WEBVTT 00:00:00.000 --> 00:00:00.960 align:middle line:90% 00:00:00.960 --> 00:00:03.000 align:middle line:84% The next one was titled "Caballero." 00:00:03.000 --> 00:00:05.323 align:middle line:84% And of course that refers to-- means gentlemen, 00:00:05.323 --> 00:00:06.990 align:middle line:84% if you've been to a Mexican restaurant-- 00:00:06.990 --> 00:00:08.990 align:middle line:90% Damas [INAUDIBLE] and caballero. 00:00:08.990 --> 00:00:12.180 align:middle line:84% But it also refers to somebody-- a man-- who is infatuated, 00:00:12.180 --> 00:00:13.885 align:middle line:84% in love, obsessed with horse culture-- 00:00:13.885 --> 00:00:14.385 align:middle line:90% horses. 00:00:14.385 --> 00:00:19.080 align:middle line:90% 00:00:19.080 --> 00:00:22.200 align:middle line:84% And it begins with an epigraph from one of my formative poets, 00:00:22.200 --> 00:00:24.420 align:middle line:90% Lorna Dee Cervantes. 00:00:24.420 --> 00:00:27.000 align:middle line:90% "Only symmetry harbors loss." 00:00:27.000 --> 00:00:29.370 align:middle line:90% "Caballero." 00:00:29.370 --> 00:00:30.330 align:middle line:90% "Throatlatch. 00:00:30.330 --> 00:00:31.140 align:middle line:90% Crupper. 00:00:31.140 --> 00:00:32.430 align:middle line:90% Martingale. 00:00:32.430 --> 00:00:33.540 align:middle line:90% Terret. 00:00:33.540 --> 00:00:37.530 align:middle line:84% My breath tightens around him, like a harness. 00:00:37.530 --> 00:00:40.440 align:middle line:84% Once a year he eats a spoonful of dirt 00:00:40.440 --> 00:00:42.090 align:middle line:90% from his father's grave. 00:00:42.090 --> 00:00:44.587 align:middle line:84% In his sleep, he mutters lines from his favorite flick-- 00:00:44.587 --> 00:00:48.330 align:middle line:90% Capulina Contra Los Vampiros. 00:00:48.330 --> 00:00:50.370 align:middle line:84% Summers, he hunts underground water 00:00:50.370 --> 00:00:54.420 align:middle line:84% with a dowsing rod made from the sun-bleached spine of a wolf. 00:00:54.420 --> 00:00:56.220 align:middle line:84% When a word stalls on his tongue, 00:00:56.220 --> 00:00:59.310 align:middle line:90% he utters, suffering succotash. 00:00:59.310 --> 00:01:03.330 align:middle line:84% Stout, Apache, dark, curious, and quick. 00:01:03.330 --> 00:01:06.360 align:middle line:84% He builds up the bridge of his nose with clay. 00:01:06.360 --> 00:01:08.564 align:middle line:84% Mornings, he sings: Dices que me quieres 00:01:08.564 --> 00:01:11.400 align:middle line:90% pero mi tienes trabajando. 00:01:11.400 --> 00:01:15.690 align:middle line:84% He spits into a tin cup each time lightning strikes. 00:01:15.690 --> 00:01:19.260 align:middle line:84% In the small of his back, I bury my hands. 00:01:19.260 --> 00:01:24.180 align:middle line:84% Once, lost in the desert, he ate beak-punctured pitayas, 00:01:24.180 --> 00:01:26.970 align:middle line:84% pissed on his fingers to keep them warm. 00:01:26.970 --> 00:01:30.330 align:middle line:84% Weekly, he plays poker with other mojados. 00:01:30.330 --> 00:01:32.940 align:middle line:84% The winning hands teach him more English-- 00:01:32.940 --> 00:01:36.870 align:middle line:90% sawmill, three kings, presto. 00:01:36.870 --> 00:01:39.480 align:middle line:84% He pronounces my name beautifully. 00:01:39.480 --> 00:01:43.590 align:middle line:84% His thumb, flecha de sal, gancho de menta. 00:01:43.590 --> 00:01:46.350 align:middle line:84% In Nogales, he bought a whiskey colored mutt. 00:01:46.350 --> 00:01:48.600 align:middle line:90% He named it Nalgas. 00:01:48.600 --> 00:01:51.570 align:middle line:84% He slipped a canary into his father's coffin-- 00:01:51.570 --> 00:01:54.030 align:middle line:84% its pecking, its hunger, smoothing 00:01:54.030 --> 00:01:55.980 align:middle line:90% the creases of the face. 00:01:55.980 --> 00:02:01.200 align:middle line:84% With an old sock and black coffee, he polishes his boots. 00:02:01.200 --> 00:02:01.784 align:middle line:90% Rosa salvaje. 00:02:01.784 --> 00:02:04.740 align:middle line:90% Corazón salvaje. 00:02:04.740 --> 00:02:07.950 align:middle line:84% The innermost part of a castle is the keep. 00:02:07.950 --> 00:02:09.449 align:middle line:90% Andale, pues. 00:02:09.449 --> 00:02:12.030 align:middle line:84% When I ride him at night, I call out 00:02:12.030 --> 00:02:13.665 align:middle line:90% the name of his first horse." 00:02:13.665 --> 00:02:16.240 align:middle line:90% 00:02:16.240 --> 00:02:18.400 align:middle line:84% And that's why my nephew could not take this book-- 00:02:18.400 --> 00:02:19.780 align:middle line:90% [LAUGHTER] 00:02:19.780 --> 00:02:21.500 align:middle line:90% --to show and tell. 00:02:21.500 --> 00:02:22.000 align:middle line:90%