WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.910 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.910 --> 00:00:07.530 align:middle line:84% "So the Mind, Like a Gate, Swings Open," 00:00:07.530 --> 00:00:10.320 align:middle line:90% is the title of this poem. 00:00:10.320 --> 00:00:12.435 align:middle line:84% "So the Mind, Like a Gate, Swings Open." 00:00:12.435 --> 00:00:18.410 align:middle line:90% 00:00:18.410 --> 00:00:22.700 align:middle line:84% "When it comes to what, eventually, it must come to, 00:00:22.700 --> 00:00:26.120 align:middle line:84% don't forget to say to yourself, has it come to this again 00:00:26.120 --> 00:00:27.860 align:middle line:90% already? 00:00:27.860 --> 00:00:32.930 align:middle line:84% Look a little lost, maybe, but unsurprised. 00:00:32.930 --> 00:00:36.200 align:middle line:84% Sometimes, it feels like a carousel horse 00:00:36.200 --> 00:00:39.650 align:middle line:84% but with all the paint gone strange-like. 00:00:39.650 --> 00:00:42.260 align:middle line:90% All the wood gone, driftwood. 00:00:42.260 --> 00:00:46.250 align:middle line:84% All the horses I've corralled inside me set free, 00:00:46.250 --> 00:00:48.080 align:middle line:90% confused now. 00:00:48.080 --> 00:00:50.660 align:middle line:90% Because now, what? 00:00:50.660 --> 00:00:55.130 align:middle line:84% The snow fell like hope when it's been forsaken just 00:00:55.130 --> 00:00:57.650 align:middle line:90% before the wind shifts. 00:00:57.650 --> 00:01:02.990 align:middle line:84% Then the wind shifts, the snow flies upward. 00:01:02.990 --> 00:01:06.830 align:middle line:90% I love you means what, exactly? 00:01:06.830 --> 00:01:10.640 align:middle line:84% In the end, desire may turn out to be no 00:01:10.640 --> 00:01:13.700 align:middle line:90% different from any other song. 00:01:13.700 --> 00:01:18.350 align:middle line:84% Sing and be at last, released from it. 00:01:18.350 --> 00:01:21.380 align:middle line:84% Not so long ago as I'd like to think, 00:01:21.380 --> 00:01:25.130 align:middle line:84% I used to get drunk in parking lots with strangers. 00:01:25.130 --> 00:01:26.510 align:middle line:90% We park. 00:01:26.510 --> 00:01:31.520 align:middle line:84% We drank and didn't think what to call it-- 00:01:31.520 --> 00:01:33.920 align:middle line:90% the rest that came after. 00:01:33.920 --> 00:01:37.580 align:middle line:84% What is the thing like that worth calling? 00:01:37.580 --> 00:01:40.340 align:middle line:90% He took me into his arms. 00:01:40.340 --> 00:01:43.460 align:middle line:90% He held me. 00:01:43.460 --> 00:01:47.000 align:middle line:84% I know longing's a lot like despair. 00:01:47.000 --> 00:01:49.700 align:middle line:84% Both can equal everything you've ever hoped 00:01:49.700 --> 00:01:53.120 align:middle line:90% for if that's how you want it. 00:01:53.120 --> 00:01:54.860 align:middle line:90% Sure. 00:01:54.860 --> 00:01:56.930 align:middle line:90% I get that. 00:01:56.930 --> 00:01:58.460 align:middle line:90% What's wrong with me? 00:01:58.460 --> 00:02:05.180 align:middle line:84% I used to ask but usually, too late and not meaning it anyway. 00:02:05.180 --> 00:02:10.689 align:middle line:84% He touches me or I touch him or don't. 00:02:10.689 --> 00:02:13.000 align:middle line:90%