WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:03.540 align:middle line:90% 00:00:03.540 --> 00:00:06.720 align:middle line:84% And this next group, from the same sequence, 00:00:06.720 --> 00:00:12.270 align:middle line:84% goes back and forth as the sequence goes from one place 00:00:12.270 --> 00:00:12.860 align:middle line:90% to another. 00:00:12.860 --> 00:00:14.610 align:middle line:84% In fact, from France to the United States. 00:00:14.610 --> 00:00:15.996 align:middle line:90% One time to another, as well. 00:00:15.996 --> 00:00:22.670 align:middle line:90% 00:00:22.670 --> 00:00:25.190 align:middle line:84% "Wednesday night at the Comedie Francaise, 00:00:25.190 --> 00:00:29.420 align:middle line:84% a hundred white and slender well-behaved adolescents 00:00:29.420 --> 00:00:31.685 align:middle line:84% from one of the good liesses, file 00:00:31.685 --> 00:00:36.500 align:middle line:84% into balcony rows saved for them to see Jeunesse les Bonnes. 00:00:36.500 --> 00:00:40.850 align:middle line:84% Where over in the actresses, one of whose roles I took on 00:00:40.850 --> 00:00:45.620 align:middle line:84% in San Francisco, our salon production, two men and one 00:00:45.620 --> 00:00:49.430 align:middle line:84% woman in black shirts and tight black jeans. 00:00:49.430 --> 00:00:52.820 align:middle line:84% I was madame for my friend's lyric vengeance 00:00:52.820 --> 00:00:54.890 align:middle line:90% five Friday nights. 00:00:54.890 --> 00:00:59.000 align:middle line:84% Jerry, our Solange, delivered her last monologue, 00:00:59.000 --> 00:01:02.600 align:middle line:84% hands crossed, bald under the rigged spotlight, 00:01:02.600 --> 00:01:05.870 align:middle line:84% like a condemned man awaiting the executioner. 00:01:05.870 --> 00:01:09.930 align:middle line:90% 00:01:09.930 --> 00:01:12.150 align:middle line:84% James's gentle philological daftness 00:01:12.150 --> 00:01:14.970 align:middle line:84% led him to invent a language and its people, 00:01:14.970 --> 00:01:19.350 align:middle line:84% both called Prashad, cognate with Slavic truth, 00:01:19.350 --> 00:01:23.460 align:middle line:84% simple and supple enough for nomic folktales. 00:01:23.460 --> 00:01:25.500 align:middle line:84% He had written their history, which 00:01:25.500 --> 00:01:30.510 align:middle line:84% filled 400 typed pages and three short plays, which 00:01:30.510 --> 00:01:33.420 align:middle line:84% we three, fresh from Jene's ceremonies, 00:01:33.420 --> 00:01:37.650 align:middle line:84% undertook to memorize and then to perform. 00:01:37.650 --> 00:01:42.450 align:middle line:84% I was a fag hag in my early 20s, shared with my friends 00:01:42.450 --> 00:01:45.840 align:middle line:84% their thrift shop, retro charm and the facility 00:01:45.840 --> 00:01:50.730 align:middle line:84% of a linguist for recitations in dramatic form in a language 00:01:50.730 --> 00:01:52.455 align:middle line:90% that didn't quite exist. 00:01:52.455 --> 00:01:56.260 align:middle line:90% 00:01:56.260 --> 00:02:00.160 align:middle line:84% But James died, youngish, 20 years ago. 00:02:00.160 --> 00:02:03.670 align:middle line:84% And Bill, who played Claire, my friend then, 00:02:03.670 --> 00:02:06.430 align:middle line:84% doesn't speak or write to me, still 00:02:06.430 --> 00:02:10.270 align:middle line:84% from San Francisco, because I wrote a book he didn't like. 00:02:10.270 --> 00:02:14.540 align:middle line:84% We shared a vast, bay windowed flat with Paul, Chip, 00:02:14.540 --> 00:02:15.730 align:middle line:90% sometimes. 00:02:15.730 --> 00:02:19.120 align:middle line:84% Ben lives now, alone, in a room at the Y, 00:02:19.120 --> 00:02:20.980 align:middle line:84% from which he goes to work every day 00:02:20.980 --> 00:02:25.120 align:middle line:84% and returns a wall away from homelessness. 00:02:25.120 --> 00:02:28.250 align:middle line:84% In our rundown wooden Victorian South 00:02:28.250 --> 00:02:32.020 align:middle line:84% of Market, East of Van Ness, a trestle table 00:02:32.020 --> 00:02:34.510 align:middle line:84% in the kitchen seated 10 for feasts 00:02:34.510 --> 00:02:38.720 align:middle line:84% provisioned at a cut rate market called the Dented Can. 00:02:38.720 --> 00:02:41.290 align:middle line:84% No, it was Bill and I who named it that. 00:02:41.290 --> 00:02:43.880 align:middle line:90% 00:02:43.880 --> 00:02:46.560 align:middle line:84% And Bill and I imagined lives in France, 00:02:46.560 --> 00:02:48.560 align:middle line:84% where he had sojourned as an army brat 00:02:48.560 --> 00:02:52.610 align:middle line:84% while I had nearly a romance language degree. 00:02:52.610 --> 00:02:57.080 align:middle line:84% Often, we sat among Paul's convalescent kitchen plants, 00:02:57.080 --> 00:03:01.640 align:middle line:84% gossiping avidly with flawed accents over coffee mugs 00:03:01.640 --> 00:03:06.350 align:middle line:84% and pan dulce from the Mexican grocery next door. 00:03:06.350 --> 00:03:09.740 align:middle line:84% Tunisian Jews have a new snack bar downstairs, 00:03:09.740 --> 00:03:13.670 align:middle line:84% featuring bagels and American soft drinks, favored, 00:03:13.670 --> 00:03:17.390 align:middle line:84% it appears, by Sunday shoppers in the neighborhood where 00:03:17.390 --> 00:03:20.250 align:middle line:90% I've lived these past 12 years. 00:03:20.250 --> 00:03:24.500 align:middle line:84% Decades eclipsed, accent, somewhat improved." 00:03:24.500 --> 00:03:25.000 align:middle line:90%