyeless edges-- 00:12:20.310 --> 00:12:25.020 align:middle line:84% fancy hotels with eyeless edgeless pools and all rotting 00:12:25.020 --> 00:12:26.430 align:middle line:90% piers ripped out. 00:12:26.430 --> 00:12:31.560 align:middle line:84% They built hundreds of hotels a night on Haskell's wild shores 00:12:31.560 --> 00:12:34.870 align:middle line:90% for Tom Hanks' weekends. 00:12:34.870 --> 00:12:37.720 align:middle line:84% To the south, my beaches have been given over 00:12:37.720 --> 00:12:40.870 align:middle line:84% to oil drilling companies, cargo wharves, 00:12:40.870 --> 00:12:43.750 align:middle line:84% factory built blackness by the sea, 00:12:43.750 --> 00:12:47.380 align:middle line:84% squatting buildings black smoke up to the edge 00:12:47.380 --> 00:12:51.280 align:middle line:84% of the water, concrete haunches jumbled and built 00:12:51.280 --> 00:12:54.730 align:middle line:90% blackness right into the water. 00:12:54.730 --> 00:12:58.270 align:middle line:84% A huge city lurking in absence of light, 00:12:58.270 --> 00:13:02.980 align:middle line:84% lies under the waves as they say it-- excuse me-- 00:13:02.980 --> 00:13:08.350 align:middle line:84% a huge city lurking in absence of light, lies under the waves 00:13:08.350 --> 00:13:12.660 align:middle line:90% as they roll, roll evil. 00:13:12.660 --> 00:13:15.000 align:middle line:90% I found one patch left. 00:13:15.000 --> 00:13:20.070 align:middle line:84% Lucent creatures drift along the coral under a clean sea, 00:13:20.070 --> 00:13:23.580 align:middle line:84% an electrically purple elegant nudibranch 00:13:23.580 --> 00:13:26.010 align:middle line:90% with neon orange fringe. 00:13:26.010 --> 00:13:29.280 align:middle line:90% Hopkins rosy nudibranch. 00:13:29.280 --> 00:13:35.640 align:middle line:84% Red crabs turning with the water in an easy metropolis of sea. 00:13:35.640 --> 00:13:39.810 align:middle line:84% But so did lens lie at the southern right and I know, 00:13:39.810 --> 00:13:42.210 align:middle line:84% soon, it will edge up in the night 00:13:42.210 --> 00:13:47.400 align:middle line:84% with the will of the people and engulf this last bright animal 00:13:47.400 --> 00:13:49.020 align:middle line:90% ditch. 00:13:49.020 --> 00:13:52.050 align:middle line:84% In the dream I was hunting for dinner, 00:13:52.050 --> 00:13:56.640 align:middle line:84% razorback clams, any soft bodied animal that 00:13:56.640 --> 00:13:59.610 align:middle line:90% oozes at the edges of symmetry. 00:13:59.610 --> 00:14:03.870 align:middle line:84% Anything delicious, wearable, lovely." 00:14:03.870 --> 00:14:11.740 align:middle line:90% 00:14:11.740 --> 00:14:15.100 align:middle line:84% I'll just tell you that some of this next section 00:14:15.100 --> 00:14:18.640 align:middle line:84% draws from John Steinbeck's and Ed Ricketts, 00:14:18.640 --> 00:14:21.790 align:middle line:84% Log from the Sea of Cortez, which is an amazing book. 00:14:21.790 --> 00:14:27.430 align:middle line:84% And probably lots of you have read Cannery Row, 00:14:27.430 --> 00:14:30.430 align:middle line:84% and the character, Doc, is based on Ed Ricketts, who 00:14:30.430 --> 00:14:32.200 align:middle line:84% is a dear friend of Steinbeck's, and who 00:14:32.200 --> 00:14:36.040 align:middle line:84% was a model for many of Steinbeck's characters, 00:14:36.040 --> 00:14:37.930 align:middle line:90% not just Doc. 00:14:37.930 --> 00:14:43.180 align:middle line:84% And he was one of the first people-- 00:14:43.180 --> 00:14:46.300 align:middle line:84% biologists to track the animals that 00:14:46.300 --> 00:14:51.670 align:middle line:84% live right in that intertidal zone that are adaptable to both 00:14:51.670 --> 00:14:54.610 align:middle line:84% being submerged and being dried out when 00:14:54.610 --> 00:14:56.950 align:middle line:84% the waves-- when the tide goes out. 00:14:56.950 --> 00:15:00.850 align:middle line:84% And they took this incredible trip from Monterey 00:15:00.850 --> 00:15:05.582 align:middle line:84% down to the Sea of Cortez, collecting animals. 00:15:05.582 --> 00:15:07.540 align:middle line:84% It's, kind of, horrible too because a lot of it 00:15:07.540 --> 00:15:11.770 align:middle line:84% is about we collected 346 blah, blah, blah and we threw them 00:15:11.770 --> 00:15:14.920 align:middle line:90% in alcohol and-- 00:15:14.920 --> 00:15:16.630 align:middle line:84% there's this incredible description 00:15:16.630 --> 00:15:22.600 align:middle line:84% of this bonito losing its color as it's feeding on shore. 00:15:22.600 --> 00:15:24.670 align:middle line:84% And it's something-- I was just recently 00:15:24.670 --> 00:15:26.830 align:middle line:84% at a museum of Natural History in France 00:15:26.830 --> 00:15:30.610 align:middle line:84% and seeing how these taxidermists have 00:15:30.610 --> 00:15:33.040 align:middle line:90% to put color back into animals. 