WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:02.950 align:middle line:90% 00:00:02.950 --> 00:00:06.460 align:middle line:84% OK, more narratively, because I thought 00:00:06.460 --> 00:00:08.440 align:middle line:84% break it up and have narrative stuff. 00:00:08.440 --> 00:00:14.260 align:middle line:84% So it seemed like I could do it in a broken way. 00:00:14.260 --> 00:00:16.810 align:middle line:84% This poem is called "Until There's Nothing, Just 00:00:16.810 --> 00:00:18.280 align:middle line:90% the Sea, a Sea of Leaves." 00:00:18.280 --> 00:00:22.860 align:middle line:90% 00:00:22.860 --> 00:00:25.530 align:middle line:90% "We've been up to the meadow. 00:00:25.530 --> 00:00:29.490 align:middle line:84% The wildflowers that had seemed everywhere thinned gradually 00:00:29.490 --> 00:00:31.140 align:middle line:90% as we ascended. 00:00:31.140 --> 00:00:33.990 align:middle line:84% Think of an unbuttoned shirt falling 00:00:33.990 --> 00:00:38.220 align:middle line:84% soft in stages from a man's back, shoulders first. 00:00:38.220 --> 00:00:40.260 align:middle line:84% Now the strength of a good arm showing 00:00:40.260 --> 00:00:45.780 align:middle line:84% more and more, and the chest, of course, the meadow cresting. 00:00:45.780 --> 00:00:49.200 align:middle line:84% Until we came to where the horses have been buried. 00:00:49.200 --> 00:00:55.080 align:middle line:84% Crosses of thick vine weathered and rope like over two of them 00:00:55.080 --> 00:00:58.230 align:middle line:84% above the third the presumed favorite 00:00:58.230 --> 00:01:02.265 align:middle line:84% a cross of horse shoes welded together painted white. 00:01:02.265 --> 00:01:04.890 align:middle line:90% 00:01:04.890 --> 00:01:08.340 align:middle line:84% Not out of boredom, but because I've always 00:01:08.340 --> 00:01:11.250 align:middle line:84% found it difficult to resist looking down 00:01:11.250 --> 00:01:13.290 align:middle line:90% from a great height. 00:01:13.290 --> 00:01:18.750 align:middle line:84% I looked away down on the world that we left behind us. 00:01:18.750 --> 00:01:23.220 align:middle line:84% How unimportant it seemed and at the same time 00:01:23.220 --> 00:01:25.440 align:middle line:90% how very detailed. 00:01:25.440 --> 00:01:29.340 align:middle line:84% The skim and dart of blackbirds in their swiftness 00:01:29.340 --> 00:01:34.800 align:middle line:84% seeming to foil their own shadows they seemed to want to. 00:01:34.800 --> 00:01:38.880 align:middle line:84% And below that the blighted orchard, whose trees could 00:01:38.880 --> 00:01:42.840 align:middle line:84% in almost any light make salvation look like nothing, 00:01:42.840 --> 00:01:47.940 align:middle line:84% so much as a script, that in the end though perhaps reluctantly 00:01:47.940 --> 00:01:50.280 align:middle line:90% they've been written out of. 00:01:50.280 --> 00:01:51.615 align:middle line:90% So much for the world. 00:01:51.615 --> 00:01:55.070 align:middle line:90% 00:01:55.070 --> 00:01:59.060 align:middle line:84% It was then he turned to me as if turning were an art one 00:01:59.060 --> 00:02:01.190 align:middle line:90% he'd lost the mastery of. 00:02:01.190 --> 00:02:05.150 align:middle line:84% Or as if some part of him the part more wounded 00:02:05.150 --> 00:02:09.289 align:middle line:84% were caught inextricably in the kind of dream in which one 00:02:09.289 --> 00:02:12.680 align:middle line:84% has been asked to say the difference between mercy, 00:02:12.680 --> 00:02:15.380 align:middle line:90% compassion, and pity. 00:02:15.380 --> 00:02:20.180 align:middle line:84% And to one's surprise one does know the difference. 00:02:20.180 --> 00:02:25.070 align:middle line:84% The answer comes as a star, clear, attainable, 00:02:25.070 --> 00:02:30.230 align:middle line:84% blindly, a bit unsteadily, stutter of gratitude, 00:02:30.230 --> 00:02:32.390 align:middle line:90% sway of despair. 00:02:32.390 --> 00:02:37.390 align:middle line:84% The hand rises, as if at last to reach for it." 00:02:37.390 --> 00:02:40.000 align:middle line:90%