WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.560 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.560 --> 00:00:03.660 align:middle line:84% In the last few years, I got to know a poet I greatly 00:00:03.660 --> 00:00:07.050 align:middle line:84% admire who also lives in San Francisco, Robert Duncan, who's 00:00:07.050 --> 00:00:09.990 align:middle line:84% older than me and much better than me. 00:00:09.990 --> 00:00:17.730 align:middle line:84% And he-- I was very happy that he based some poems, 00:00:17.730 --> 00:00:21.310 align:middle line:84% in a sense, on some poems of mine from my last book. 00:00:21.310 --> 00:00:28.830 align:middle line:84% And one of them is an answer to this, in a sense that's 00:00:28.830 --> 00:00:30.690 align:middle line:90% the father's answer to the boy. 00:00:30.690 --> 00:00:31.940 align:middle line:90% So I'm going to read this now. 00:00:31.940 --> 00:00:34.310 align:middle line:84% It's not my poem, this is by Robert Duncan. 00:00:34.310 --> 00:00:39.020 align:middle line:84% And since he wrote two poems based on this one, which 00:00:39.020 --> 00:00:43.070 align:middle line:84% I think is published somewhere, maybe it's privately published. 00:00:43.070 --> 00:00:45.920 align:middle line:84% Since he wrote two poems and this is the second of them, 00:00:45.920 --> 00:00:50.737 align:middle line:84% it's called "Second Take on Rites of Passage." 00:00:50.737 --> 00:00:52.070 align:middle line:90% And this is the father's answer. 00:00:52.070 --> 00:00:55.620 align:middle line:90% 00:00:55.620 --> 00:00:58.440 align:middle line:90% Something is taking place. 00:00:58.440 --> 00:01:02.520 align:middle line:84% Horns thrust upward from the brow. 00:01:02.520 --> 00:01:06.930 align:middle line:84% Hooves beat impatient where feet once were. 00:01:06.930 --> 00:01:11.160 align:middle line:84% My son, youth grows alarming in your face. 00:01:11.160 --> 00:01:15.630 align:middle line:84% Your innocent regard is cruelly charming to me now. 00:01:15.630 --> 00:01:17.580 align:middle line:84% You bristle when my fond hand would 00:01:17.580 --> 00:01:19.680 align:middle line:90% stir to stroke your cheek. 00:01:19.680 --> 00:01:20.520 align:middle line:90% I do not dare. 00:01:20.520 --> 00:01:23.700 align:middle line:90% 00:01:23.700 --> 00:01:25.290 align:middle line:90% Irregular meters. 00:01:25.290 --> 00:01:29.540 align:middle line:84% Feet between your heart and mine. 00:01:29.540 --> 00:01:33.860 align:middle line:84% Snuffling the air, you take the heat and scan the lines. 00:01:33.860 --> 00:01:38.510 align:middle line:84% You take in going as if I were or were not there 00:01:38.510 --> 00:01:40.700 align:middle line:90% and overtake me. 00:01:40.700 --> 00:01:45.440 align:middle line:84% And where it seems but yesterday I spilled the wine 00:01:45.440 --> 00:01:48.590 align:middle line:84% you too grow beastly to become a man. 00:01:48.590 --> 00:01:51.170 align:middle line:90% 00:01:51.170 --> 00:01:52.740 align:middle line:90% Peace. 00:01:52.740 --> 00:01:54.710 align:middle line:90% Peace. 00:01:54.710 --> 00:01:56.510 align:middle line:90% I've had enough. 00:01:56.510 --> 00:01:59.510 align:middle line:84% What can I say when song's demanded? 00:01:59.510 --> 00:02:02.300 align:middle line:90% I've had my fill of song. 00:02:02.300 --> 00:02:05.550 align:middle line:90% My longing to sing grows full. 00:02:05.550 --> 00:02:08.449 align:middle line:90% Time's emptied me. 00:02:08.449 --> 00:02:11.630 align:middle line:84% And where my youth was, now the sun in you grows hot. 00:02:11.630 --> 00:02:13.100 align:middle line:90% Your day is young. 00:02:13.100 --> 00:02:16.460 align:middle line:90% My place, you take triumphantly. 00:02:16.460 --> 00:02:18.770 align:middle line:84% All along, it's been for you, for this 00:02:18.770 --> 00:02:21.170 align:middle line:90% lowering of your horns. 00:02:21.170 --> 00:02:26.750 align:middle line:84% She had her will of me and will not let my struggling spirit 00:02:26.750 --> 00:02:29.320 align:middle line:90% in itself be free. 00:02:29.320 --> 00:02:34.000 align:middle line:90%