WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.860 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.860 --> 00:00:04.740 align:middle line:90% "Arboretum." 00:00:04.740 --> 00:00:09.600 align:middle line:84% "We had the problem of age, the problem of wishing to linger. 00:00:09.600 --> 00:00:13.530 align:middle line:84% Not needing, anymore, even to make a contribution. 00:00:13.530 --> 00:00:18.510 align:middle line:84% Merely wishing to linger: to be here. 00:00:18.510 --> 00:00:22.440 align:middle line:84% And to stare at things, but with no real avidity. 00:00:22.440 --> 00:00:25.960 align:middle line:90% To browse, to purchase nothing. 00:00:25.960 --> 00:00:29.890 align:middle line:84% But there were many of us; we took up time. 00:00:29.890 --> 00:00:34.080 align:middle line:84% We crowded out our own children, and the children of friends. 00:00:34.080 --> 00:00:38.700 align:middle line:84% We did great damage, meaning no harm. 00:00:38.700 --> 00:00:43.350 align:middle line:84% We continued to plan, to fix things as they broke. 00:00:43.350 --> 00:00:46.650 align:middle line:90% To repair, to improve. 00:00:46.650 --> 00:00:50.250 align:middle line:90% We traveled, we put in gardens. 00:00:50.250 --> 00:00:57.510 align:middle line:84% And we continued brazenly to plant trees and perennials. 00:00:57.510 --> 00:01:00.990 align:middle line:90% We asked so little of the world. 00:01:00.990 --> 00:01:05.099 align:middle line:84% We understood the offense of advice, of holding forth. 00:01:05.099 --> 00:01:11.040 align:middle line:84% We checked ourselves: we were correct, we were silent. 00:01:11.040 --> 00:01:16.740 align:middle line:84% But we could not cure ourselves of desire, not completely. 00:01:16.740 --> 00:01:23.170 align:middle line:90% Our hands, folded, reeked of it. 00:01:23.170 --> 00:01:28.660 align:middle line:84% How did we do so much damage, merely sitting and watching, 00:01:28.660 --> 00:01:31.870 align:middle line:84% strolling on fine days, the grounds 00:01:31.870 --> 00:01:35.290 align:middle line:84% of the park, the arboretum, or sitting 00:01:35.290 --> 00:01:38.860 align:middle line:84% on benches in front of the public library, 00:01:38.860 --> 00:01:42.620 align:middle line:84% feeding pigeons out of a paper bag. 00:01:42.620 --> 00:01:47.010 align:middle line:84% We were correct, and yet desire pursued us." 00:01:47.010 --> 00:01:51.000 align:middle line:90%