WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.460 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.460 --> 00:00:06.340 align:middle line:84% This is a poem I wrote last summer 00:00:06.340 --> 00:00:07.510 align:middle line:90% when my grandfather died. 00:00:07.510 --> 00:00:12.040 align:middle line:90% 00:00:12.040 --> 00:00:15.790 align:middle line:84% Not much to say about a grandfather. 00:00:15.790 --> 00:00:17.770 align:middle line:84% It's about growing up, I suppose. 00:00:17.770 --> 00:00:21.612 align:middle line:84% Growing up through other people's deaths. 00:00:21.612 --> 00:00:25.920 align:middle line:84% [LAUGHS] This guy's a little strange, maybe. 00:00:25.920 --> 00:00:27.810 align:middle line:90% "Grandfather." 00:00:27.810 --> 00:00:31.530 align:middle line:84% "Each day my grandfather dies, I grow a little. 00:00:31.530 --> 00:00:33.300 align:middle line:90% Soon I will reach the table. 00:00:33.300 --> 00:00:35.820 align:middle line:90% Soon I will leave home. 00:00:35.820 --> 00:00:37.770 align:middle line:90% Grandfather was a gentleman. 00:00:37.770 --> 00:00:40.860 align:middle line:84% I never saw him cry until the last day, when 00:00:40.860 --> 00:00:45.390 align:middle line:84% the blood already clotted a little here, a little there. 00:00:45.390 --> 00:00:49.710 align:middle line:84% My fingernails and hair grow at an enormous rate lately. 00:00:49.710 --> 00:00:53.130 align:middle line:84% Each morning, my grandfather loses his memory. 00:00:53.130 --> 00:00:56.850 align:middle line:84% He rehearses his life by counting to ten in Russian, 00:00:56.850 --> 00:00:58.830 align:middle line:90% Hebrew, and English. 00:00:58.830 --> 00:01:00.510 align:middle line:90% The blood sighs. 00:01:00.510 --> 00:01:02.970 align:middle line:90% Each morning, I grow stronger. 00:01:02.970 --> 00:01:06.060 align:middle line:84% I crushed fruit with my bare hands today. 00:01:06.060 --> 00:01:09.000 align:middle line:90% Soon I will be a man. 00:01:09.000 --> 00:01:12.600 align:middle line:84% At grandfather's funeral, no one had much to say. 00:01:12.600 --> 00:01:15.270 align:middle line:84% When a man is a gentleman for so many years 00:01:15.270 --> 00:01:19.110 align:middle line:84% and no one fears him, he is lost among relatives. 00:01:19.110 --> 00:01:23.130 align:middle line:84% They toss a little earth, they wonder if it will rain. 00:01:23.130 --> 00:01:26.040 align:middle line:84% If only he could find a story to tell us. 00:01:26.040 --> 00:01:27.570 align:middle line:90% What do the dead eat? 00:01:27.570 --> 00:01:29.700 align:middle line:90% Is it fun, like travel? 00:01:29.700 --> 00:01:34.200 align:middle line:84% And the pain, is it still unreal, like here? 00:01:34.200 --> 00:01:36.510 align:middle line:84% A week before he died, I wrote a letter. 00:01:36.510 --> 00:01:37.920 align:middle line:90% Dear grandfather. 00:01:37.920 --> 00:01:39.780 align:middle line:90% What else could I say? 00:01:39.780 --> 00:01:43.140 align:middle line:84% Here are a few words for the family to say at the funeral. 00:01:43.140 --> 00:01:44.430 align:middle line:90% Dear grandfather. 00:01:44.430 --> 00:01:46.380 align:middle line:90% Over and over. 00:01:46.380 --> 00:01:48.150 align:middle line:90% There are no new stories. 00:01:48.150 --> 00:01:50.600 align:middle line:90% They all end the same." 00:01:50.600 --> 00:01:53.000 align:middle line:90%