WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.030 align:middle line:84% Now, this is a later and very different poem, 00:00:03.030 --> 00:00:06.660 align:middle line:84% more in the way I'm writing now, although it's maybe 00:00:06.660 --> 00:00:07.860 align:middle line:90% 10 years old. 00:00:07.860 --> 00:00:10.410 align:middle line:90% It's a poem called "Digging." 00:00:10.410 --> 00:00:11.880 align:middle line:84% And it's a poem that's addressed, 00:00:11.880 --> 00:00:12.990 align:middle line:90% in theory, to a gardener-- 00:00:12.990 --> 00:00:16.763 align:middle line:84% I mean, to a woman who likes to garden, not a professional. 00:00:16.763 --> 00:00:19.870 align:middle line:90% 00:00:19.870 --> 00:00:23.350 align:middle line:84% I say that it's addressed to such a woman. 00:00:23.350 --> 00:00:25.570 align:middle line:84% I said ostensibly because, like all of the things 00:00:25.570 --> 00:00:27.945 align:middle line:84% I come to eventually realize it's really addressed to me. 00:00:27.945 --> 00:00:31.180 align:middle line:90% 00:00:31.180 --> 00:00:34.630 align:middle line:84% One midnight, after a day when lilies lift themselves out 00:00:34.630 --> 00:00:36.730 align:middle line:84% of the ground while you watch them, 00:00:36.730 --> 00:00:40.690 align:middle line:84% and you come into the house at dark your fingers grubby 00:00:40.690 --> 00:00:46.300 align:middle line:84% with digging, your eyes vague with the pleasures of digging, 00:00:46.300 --> 00:00:49.540 align:middle line:84% let a wind raised from the south climb 00:00:49.540 --> 00:00:52.570 align:middle line:84% through your bedroom window, lift you in its arms-- 00:00:52.570 --> 00:00:55.000 align:middle line:84% you have become as small as a seed-- 00:00:55.000 --> 00:00:59.230 align:middle line:84% and carry you out of the house, over the black garden, spinning 00:00:59.230 --> 00:01:04.239 align:middle line:84% and fluttering, and drop you in cracked ground. 00:01:04.239 --> 00:01:08.620 align:middle line:84% The dirt will be cool, rough to your clasped skin 00:01:08.620 --> 00:01:11.140 align:middle line:90% like a man you have never known. 00:01:11.140 --> 00:01:15.040 align:middle line:84% You will die into the ground in a dead sleep, surrendered 00:01:15.040 --> 00:01:16.420 align:middle line:90% to water. 00:01:16.420 --> 00:01:20.440 align:middle line:84% You will wake suffering, a widening pain in your side, 00:01:20.440 --> 00:01:22.930 align:middle line:84% a breach gapped in your tight ribs 00:01:22.930 --> 00:01:25.420 align:middle line:84% where a green shoot struggles to lift itself 00:01:25.420 --> 00:01:29.890 align:middle line:84% upwards through the tomb of your dead flesh to the sun, 00:01:29.890 --> 00:01:34.510 align:middle line:84% to the air of your garden where you will blossom 00:01:34.510 --> 00:01:39.910 align:middle line:84% in the shape of your own self, thoughtless with flowers, 00:01:39.910 --> 00:01:45.940 align:middle line:84% speaking to bees, in the language of green and yellow, 00:01:45.940 --> 00:01:48.500 align:middle line:90% white and red. 00:01:48.500 --> 00:01:49.000 align:middle line:90%