>> One tries to be sober and respectable.
So as not to be committed as insane, by the extended family, state police,
but every once a while something happens that blows the whole construct apart.
One finds oneself stripping the pants off a little girl who says, wow.
Or else one falls down in the front yard of her house party and cuts her forehead.
She has to go for more beer with the money taken from her mothers purse.
All these activities supposedly have consequences.
But, if one dresses correctly and has the right social attitudes, haircut and spare eyeglasses,
it is possible to maintain that, that that little girl raped me.
That that old lady gave me the money for the beer.
And that I walked into an open car door.
If one does not have the suit and all, all one has to do is to hide out for a few days.
And the scars, girl, and old lady will fade away like the money.
This is why there is no reason for suicide and this is why there is no God.