WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.680 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.680 --> 00:00:02.910 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:02.910 --> 00:00:06.960 align:middle line:84% Now to change the tone, the topic, and everything 00:00:06.960 --> 00:00:11.730 align:middle line:84% I told Alison that because I teach English, 00:00:11.730 --> 00:00:13.950 align:middle line:84% and for many of the years that I taught it, 00:00:13.950 --> 00:00:19.890 align:middle line:84% I was what we jokingly referred to a composition slave. 00:00:19.890 --> 00:00:24.330 align:middle line:84% I was sometimes called one week before the quarter began 00:00:24.330 --> 00:00:27.870 align:middle line:84% and told by my department chairman, 00:00:27.870 --> 00:00:31.110 align:middle line:84% we need you to teach a course and that'll 00:00:31.110 --> 00:00:32.580 align:middle line:90% be starting next Monday. 00:00:32.580 --> 00:00:37.180 align:middle line:84% You have to teach literature since the beginning of time 00:00:37.180 --> 00:00:40.680 align:middle line:90% up to the Renaissance. 00:00:40.680 --> 00:00:44.468 align:middle line:84% And for slave wages, of course, and you said, yeah, 00:00:44.468 --> 00:00:46.260 align:middle line:84% because there were a million other graduate 00:00:46.260 --> 00:00:49.470 align:middle line:84% students who would do it for free or something. 00:00:49.470 --> 00:00:54.690 align:middle line:90% And so I ended up reading. 00:00:54.690 --> 00:00:59.220 align:middle line:84% One year I taught from the Old Testament 00:00:59.220 --> 00:01:02.070 align:middle line:84% through the Renaissance second period 00:01:02.070 --> 00:01:05.430 align:middle line:84% and I taught from "Beowulf" up to that time 00:01:05.430 --> 00:01:10.350 align:middle line:84% and I was always in a time warp; not quite 00:01:10.350 --> 00:01:13.470 align:middle line:84% understanding what century, I have to look at my notes, 00:01:13.470 --> 00:01:15.450 align:middle line:90% where am I today? 00:01:15.450 --> 00:01:17.310 align:middle line:84% And one of the things that happened 00:01:17.310 --> 00:01:20.580 align:middle line:84% was that, that was during the time 00:01:20.580 --> 00:01:27.450 align:middle line:84% when I was really learning about the difficulty of being 00:01:27.450 --> 00:01:30.480 align:middle line:90% a woman in the job situation. 00:01:30.480 --> 00:01:36.450 align:middle line:84% And I was trying to teach these things in an egalitarian way. 00:01:36.450 --> 00:01:38.100 align:middle line:84% I wanted my students to understand 00:01:38.100 --> 00:01:41.010 align:middle line:84% that women had made a difference in history and literature, 00:01:41.010 --> 00:01:44.370 align:middle line:90% but then there were no women. 00:01:44.370 --> 00:01:47.100 align:middle line:84% When they were there, they didn't have a voice. 00:01:47.100 --> 00:01:50.130 align:middle line:84% And don't worry, I'm not going to go into a militant diatribe. 00:01:50.130 --> 00:01:53.040 align:middle line:84% I don't have the energy for that anymore. 00:01:53.040 --> 00:01:55.740 align:middle line:84% But what happened was that, for example, 00:01:55.740 --> 00:01:58.710 align:middle line:84% I taught "The Odyssey," which I love. 00:01:58.710 --> 00:02:03.390 align:middle line:84% And the character of Penelope, a smart woman, a queen. 00:02:03.390 --> 00:02:06.810 align:middle line:84% And we are asked to believe that for 20 years, while her husband 00:02:06.810 --> 00:02:11.550 align:middle line:84% was out having a blast, sleeping with goddesses, 00:02:11.550 --> 00:02:18.120 align:middle line:84% and eating well, she was there weaving and weaving 00:02:18.120 --> 00:02:21.210 align:middle line:90% a shroud for her father-in-law. 00:02:21.210 --> 00:02:28.680 align:middle line:84% And I said, no, I have to do something about this 00:02:28.680 --> 00:02:30.930 align:middle line:84% or I'm really going to start feeling 00:02:30.930 --> 00:02:34.300 align:middle line:84% resentful about literature since the beginning of time. 00:02:34.300 --> 00:02:39.240 align:middle line:84% And so what I did for myself was I wrote 00:02:39.240 --> 00:02:41.690 align:middle line:90% a series of poems called--