WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.990 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.990 --> 00:00:04.440 align:middle line:84% "The Reckonings" has a two-line epigraph, 00:00:04.440 --> 00:00:07.530 align:middle line:84% the last two lines of which come just before the songs. 00:00:07.530 --> 00:00:09.420 align:middle line:84% In "Reckonings," just the two lines go, 00:00:09.420 --> 00:00:14.520 align:middle line:84% "I cannot find the dance to rid me of this poison." 00:00:14.520 --> 00:00:17.640 align:middle line:84% And then, in Songs, the completing couplet is, 00:00:17.640 --> 00:00:20.475 align:middle line:84% "I cannot find the house to hold me when I dance." 00:00:20.475 --> 00:00:29.095 align:middle line:90% 00:00:29.095 --> 00:00:30.720 align:middle line:84% These are the poems then that I started 00:00:30.720 --> 00:00:32.640 align:middle line:84% to write when I decided I didn't want to do 00:00:32.640 --> 00:00:34.170 align:middle line:90% any more retrospective poems. 00:00:34.170 --> 00:00:39.590 align:middle line:90% 00:00:39.590 --> 00:00:46.290 align:middle line:84% "I am empty, given to a silence I despise and need. 00:00:46.290 --> 00:00:49.130 align:middle line:90% I make nothing true. 00:00:49.130 --> 00:00:53.690 align:middle line:84% When I try to speak without lies, nothing comes. 00:00:53.690 --> 00:00:56.450 align:middle line:90% I cannot bear the silence. 00:00:56.450 --> 00:00:59.630 align:middle line:84% My mouth is a deep lie crying out, 00:00:59.630 --> 00:01:02.720 align:middle line:90% my face a method of deceit. 00:01:02.720 --> 00:01:06.830 align:middle line:84% My hands lie cruelly, abrupt and graceless. 00:01:06.830 --> 00:01:10.160 align:middle line:84% So I hang from my bones like rotten fruit, 00:01:10.160 --> 00:01:13.220 align:middle line:84% bleeding and sweet, and only half 00:01:13.220 --> 00:01:16.270 align:middle line:90% covered by this swarm of worms." 00:01:16.270 --> 00:01:17.000 align:middle line:90%