WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.120 align:middle line:90% Thank you. 00:00:03.120 --> 00:00:05.520 align:middle line:84% It's warmer here than Washington. 00:00:05.520 --> 00:00:08.460 align:middle line:84% It's the state of Washington where it's cold. 00:00:08.460 --> 00:00:13.800 align:middle line:84% What I plan to do tonight is to read some new poems 00:00:13.800 --> 00:00:14.850 align:middle line:90% and some old poems. 00:00:14.850 --> 00:00:18.060 align:middle line:84% To me, old poems or poems that are in the book. 00:00:18.060 --> 00:00:21.390 align:middle line:84% I'm telling you that because otherwise, you wouldn't know. 00:00:21.390 --> 00:00:24.210 align:middle line:84% So I'm going to start off with one that's an older poem. 00:00:24.210 --> 00:00:27.180 align:middle line:84% And probably, I'll be alternating them 00:00:27.180 --> 00:00:29.250 align:middle line:90% through the reading. 00:00:29.250 --> 00:00:31.470 align:middle line:84% The poem that I want to start with is "John Clare". 00:00:31.470 --> 00:00:33.480 align:middle line:90% That's its title. 00:00:33.480 --> 00:00:38.490 align:middle line:84% And you should know a little bit about who its subject is. 00:00:38.490 --> 00:00:40.770 align:middle line:84% Probably to be able to get into it. 00:00:40.770 --> 00:00:43.410 align:middle line:84% John Claire was a 19th Century British 00:00:43.410 --> 00:00:47.580 align:middle line:84% poet, roughly a contemporary of Keats. 00:00:47.580 --> 00:00:52.050 align:middle line:84% And among other things, he went crazy. 00:00:52.050 --> 00:00:54.540 align:middle line:84% And the thing that interested me or that 00:00:54.540 --> 00:01:00.810 align:middle line:84% moved me was that in his craziness and his insanity, 00:01:00.810 --> 00:01:04.769 align:middle line:84% he was granted moments of lucidity in which he 00:01:04.769 --> 00:01:07.620 align:middle line:84% knew where he was, he knew what his condition was. 00:01:07.620 --> 00:01:09.870 align:middle line:84% And I always thought was he probably also knew 00:01:09.870 --> 00:01:12.420 align:middle line:84% that he was going to be returned to the state 00:01:12.420 --> 00:01:14.877 align:middle line:84% that he had been in, and there was nothing 00:01:14.877 --> 00:01:15.960 align:middle line:90% that he could do about it. 00:01:15.960 --> 00:01:18.210 align:middle line:84% It seemed to me that that must have 00:01:18.210 --> 00:01:21.510 align:middle line:84% been perhaps the most awful part of the experience-- 00:01:21.510 --> 00:01:23.895 align:middle line:84% to anticipate the return over which you had no control. 00:01:23.895 --> 00:01:31.700 align:middle line:90% 00:01:31.700 --> 00:01:36.860 align:middle line:84% "John Clare" "Sometimes there is a man. 00:01:36.860 --> 00:01:38.120 align:middle line:90% I never feel him come. 00:01:38.120 --> 00:01:42.380 align:middle line:84% But he is who I am, and I am someone. 00:01:42.380 --> 00:01:44.960 align:middle line:90% He does not care to stay. 00:01:44.960 --> 00:01:49.490 align:middle line:84% If we are both John Clare, why does he go away? 00:01:49.490 --> 00:01:50.900 align:middle line:90% And where? 00:01:50.900 --> 00:01:52.500 align:middle line:90% And where? 00:01:52.500 --> 00:01:53.000 align:middle line:90%