00:15:33.040 --> 00:15:34.570 align:middle line:90% And sometimes they overdo it. 00:15:34.570 --> 00:15:37.090 align:middle line:84% And so if you've ever been to a Natural History Museum 00:15:37.090 --> 00:15:40.630 align:middle line:84% and you see the stork whose legs are too red or-- 00:15:40.630 --> 00:15:43.930 align:middle line:84% but it's, kind of, just thinking about what color 00:15:43.930 --> 00:15:48.220 align:middle line:84% animals, ourselves included, have when living 00:15:48.220 --> 00:15:51.290 align:middle line:84% and what colors we have when dead. 00:15:51.290 --> 00:15:53.380 align:middle line:84% It was something-- it's something I think about. 00:15:53.380 --> 00:15:56.790 align:middle line:90% 00:15:56.790 --> 00:16:00.435 align:middle line:90% Let's see, maybe I'll-- 00:16:00.435 --> 00:16:00.935 align:middle line:90% this. 00:16:00.935 --> 00:16:08.210 align:middle line:90% 00:16:08.210 --> 00:16:13.000 align:middle line:84% "Removing the heart of the turtle to a jar of saltwater. 00:16:13.000 --> 00:16:18.950 align:middle line:84% It will beat when prodded 24 hours later. 00:16:18.950 --> 00:16:22.450 align:middle line:84% The mermaid's purse is a sand shark unhatched. 00:16:22.450 --> 00:16:27.580 align:middle line:84% And now the tiny fish is pickled in alcohol. 00:16:27.580 --> 00:16:31.240 align:middle line:84% A turtle's flesh will continue to respond even 00:16:31.240 --> 00:16:37.420 align:middle line:84% when you place the white cubes of meat in a pot. 00:16:37.420 --> 00:16:42.070 align:middle line:84% Moving pictures of the color and patterns change in the bonito 00:16:42.070 --> 00:16:43.330 align:middle line:90% during death. 00:16:43.330 --> 00:16:49.270 align:middle line:84% As they beat their tails against the deck colors pulse and fade, 00:16:49.270 --> 00:16:51.160 align:middle line:90% pulse and fade. 00:16:51.160 --> 00:16:54.520 align:middle line:90% And then, they are dead. 00:16:54.520 --> 00:17:00.920 align:middle line:84% Animals have one color when they are alive, another when dead. 00:17:00.920 --> 00:17:06.170 align:middle line:84% This smooth blue water runs out of time and a, kind of, 00:17:06.170 --> 00:17:09.540 align:middle line:90% dream sits in it. 00:17:09.540 --> 00:17:13.530 align:middle line:84% The playing porpoises do not play opposites. 00:17:13.530 --> 00:17:19.260 align:middle line:84% Turtles, the great schools of fish under the ruffled waters. 00:17:19.260 --> 00:17:22.619 align:middle line:84% All the thing was alive when you saw it. 00:17:22.619 --> 00:17:26.400 align:middle line:84% The teeming surface of the watery earth. 00:17:26.400 --> 00:17:30.660 align:middle line:84% Barnacle and hydroid riding the turtles back. 00:17:30.660 --> 00:17:33.450 align:middle line:84% Pelagic rock lobsters in his gut. 00:17:33.450 --> 00:17:36.900 align:middle line:90% A crab inhabits his ass. 00:17:36.900 --> 00:17:40.740 align:middle line:84% The water is stuffed with living plankton through which 00:17:40.740 --> 00:17:43.770 align:middle line:90% the big fish swim. 00:17:43.770 --> 00:17:48.390 align:middle line:84% Moving pictures of langostino littering the waters currents 00:17:48.390 --> 00:17:52.680 align:middle line:84% and soon put them in a white porcelain pan. 00:17:52.680 --> 00:17:53.340 align:middle line:90% Now, 00:17:53.340 --> 00:17:57.060 align:middle line:84% The film is immersed in alcohol which promptly 00:17:57.060 --> 00:18:01.340 align:middle line:90% removed their brilliant color. 00:18:01.340 --> 00:18:05.480 align:middle line:84% The heat of a great furnace, said Cortez. 00:18:05.480 --> 00:18:10.970 align:middle line:84% Calida Fornax, not the denomination of New Mexico. 00:18:10.970 --> 00:18:14.150 align:middle line:84% Apaches land, but of shorespeople, 00:18:14.150 --> 00:18:17.960 align:middle line:84% sxa'min, a small sea cave and arch, 00:18:17.960 --> 00:18:24.890 align:middle line:84% sexy cala-y-fornix rooted in primitive magic's names will 00:18:24.890 --> 00:18:26.870 align:middle line:90% stick or fall away. 00:18:26.870 --> 00:18:29.270 align:middle line:90% A list of disappearances. 00:18:29.270 --> 00:18:30.620 align:middle line:90% What disappeared? 00:18:30.620 --> 00:18:31.970 align:middle line:90% Has disappeared? 00:18:31.970 --> 00:18:33.620 align:middle line:90% Is disappearing? 00:18:33.620 --> 00:18:35.900 align:middle line:90% Will disappear? 00:18:35.900 --> 00:18:38.780 align:middle line:84% I can't tell for they are disappearing. 00:18:38.780 --> 00:18:43.700 align:middle line:84% It is happening around us in forests, on highways. 00:18:43.700 --> 00:18:45.710 align:middle line:90% What is appearing? 00:18:45.710 --> 00:18:50.710 align:middle line:84% This remains to be named and seen." 00:18:50.710 --> 00:18:53.000 align:middle line:90%