WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.960 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.960 --> 00:00:01.460 align:middle line:90% "Eros." 00:00:01.460 --> 00:00:05.430 align:middle line:90% 00:00:05.430 --> 00:00:08.580 align:middle line:84% "I had thrown my chair to the hotel window, 00:00:08.580 --> 00:00:11.640 align:middle line:90% to watch the rain. 00:00:11.640 --> 00:00:17.400 align:middle line:84% I was in a kind of dream, or trance -- in love and yet, 00:00:17.400 --> 00:00:18.330 align:middle line:90% I wanted nothing. 00:00:18.330 --> 00:00:21.060 align:middle line:90% 00:00:21.060 --> 00:00:27.180 align:middle line:84% It seemed unnecessary to touch you, to see you again. 00:00:27.180 --> 00:00:32.250 align:middle line:84% I wanted only this: The room, the chair, 00:00:32.250 --> 00:00:35.790 align:middle line:84% the sound of the rain falling hour 00:00:35.790 --> 00:00:41.310 align:middle line:84% after hour in the warmth of the spring night. 00:00:41.310 --> 00:00:47.010 align:middle line:84% I needed nothing more, I was utterly sated. 00:00:47.010 --> 00:00:53.580 align:middle line:84% My heart had become small; it took very little to fill it. 00:00:53.580 --> 00:00:56.220 align:middle line:84% I watched the rain falling in heavy sheets 00:00:56.220 --> 00:01:00.000 align:middle line:90% over the darkened city. 00:01:00.000 --> 00:01:02.700 align:middle line:90% You were not concerned. 00:01:02.700 --> 00:01:06.060 align:middle line:84% I could let you live as you needed to live. 00:01:06.060 --> 00:01:09.550 align:middle line:90% 00:01:09.550 --> 00:01:12.760 align:middle line:90% At dawn the rain abated. 00:01:12.760 --> 00:01:17.020 align:middle line:84% I did the things one does in daylight, I acquitted myself, 00:01:17.020 --> 00:01:20.560 align:middle line:90% but I moved like a sleepwalker. 00:01:20.560 --> 00:01:25.480 align:middle line:84% It was enough, and it no longer involved you. 00:01:25.480 --> 00:01:27.640 align:middle line:90% A few days in the strange city. 00:01:27.640 --> 00:01:31.840 align:middle line:84% A conversation, the touch of a hand. 00:01:31.840 --> 00:01:37.750 align:middle line:84% And afterward, I took off my wedding ring. 00:01:37.750 --> 00:01:42.270 align:middle line:84% That was what I wanted: to be naked." 00:01:42.270 --> 00:01:43.000 align:middle line:90%