WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.400 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.400 --> 00:00:07.590 align:middle line:84% This one dated 12/6/70 called "Sides of the Crystal." 00:00:07.590 --> 00:00:11.430 align:middle line:90% 00:00:11.430 --> 00:00:11.970 align:middle line:90% Get a drink. 00:00:11.970 --> 00:00:17.180 align:middle line:90% 00:00:17.180 --> 00:00:20.030 align:middle line:84% This is a very important image to me, 00:00:20.030 --> 00:00:26.600 align:middle line:84% the idea of being able to move into a many-sided, complex 00:00:26.600 --> 00:00:29.250 align:middle line:90% crystal is perfect. 00:00:29.250 --> 00:00:32.970 align:middle line:84% On this side, illusions scrape against the pavement. 00:00:32.970 --> 00:00:35.640 align:middle line:84% Bits of gravel embedded in bloody flesh, 00:00:35.640 --> 00:00:38.670 align:middle line:84% the woman lies along the hairpin curve. 00:00:38.670 --> 00:00:41.340 align:middle line:84% I come into the view of the overturned Jeep. 00:00:41.340 --> 00:00:43.390 align:middle line:90% It's a Sunday afternoon. 00:00:43.390 --> 00:00:46.950 align:middle line:84% I am all right, she says, just need a moment's rest. 00:00:46.950 --> 00:00:49.710 align:middle line:84% It's not the bared flesh I shy away from, 00:00:49.710 --> 00:00:51.630 align:middle line:90% suffering to touch deeper. 00:00:51.630 --> 00:00:54.450 align:middle line:84% But the best thing I can do is call a cop. 00:00:54.450 --> 00:00:57.000 align:middle line:90% Mind must distort this pain. 00:00:57.000 --> 00:01:01.440 align:middle line:84% Step into the crystal, where no love nor compassion reaches. 00:01:01.440 --> 00:01:03.850 align:middle line:90% This is the elusive other. 00:01:03.850 --> 00:01:06.630 align:middle line:84% It happens so fast you can't hold on. 00:01:06.630 --> 00:01:08.070 align:middle line:90% The balance goes. 00:01:08.070 --> 00:01:11.160 align:middle line:84% All the illusions, lamp glass shattering, 00:01:11.160 --> 00:01:15.150 align:middle line:84% metal of a kickstand dragging in the pavement, then the body, 00:01:15.150 --> 00:01:17.700 align:middle line:84% and gasoline dripping from a tank. 00:01:17.700 --> 00:01:19.440 align:middle line:90% I have been here before. 00:01:19.440 --> 00:01:21.030 align:middle line:90% Who is the person watching? 00:01:21.030 --> 00:01:21.990 align:middle line:90% Who would help? 00:01:21.990 --> 00:01:24.150 align:middle line:90% No place to put the pain. 00:01:24.150 --> 00:01:27.450 align:middle line:84% You can only return to a world of feelings. 00:01:27.450 --> 00:01:31.730 align:middle line:84% I'm all right, I say, just need a moment's rest. 00:01:31.730 --> 00:01:33.000 align:middle line:90%