WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.570 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.570 --> 00:00:04.200 align:middle line:84% And not her sisters, though it was true, last summer. 00:00:04.200 --> 00:00:07.620 align:middle line:84% Franny had once watched through the staircase spindles 00:00:07.620 --> 00:00:10.620 align:middle line:84% as curvaceous Martie and the ROTC member 00:00:10.620 --> 00:00:14.100 align:middle line:84% entered into a clothes-wrinkling struggle on the living room 00:00:14.100 --> 00:00:15.600 align:middle line:90% couch. 00:00:15.600 --> 00:00:18.090 align:middle line:84% All that slow and serious movement 00:00:18.090 --> 00:00:22.380 align:middle line:84% had seemed so utterly foreign to Franny like the first time 00:00:22.380 --> 00:00:27.270 align:middle line:84% she had seen a newborn puppy nurse or a cecropia moth 00:00:27.270 --> 00:00:30.900 align:middle line:84% make its way from its cocoon, that she did not 00:00:30.900 --> 00:00:33.840 align:middle line:84% judge it by any parental injunction she 00:00:33.840 --> 00:00:35.880 align:middle line:90% might have overheard. 00:00:35.880 --> 00:00:39.690 align:middle line:84% Martie loved the ROTC boy, and he loved her, 00:00:39.690 --> 00:00:42.690 align:middle line:84% and Franny watched their activity on the couch 00:00:42.690 --> 00:00:48.420 align:middle line:84% not from mere curiosity but from envy and sympathy and worry, 00:00:48.420 --> 00:00:50.100 align:middle line:90% too. 00:00:50.100 --> 00:00:54.960 align:middle line:84% Heart aching, she sensed that the sum of all that writhing 00:00:54.960 --> 00:01:00.090 align:middle line:84% could not equal Peg and Brick's taking center stage at a party 00:01:00.090 --> 00:01:04.800 align:middle line:84% to touch-dance to Tommy Dorsey's "So Rare." 00:01:04.800 --> 00:01:09.990 align:middle line:84% And suppose that Martie and the ROTC boy's species of living 00:01:09.990 --> 00:01:15.210 align:middle line:84% room struggle were all that were left for the rest of them. 00:01:15.210 --> 00:01:18.490 align:middle line:84% This impoverished, privately formed notion 00:01:18.490 --> 00:01:20.580 align:middle line:84% contradicted all that Franny had been 00:01:20.580 --> 00:01:24.750 align:middle line:84% raised to believe lay in wait for her grown-up self. 00:01:24.750 --> 00:01:27.630 align:middle line:84% But there was a measure of comfort in the fact 00:01:27.630 --> 00:01:32.460 align:middle line:84% that Martie appeared to know, at that acute moment, exactly 00:01:32.460 --> 00:01:35.940 align:middle line:84% where she lay, and that someone cared 00:01:35.940 --> 00:01:39.450 align:middle line:84% at least for a while for her movements 00:01:39.450 --> 00:01:43.320 align:middle line:90% and her breath and her lips. 00:01:43.320 --> 00:01:46.080 align:middle line:84% The taste of the kiss that Bob Prohaski 00:01:46.080 --> 00:01:50.460 align:middle line:84% had given Franny in the Strawberry's dark garage-- 00:01:50.460 --> 00:01:56.550 align:middle line:84% elemental, almost a little bloody, reminiscent of the way 00:01:56.550 --> 00:01:59.670 align:middle line:84% that the old-fashioned porch screens at her own house 00:01:59.670 --> 00:02:03.765 align:middle line:84% tasted when she pressed her tongue to their rusty weave. 00:02:03.765 --> 00:02:06.540 align:middle line:90% 00:02:06.540 --> 00:02:09.288 align:middle line:90% I'm going to stop there. 00:02:09.288 --> 00:02:10.830 align:middle line:84% That's actually the end of chapter 1, 00:02:10.830 --> 00:02:13.520 align:middle line:84% but it looks like we're running fairly long. 00:02:13.520 --> 00:02:17.610 align:middle line:90% So that's chapter 1. 00:02:17.610 --> 00:02:19.460 align:middle line:90% [APPLAUSE] 00:02:19.460 --> 00:02:30.000 align:middle line:90%