WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:01.530 align:middle line:90% 00:00:01.530 --> 00:00:04.530 align:middle line:84% Some of the early Native bands that 00:00:04.530 --> 00:00:08.700 align:middle line:84% started on the Navajo reservation, some 00:00:08.700 --> 00:00:13.590 align:middle line:84% of the early western bands, even though rock bands, 00:00:13.590 --> 00:00:16.110 align:middle line:84% they played in these little community centers 00:00:16.110 --> 00:00:19.470 align:middle line:84% called chapter houses all over the reservation. 00:00:19.470 --> 00:00:25.620 align:middle line:84% And their influences were Johnny Cash, Merle Haggard, 00:00:25.620 --> 00:00:28.710 align:middle line:84% some of the classic country western singers. 00:00:28.710 --> 00:00:31.350 align:middle line:90% 00:00:31.350 --> 00:00:33.640 align:middle line:84% So when we're at boarding school, 00:00:33.640 --> 00:00:36.300 align:middle line:84% we used to listen to that kind of music. 00:00:36.300 --> 00:00:38.380 align:middle line:84% Country western was one of the very popular 00:00:38.380 --> 00:00:44.460 align:middle line:84% among Native people, and, also, the contemporary rock stations 00:00:44.460 --> 00:00:46.860 align:middle line:90% that you hear on the radio. 00:00:46.860 --> 00:00:50.580 align:middle line:84% And this is called "Mennen Skin Bracer." 00:00:50.580 --> 00:00:52.740 align:middle line:84% "Having a boyfriend that holding hands 00:00:52.740 --> 00:00:55.650 align:middle line:84% at the movies in the dark auditorium, 00:00:55.650 --> 00:01:00.340 align:middle line:84% someone besides your roommate to dance with. 00:01:00.340 --> 00:01:02.350 align:middle line:84% And on Wednesday evenings, having your name 00:01:02.350 --> 00:01:05.019 align:middle line:84% announced over the intercom, because he 00:01:05.019 --> 00:01:11.080 align:middle line:84% had walked across that brown grassy lot just to see you. 00:01:11.080 --> 00:01:12.910 align:middle line:84% And you like standing next to him 00:01:12.910 --> 00:01:15.730 align:middle line:84% until you casually felt each other's hands 00:01:15.730 --> 00:01:18.910 align:middle line:84% and how strong the bones felt. Then 00:01:18.910 --> 00:01:22.120 align:middle line:84% you might remember what your mother said about dropping him 00:01:22.120 --> 00:01:26.470 align:middle line:84% like a hot potato if he turned out to be your clan relative. 00:01:26.470 --> 00:01:28.570 align:middle line:90% But you don't bring it up. 00:01:28.570 --> 00:01:32.140 align:middle line:84% His name was Pierce, and we were kitchen detail. 00:01:32.140 --> 00:01:35.320 align:middle line:84% I wasn't homely and I wasn't built like some of the others. 00:01:35.320 --> 00:01:36.940 align:middle line:90% I matured late. 00:01:36.940 --> 00:01:39.700 align:middle line:84% She looks smart, was what they said. 00:01:39.700 --> 00:01:40.990 align:middle line:90% What did they know? 00:01:40.990 --> 00:01:43.270 align:middle line:84% I was in culture shock for four years 00:01:43.270 --> 00:01:47.440 align:middle line:84% at the white public school, and never made honorable mention. 00:01:47.440 --> 00:01:51.220 align:middle line:84% Nobody was interested, so I stopped trying. 00:01:51.220 --> 00:01:54.130 align:middle line:84% Anyway, Pierce asked me to dance Friday night. 00:01:54.130 --> 00:01:57.460 align:middle line:84% Mostly, we danced, stomped, scooping, and twirling 00:01:57.460 --> 00:02:00.960 align:middle line:84% to the Wingate Valley Boys, the Zuni Midnighters, 00:02:00.960 --> 00:02:05.440 align:middle line:84% Offenders, you know, heavy on the bass, rah ja jin, 00:02:05.440 --> 00:02:06.610 align:middle line:90% rah ja jin. 00:02:06.610 --> 00:02:10.210 align:middle line:84% So there I was on the floor, nervous, because it's 00:02:10.210 --> 00:02:12.550 align:middle line:90% my first time with a guy. 00:02:12.550 --> 00:02:16.330 align:middle line:84% OK, I'm ready to show off my stuff, I thought. 00:02:16.330 --> 00:02:21.560 align:middle line:84% All those months practicing with Mary Jean was paying off. 00:02:21.560 --> 00:02:23.170 align:middle line:90% We went round and round. 00:02:23.170 --> 00:02:25.570 align:middle line:84% He led me to the edge of the dance floor 00:02:25.570 --> 00:02:27.490 align:middle line:90% under the basketball hoop. 00:02:27.490 --> 00:02:34.120 align:middle line:84% And all evening, I smelled Mennen Skin Bracer. 00:02:34.120 --> 00:02:36.490 align:middle line:84% Well, we danced a few more times. 00:02:36.490 --> 00:02:39.790 align:middle line:84% And afterwards, Pierce walked me back to the door. 00:02:39.790 --> 00:02:43.690 align:middle line:84% Later, I found out he left a trail of broken hearts. 00:02:43.690 --> 00:02:48.070 align:middle line:84% That evening, the smell of Mennen Skin Bracer 00:02:48.070 --> 00:02:50.770 align:middle line:90% lingered long on my hands. 00:02:50.770 --> 00:02:53.050 align:middle line:84% And even now, when I'm in the grocery 00:02:53.050 --> 00:02:55.990 align:middle line:84% store in the cosmetic department, 00:02:55.990 --> 00:03:00.520 align:middle line:84% I'll open a bottle of Mennen Skin Bracer and take a whiff 00:03:00.520 --> 00:03:04.590 align:middle line:84% my first dance at the Indian School gym." 00:03:04.590 --> 00:03:06.000 align:middle line:90%